literally idk how things got this bad i was finally doing well after several months of intense burnout from a high volume service job and thought i landed a good job that pays well and i enjoyed just to be stabbed in the back and then i crashed out and cut off more than half my hair so now im chopped unemployed and in love with my situationship from 2 years ago do i end my shit before it gets worse or
on March 20
genuinely things haven’t been this bad since i got cheated on why are we passively suicidal in the big 26
on March 20
mfw the job i’ve been at for almost 3 months abruptly fires me w no notice or communication 🤕went to work today “Hey we hired someone else they’re working your shifts now go home” Im going to bazinga blast my brains out
on March 15
on March 12
i keep forgetting im an ordained minister
i need to get my clergy id card so any time anyone says my name i can be like “actually that’s reverend analog.whore to you” and flash that shi like a police badge
on March 09
on March 09
into chess again 💀
it’s not something i can even make into a quirky little “hahaha yeah i loved chess when i was younger” no i was weird about it. i started playing in 4th grade and would skip lunch to play chess w my teacher. in high school i used to play competitively. like serious bracketed chess competitions and more often than not i would make it to the semifinals at least!!! See More i would set aside like an hour or 2 a day specifically to study tactics i was so weird about chess
on March 07
on March 07
on March 07
who gave me a cold…not cool
not even bad enough to be funny when i had the flu it was funny bc i was basically on my deathbed but?? itchy eyes bruh and i sneezed this is tuoid
on March 04
on March 04
my bathroom sink hates to see me and my scissors coming
on March 04
can’t sleep bc my period j ended and for some reason that makes my stomach hurt but my ball stompers (new rocks) r scheduled to deliver tomorrow
on March 04
the work gc hates to see me coming
idgaf if they even get mad the shifts r longer, it’s a way less stressful environment, i actually get to make drinks instead of being forced to take orders my whole damn shift and i make SO more money because it’s a BAR i think if i flirted with customers like that at my other job id get fired bc its an evil hospitality company
on February 26
i don’t even hide it anymore “can anyone take my shift so i can take a shift at the bar” im gonna get fired ❤️🩹
on February 26
on February 26
my stupid ass bought tea, incense, and two tiny ceramic animals and now i have 60 dollars to my name until friday but then i’m getting paid for like 25 hours of work between both jobs and (unusual for me i usually work like 13 hrs a week max bc im in school) and i tipped out out over $100 in credit card tips for one of said shifts i fear im going to be bad
on February 25
why is it that when i have work or school my dreams r always heavenly and beautiful and im living in a cottage with the one who got away but when i actually have time to sleep in suddenly im being forced to bring a child into the world
on February 24