i actually dont think i hate working at starbucks anymore cuz this one ssv i hate is on vacation rn and i havent been dreading going to work like i actually kind of enjoy it LOL shes so fcking male centered it pisses me off holy shit im gonna dread it when she comes back. anywya my bf convinced me to start my own coffee/matcha stand. im still like developing recipes but the goal is to start at farmers market and hoepfully have a cafe in the next few years. my matcha and cold brew See More are soooo good holy shit and a lot of my syrups are housemade :D instead of using a simple sweetener i use homemade date syrup so im hoping that helps me stand out, and its GOOOD. like not to suck my own dick. i'd love to sell my own pastries too omg i made some banana bread the other day and it was goood as fuuuuck and i brought it to a party and that shit was a hit. this started bc me and my bf went to the farmers market the other day and i ordered a salted caramel latte for $9 and it was genuinely terrible but yeah its so cool that hes supporting me and my ventures :D
omegaverse
wait this is so awesome 4 u
on Sunday
on Saturday
gothicskittleskitty crossed my mind today. wonder what theyre up to.
13 days ago
i came home from germany a few days ago and i miss it sooooo baaaad. i stayed in a small town near hamburg. just confirmed to me even more that i wanna live there. i got like 20k-30k steps a day even on 'lazier' days and i drank soooo much alcohol LOLLLL i was walking through the park drunk one day and some guy asked me to marry him. and then later a grouyp of guys yelled BIG BOOBS at me. i think my boobs did get bigger. i lowkey gained a little bit of weight but its really only See More noticeable in my boobs so idgaf. and i met my bestie and we got matching tattoos it was honestly the best 8 days of my life. anyway i fcking hate starbucks. second worst job ive ever had. i think im gonna start applying to schools to be a para or something i just want a 'real' job bc my bf has such a cool real job and i feel like an absolute chud being a barista. o ya today's me and bf's one month anniversary. i met his parents a few days ago and i was really intimidated cyz his dad is the ceo of a big corporation where we live but he was real chill LMAO. i think they like me? idk i was rly quiet they could def tell im autistc. ive been really into miraculous ladybug lately. yall mind if a girl gets neurodivergent.
24 days ago
i feel like im gonna burst into tears the date i went on last night was so amazing 🥹
on April 06
situationship ended btw still friends and stuff but he doesnt communicate the way i need. date with another fat white guy in a few hours tho. omg and the other week i went to the club with my friends and this girl slid into our booth and we went to the bathroom and made out and she was grabbing my ass and shit and she took me into a stall and asked to suck my boobs and i said no. WHY DID I DO THAT. IM SUCH A BITCH. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! anyway im finally playing persona 5 after See More playing the other personas. i quite enjoy it so far
on April 05
got hired at starbucks do i run
it's very store-dependent! if your friend likes the store then you'll prolly be fine. i loved my job before we unionized lawl
on March 28
@kodak my current job is a corporation but its like a regional chain? 900 stores. but the pay is shit and theres no benefits lmao this is gonna be my first time making more than $11 an hour because ive mostly worked at small businesses. but yeah my best friend works at starbucks im very exciteddd
on March 27
ive heard both good n bad things about starbucks tbh. have been thinking bout applying there myself if i can’t find smth else. its an evil greedy company but tbh being a corporate barista has its perks (relocation, pay, benefits)
i hate to say it but my worst work experiences have been w/ small businesses bc they can’t afford a lot of benefits/promotions + also See More if u get fired it’s SO personal
i hate to say it but my worst work experiences have been w/ small businesses bc they can’t afford a lot of benefits/promotions + also See More if u get fired it’s SO personal
on March 27
i mean like. i was gettign $10 an hour at my other barista job. i think the $15.25 is worth it LMAO plus my best friend works there :D
on March 27
on March 27
i also went clubbing for the first time the other night. i loved it... i ate da fuq out of that dance floor... i also kissed a girl she was very sweet she got in front of me when some old ass creep was staring at my butt. highly doubt it will go anywhere bc 1. im highkey in love with fat autistic white guy 2. i do not want a relationship rn but im so up for some casual shit. like yes girl lets go to the club and make out and not do anything outside of that. im already planning See More to go out again next month :D so exciting. this has been such a great year so far.
on March 18
situationship have both established we really really like each other but neither of us are ready for a relationship at the moment and thank the lord cuz i really like him but i dont got time for all that LMAOOO maybe one day but not rn. he's pookie but like i be flirting and having fun and im still like learning about myself and shit. im so young. a whole life ahead of me.
i love being single rn bc i dont owe anyone anything like i dont have to worry about someone getting upset with me bc i didnt feel like texting good morning. i love not having the obligation to perform for someone. like wow. i love my friends and i love myself.
on March 18
on March 18
im sick of barista life ive been applying to nutrition and fitness jobs im more than qualified for but nooooobody will reply to me omfggggg
on February 27
I need you fat white autistic boy
im lowkey over my roster one of them works 3 jobs bc he’s paying off a felony and never has time to hang out and the other one is like the sweetiest so imma prolly go w him
on February 02
@analog.whore i can’t handle a roster omg i tried. i ended up ghosting them all and hyperfocusing on this one which was the most unfortunate pick i could’ve made bc he’s the only one that lives in a different state and also the one with the worst communication but oh well
on February 02
on February 01
oh also i have a minecraft server calld yaoismp if you guys are interested its java 1.21.8 dm if interested we also have a discord
on January 23
going to germany this summerrrrr. im going there mostly to take my mom's ashes back to her birth country lol but im actually so excited cuz im also gonna see MY BIG SISTER!!! :D i was also gonna go back home (seattle) this summer and visit familyyy specifically my lesbian aunts. LOWKEY im gonna ask if i can move in with them... not forever of course but like just until i get on my feet. i wnated to transfer to university up there too. im so tired of the midwest. genuinely i cant See More stand it here anymore. i miss seattle i miss seeing beautiful mountains from my window i miss walking by the ocean and feeling the breeze i miss not being slapped in the face by wind every time i go outside i miss walking around yesler and seeing furry and trans flag stickers slapped onto every pole in the city fuuuuck i miss being home. get me out of this shithole.
on January 23
I wonder how my oghg (original homegirl) Anna is doing. Probably playing eroges and pretending to be schizophrenic in Discord servers. Probably listening to Nettspend. Fly high my angel.
on January 17
flirting with both apple and peach rn while ghosting orange. i feel like a whore.
on January 13
update because one person asked
okayso for the guy who wants me to peg i'll call him Apple, guy i went on date with is Orange, girl is Peach. okay so i saw orange on saturday and it was awkward as fuuuck but lowkey i felt obligated to go out with him because he gave me a rose which costs like $4 and he said yukari from persona 3 is overhated which is immediately one way to get into my pants. but yeah like 10 ppl have given me roses since then and ive denied them no problem (inlcuding See More one guy i rejected twice in hs and never even followed back on insta like dude take a hint) but yeah he said he downloaded insta FOR ME like dude slow down. now he texted me asking when we should go out again and im trying to figure out how to say i dont wanna bc im a huge people pleaser. anyway yeah right before going on that date i was sexting apple and sent him picture of my date outfit and also a picture of me in my bra. then after the date i went home and continued sexting apple late into the night. on sunday i saw peach and that was a lot more fun. she took me to a botanical garden and she was totally super nervous around me which i literally find so cute. i dont like sexy ppl i like awkward nerds who shake in fear around me. anyway she was super cute and awesome. she noticed i was really cold in the gardens and took me to get ramen (which she paid for ofc ima beautiful princess) and we talked about the problematic yaoi we consume. also while we were eating i made eye contact with her and she froze and laughed nervously and went haha sorry youre just really really pretty. then she got me a smoothie :3 also on the date i told her playboi carti is my favorite artist and she asked me to make a playlist for her and i just sent it to her. i warned her ummm its not for everyone. but i love him. he saved my life. she was so fun and awesome but unfortunately i think im in love with this fat autistic white dude. today he told me he was in the negatives bc of a late payment so i straight up sent him the money. plus more so he could buy himself pizza. im lowkey a feeder idk i love a fat boy. and he wnats me to shock collar and peg him. what more could i want???? this is whjat happens when i go on winter break dude i need this semester to start. OH YEAH. the reason apple lowkey abandoned me is bc he got scared bc hes never been desired before and didnt know how to handle it LMAOOOO what a cutie. and he started learning arabic (im syrian)
okayso for the guy who wants me to peg i'll call him Apple, guy i went on date with is Orange, girl is Peach. okay so i saw orange on saturday and it was awkward as fuuuck but lowkey i felt obligated to go out with him because he gave me a rose which costs like $4 and he said yukari from persona 3 is overhated which is immediately one way to get into my pants. but yeah like 10 ppl have given me roses since then and ive denied them no problem (inlcuding See More one guy i rejected twice in hs and never even followed back on insta like dude take a hint) but yeah he said he downloaded insta FOR ME like dude slow down. now he texted me asking when we should go out again and im trying to figure out how to say i dont wanna bc im a huge people pleaser. anyway yeah right before going on that date i was sexting apple and sent him picture of my date outfit and also a picture of me in my bra. then after the date i went home and continued sexting apple late into the night. on sunday i saw peach and that was a lot more fun. she took me to a botanical garden and she was totally super nervous around me which i literally find so cute. i dont like sexy ppl i like awkward nerds who shake in fear around me. anyway she was super cute and awesome. she noticed i was really cold in the gardens and took me to get ramen (which she paid for ofc ima beautiful princess) and we talked about the problematic yaoi we consume. also while we were eating i made eye contact with her and she froze and laughed nervously and went haha sorry youre just really really pretty. then she got me a smoothie :3 also on the date i told her playboi carti is my favorite artist and she asked me to make a playlist for her and i just sent it to her. i warned her ummm its not for everyone. but i love him. he saved my life. she was so fun and awesome but unfortunately i think im in love with this fat autistic white dude. today he told me he was in the negatives bc of a late payment so i straight up sent him the money. plus more so he could buy himself pizza. im lowkey a feeder idk i love a fat boy. and he wnats me to shock collar and peg him. what more could i want???? this is whjat happens when i go on winter break dude i need this semester to start. OH YEAH. the reason apple lowkey abandoned me is bc he got scared bc hes never been desired before and didnt know how to handle it LMAOOOO what a cutie. and he started learning arabic (im syrian)
on January 13
Dear lord.
Okay so guy from the last post (guy who was begging me to peg him) lowkey abandoned me for a few days and i was going crazy so i downloaded hinge to make him jealous now i have a date with a guy in 3 hours and a girl tomorrow but mr. peg me texted me last night and we stayed up until 3am sexting and now i don’t wanna go on either date bc i want him. why is my life a bisexual sitcom rn.
Okay so guy from the last post (guy who was begging me to peg him) lowkey abandoned me for a few days and i was going crazy so i downloaded hinge to make him jealous now i have a date with a guy in 3 hours and a girl tomorrow but mr. peg me texted me last night and we stayed up until 3am sexting and now i don’t wanna go on either date bc i want him. why is my life a bisexual sitcom rn.
on January 10