my life be like go to work hang out with boyfriend do homework go to club play persona
on Saturday
im really liking starbucks so far. my coworkers all seem rly nice and ive literally never had a job where i get a lunch break before??? and i get free food??? this shit is awesome. its a little more work than my last barista job which makes sense since it pays significantly more and has benefits. but its not too bad. i think my experience at my last job is definitely helping me out a lot here. i think i'll stay a while.
anyway the date i went on the other day was so great ive See More already mentioned it but like he took me to this nice bar and they were playing a fuckton of bad bunny songs which is awerosme i love bad bunny #twerkthatpadoff but yeah i mentioned i was hungry and he was like do u wanna go to my place i can make you waffles. i was weirded out but i had pepper spray on me and my friend had my location so i went. very glad i did. he led me to an elevator and i was like Dude. Elevators are my biggest fear Ever... so we wandered around until we found a staircase up to his apartment. he made me waffles. bought me chocolate milk. we cuddled on his couch and listened to playboi carti and just talked. something that stood out to me was he never never tried to reach for my ass or my boobs whihc is usually the first thing people reach for. i felt very safe and respected. we kissed a lot. i showed him my liked songs on spotify and most of it is persona soundtrack if im being so honest. he saw that and was like oh youre a fcking nerd. then kissed me 20 million times. after kissing a few times i meowed at him to see if he can handle this. he's still heavily interested in me even after i meowed at him. mhmmmmmmm. he's taking me to a german restaurant friday night and then saturday morning im gonna go to an art market with my friends and he lives right next to it so he's gonna be there too :D when we go to the gay club saturday his ass is not coming tho thats girl time #NOBOYSALLOWED
anyway the date i went on the other day was so great ive See More already mentioned it but like he took me to this nice bar and they were playing a fuckton of bad bunny songs which is awerosme i love bad bunny #twerkthatpadoff but yeah i mentioned i was hungry and he was like do u wanna go to my place i can make you waffles. i was weirded out but i had pepper spray on me and my friend had my location so i went. very glad i did. he led me to an elevator and i was like Dude. Elevators are my biggest fear Ever... so we wandered around until we found a staircase up to his apartment. he made me waffles. bought me chocolate milk. we cuddled on his couch and listened to playboi carti and just talked. something that stood out to me was he never never tried to reach for my ass or my boobs whihc is usually the first thing people reach for. i felt very safe and respected. we kissed a lot. i showed him my liked songs on spotify and most of it is persona soundtrack if im being so honest. he saw that and was like oh youre a fcking nerd. then kissed me 20 million times. after kissing a few times i meowed at him to see if he can handle this. he's still heavily interested in me even after i meowed at him. mhmmmmmmm. he's taking me to a german restaurant friday night and then saturday morning im gonna go to an art market with my friends and he lives right next to it so he's gonna be there too :D when we go to the gay club saturday his ass is not coming tho thats girl time #NOBOYSALLOWED
19 days ago
i feel like im gonna burst into tears the date i went on last night was so amazing 🥹
22 days ago
situationship ended btw still friends and stuff but he doesnt communicate the way i need. date with another fat white guy in a few hours tho. omg and the other week i went to the club with my friends and this girl slid into our booth and we went to the bathroom and made out and she was grabbing my ass and shit and she took me into a stall and asked to suck my boobs and i said no. WHY DID I DO THAT. IM SUCH A BITCH. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! anyway im finally playing persona 5 after See More playing the other personas. i quite enjoy it so far
23 days ago
got hired at starbucks do i run
it's very store-dependent! if your friend likes the store then you'll prolly be fine. i loved my job before we unionized lawl
on March 28
@kodak my current job is a corporation but its like a regional chain? 900 stores. but the pay is shit and theres no benefits lmao this is gonna be my first time making more than $11 an hour because ive mostly worked at small businesses. but yeah my best friend works at starbucks im very exciteddd
on March 27
ive heard both good n bad things about starbucks tbh. have been thinking bout applying there myself if i can’t find smth else. its an evil greedy company but tbh being a corporate barista has its perks (relocation, pay, benefits)
i hate to say it but my worst work experiences have been w/ small businesses bc they can’t afford a lot of benefits/promotions + also See More if u get fired it’s SO personal
i hate to say it but my worst work experiences have been w/ small businesses bc they can’t afford a lot of benefits/promotions + also See More if u get fired it’s SO personal
on March 27
i mean like. i was gettign $10 an hour at my other barista job. i think the $15.25 is worth it LMAO plus my best friend works there :D
on March 27
on March 27
i also went clubbing for the first time the other night. i loved it... i ate da fuq out of that dance floor... i also kissed a girl she was very sweet she got in front of me when some old ass creep was staring at my butt. highly doubt it will go anywhere bc 1. im highkey in love with fat autistic white guy 2. i do not want a relationship rn but im so up for some casual shit. like yes girl lets go to the club and make out and not do anything outside of that. im already planning See More to go out again next month :D so exciting. this has been such a great year so far.
on March 18
situationship have both established we really really like each other but neither of us are ready for a relationship at the moment and thank the lord cuz i really like him but i dont got time for all that LMAOOO maybe one day but not rn. he's pookie but like i be flirting and having fun and im still like learning about myself and shit. im so young. a whole life ahead of me.
i love being single rn bc i dont owe anyone anything like i dont have to worry about someone getting upset with me bc i didnt feel like texting good morning. i love not having the obligation to perform for someone. like wow. i love my friends and i love myself.
on March 18
on March 18
im sick of barista life ive been applying to nutrition and fitness jobs im more than qualified for but nooooobody will reply to me omfggggg
on February 27
I need you fat white autistic boy
im lowkey over my roster one of them works 3 jobs bc he’s paying off a felony and never has time to hang out and the other one is like the sweetiest so imma prolly go w him
on February 02
@analog.whore i can’t handle a roster omg i tried. i ended up ghosting them all and hyperfocusing on this one which was the most unfortunate pick i could’ve made bc he’s the only one that lives in a different state and also the one with the worst communication but oh well
on February 02
on February 01
oh also i have a minecraft server calld yaoismp if you guys are interested its java 1.21.8 dm if interested we also have a discord
on January 23
going to germany this summerrrrr. im going there mostly to take my mom's ashes back to her birth country lol but im actually so excited cuz im also gonna see MY BIG SISTER!!! :D i was also gonna go back home (seattle) this summer and visit familyyy specifically my lesbian aunts. LOWKEY im gonna ask if i can move in with them... not forever of course but like just until i get on my feet. i wnated to transfer to university up there too. im so tired of the midwest. genuinely i cant See More stand it here anymore. i miss seattle i miss seeing beautiful mountains from my window i miss walking by the ocean and feeling the breeze i miss not being slapped in the face by wind every time i go outside i miss walking around yesler and seeing furry and trans flag stickers slapped onto every pole in the city fuuuuck i miss being home. get me out of this shithole.
on January 23
I wonder how my oghg (original homegirl) Anna is doing. Probably playing eroges and pretending to be schizophrenic in Discord servers. Probably listening to Nettspend. Fly high my angel.
on January 17
flirting with both apple and peach rn while ghosting orange. i feel like a whore.
on January 13
update because one person asked
okayso for the guy who wants me to peg i'll call him Apple, guy i went on date with is Orange, girl is Peach. okay so i saw orange on saturday and it was awkward as fuuuck but lowkey i felt obligated to go out with him because he gave me a rose which costs like $4 and he said yukari from persona 3 is overhated which is immediately one way to get into my pants. but yeah like 10 ppl have given me roses since then and ive denied them no problem (inlcuding See More one guy i rejected twice in hs and never even followed back on insta like dude take a hint) but yeah he said he downloaded insta FOR ME like dude slow down. now he texted me asking when we should go out again and im trying to figure out how to say i dont wanna bc im a huge people pleaser. anyway yeah right before going on that date i was sexting apple and sent him picture of my date outfit and also a picture of me in my bra. then after the date i went home and continued sexting apple late into the night. on sunday i saw peach and that was a lot more fun. she took me to a botanical garden and she was totally super nervous around me which i literally find so cute. i dont like sexy ppl i like awkward nerds who shake in fear around me. anyway she was super cute and awesome. she noticed i was really cold in the gardens and took me to get ramen (which she paid for ofc ima beautiful princess) and we talked about the problematic yaoi we consume. also while we were eating i made eye contact with her and she froze and laughed nervously and went haha sorry youre just really really pretty. then she got me a smoothie :3 also on the date i told her playboi carti is my favorite artist and she asked me to make a playlist for her and i just sent it to her. i warned her ummm its not for everyone. but i love him. he saved my life. she was so fun and awesome but unfortunately i think im in love with this fat autistic white dude. today he told me he was in the negatives bc of a late payment so i straight up sent him the money. plus more so he could buy himself pizza. im lowkey a feeder idk i love a fat boy. and he wnats me to shock collar and peg him. what more could i want???? this is whjat happens when i go on winter break dude i need this semester to start. OH YEAH. the reason apple lowkey abandoned me is bc he got scared bc hes never been desired before and didnt know how to handle it LMAOOOO what a cutie. and he started learning arabic (im syrian)
okayso for the guy who wants me to peg i'll call him Apple, guy i went on date with is Orange, girl is Peach. okay so i saw orange on saturday and it was awkward as fuuuck but lowkey i felt obligated to go out with him because he gave me a rose which costs like $4 and he said yukari from persona 3 is overhated which is immediately one way to get into my pants. but yeah like 10 ppl have given me roses since then and ive denied them no problem (inlcuding See More one guy i rejected twice in hs and never even followed back on insta like dude take a hint) but yeah he said he downloaded insta FOR ME like dude slow down. now he texted me asking when we should go out again and im trying to figure out how to say i dont wanna bc im a huge people pleaser. anyway yeah right before going on that date i was sexting apple and sent him picture of my date outfit and also a picture of me in my bra. then after the date i went home and continued sexting apple late into the night. on sunday i saw peach and that was a lot more fun. she took me to a botanical garden and she was totally super nervous around me which i literally find so cute. i dont like sexy ppl i like awkward nerds who shake in fear around me. anyway she was super cute and awesome. she noticed i was really cold in the gardens and took me to get ramen (which she paid for ofc ima beautiful princess) and we talked about the problematic yaoi we consume. also while we were eating i made eye contact with her and she froze and laughed nervously and went haha sorry youre just really really pretty. then she got me a smoothie :3 also on the date i told her playboi carti is my favorite artist and she asked me to make a playlist for her and i just sent it to her. i warned her ummm its not for everyone. but i love him. he saved my life. she was so fun and awesome but unfortunately i think im in love with this fat autistic white dude. today he told me he was in the negatives bc of a late payment so i straight up sent him the money. plus more so he could buy himself pizza. im lowkey a feeder idk i love a fat boy. and he wnats me to shock collar and peg him. what more could i want???? this is whjat happens when i go on winter break dude i need this semester to start. OH YEAH. the reason apple lowkey abandoned me is bc he got scared bc hes never been desired before and didnt know how to handle it LMAOOOO what a cutie. and he started learning arabic (im syrian)
on January 13
Dear lord.
Okay so guy from the last post (guy who was begging me to peg him) lowkey abandoned me for a few days and i was going crazy so i downloaded hinge to make him jealous now i have a date with a guy in 3 hours and a girl tomorrow but mr. peg me texted me last night and we stayed up until 3am sexting and now i don’t wanna go on either date bc i want him. why is my life a bisexual sitcom rn.
Okay so guy from the last post (guy who was begging me to peg him) lowkey abandoned me for a few days and i was going crazy so i downloaded hinge to make him jealous now i have a date with a guy in 3 hours and a girl tomorrow but mr. peg me texted me last night and we stayed up until 3am sexting and now i don’t wanna go on either date bc i want him. why is my life a bisexual sitcom rn.
on January 10