hands r stained from dying fabric, im on my period and lost sm blood that im dizzy, theres gnats in one of my plants, i have like 30 dollars to my name, and my damn film is still at the lab (i dropped it off on MONDAY it should be done!!!)
kodak
HOWEVER…. i went to my friend’s place last night and he made this insane vegetarian ramen with spinach, carrots, onions, and cabbage it was so good im gonna harass him til he gives me the recipe
on February 05
on February 05
i’ve dated 2 men since The Evil Lesbian and both of them have made some variant of a “we’re just like courtney love and kurt cobain” joke what do i do about this
i used to have a massive crush on kurt when i was like 16 and my romantic decisions reflect this if it’s a man he’s 100% a guitarist/vocalist with shoulder length blonde hair
on February 05
on February 04
i like the new job tbh served a guy 4 rounds and got him rly excited about birdwatching
on February 01
i really am huntress wizard this new guy i’ve been dating casually but am sorta scared to commit to is fully finn from fionna and cake
on January 28
i feel so happy and good today did i seriously just need to get manhandled and then picked up and spun around like a princess
on January 26
j worked a 9 hr shift at my new job n somehow it was less exhausting than the 5 hour shifts i work at the other spot
on January 25
so tired + cold 😭😭had a treacherous work meeting today too. worst 2 hours ever it was j the ceo talking at us and straight lying thru his teeth while lowkey touching my gm inappropriately
on January 23
brehhh morrissey farts in the bath got removed off youtube😭😭 devastated
it was literally just this stupid edited video of morrissey farting in the bath and me and my friend maartje used to share that shit back and forth constantly it was so funny
on January 22
on January 22
the year is 2016 holy shit😭😭
seeing this guy currently…bout 5’6” medium length blonde hair… bright blue eyes wears eyeliner pretty like a girl type guy yk… y’all won’t believe what his name is…
on January 22
on January 22
hung out w a dude yesterday and we were laying in my bed and he started doing gloving routines
on January 20
when im
bored i post instagram story with a crop top wearing my baggy jeans low and shutting the app then waiting for the reply guys (and gals)
bored i post instagram story with a crop top wearing my baggy jeans low and shutting the app then waiting for the reply guys (and gals)
on January 19
on January 18
told myself it’s 2016 and there will be no more playing games (im playing games sooo bad)
on January 18
recent news:
-i fear i have fallen to whole foods propaganda 🥀 pricier than aldi but im a produce and fresh bread girlie and it is def worth it
-on topic of produce im overly excited about sumo orange season i love those bitches
-i started bartending today :0
-im making shoegaze now! (very drony noisy shoegaze) i had band rehearsal in my crib yesterday and my landlord yelled at me bc we were being very loud ooooops
-my friend gave me his old telecaster and im
borrowing some See More pedals (will prolly buy them from him when im not broke!) godddd its so good to have an electric guitar that’s not a squire strat 🤤
-i fear i have fallen to whole foods propaganda 🥀 pricier than aldi but im a produce and fresh bread girlie and it is def worth it
-on topic of produce im overly excited about sumo orange season i love those bitches
-i started bartending today :0
-im making shoegaze now! (very drony noisy shoegaze) i had band rehearsal in my crib yesterday and my landlord yelled at me bc we were being very loud ooooops
-my friend gave me his old telecaster and im
borrowing some See More pedals (will prolly buy them from him when im not broke!) godddd its so good to have an electric guitar that’s not a squire strat 🤤
-also lowkey talking to someone now i think. conflicted. still into my 2024 situationship and we are very good friends but he’s still learning how to navigate life w/ his (fairly recent) traumas and we both recognize that would not be a healthy dynamic. new guy is cool tho he’s in a band and mods old landlines to be mics
on January 21
on January 17
why is ovulation not fun anymore 😭used to look forward to it every month but now it just makes me anxious and crampy unable to sleep. currently awake at 2am even though i start my new job tmr at 7 panicked because i have convinced myself the mild, intermittent dull pain i have had since yesterday that has not really gotten worse or changed at all and is only noticeable when i focus on it and position myself a certain way is definitely appendicitis and not the pelvic pain i get See More every month roughly 3-5 days before ovulation
im hanging out with two guys consecutively on sunday and monday and i have sent them both goodnight texts addressing them by name. i don’t think im even into either of them but man im bored i haven’t touched a man or a woman since august 2024
on January 17
lowkey convinced it’s excess energy from not getting laid or something Is this blue balls for girls i did not get this when i was lezzing out w my ex gf several times a week 😭
on January 17
on January 17