im sick of barista life ive been applying to nutrition and fitness jobs im more than qualified for but nooooobody will reply to me omfggggg
15 days ago
I need you fat white autistic boy
im lowkey over my roster one of them works 3 jobs bc he’s paying off a felony and never has time to hang out and the other one is like the sweetiest so imma prolly go w him
on February 02
@analog.whore i can’t handle a roster omg i tried. i ended up ghosting them all and hyperfocusing on this one which was the most unfortunate pick i could’ve made bc he’s the only one that lives in a different state and also the one with the worst communication but oh well
on February 02
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oh also i have a minecraft server calld yaoismp if you guys are interested its java 1.21.8 dm if interested we also have a discord
on January 23
going to germany this summerrrrr. im going there mostly to take my mom's ashes back to her birth country lol but im actually so excited cuz im also gonna see MY BIG SISTER!!! :D i was also gonna go back home (seattle) this summer and visit familyyy specifically my lesbian aunts. LOWKEY im gonna ask if i can move in with them... not forever of course but like just until i get on my feet. i wnated to transfer to university up there too. im so tired of the midwest. genuinely i cant See More stand it here anymore. i miss seattle i miss seeing beautiful mountains from my window i miss walking by the ocean and feeling the breeze i miss not being slapped in the face by wind every time i go outside i miss walking around yesler and seeing furry and trans flag stickers slapped onto every pole in the city fuuuuck i miss being home. get me out of this shithole.
on January 23
I wonder how my oghg (original homegirl) Anna is doing. Probably playing eroges and pretending to be schizophrenic in Discord servers. Probably listening to Nettspend. Fly high my angel.
on January 17
flirting with both apple and peach rn while ghosting orange. i feel like a whore.
on January 13
update because one person asked
okayso for the guy who wants me to peg i'll call him Apple, guy i went on date with is Orange, girl is Peach. okay so i saw orange on saturday and it was awkward as fuuuck but lowkey i felt obligated to go out with him because he gave me a rose which costs like $4 and he said yukari from persona 3 is overhated which is immediately one way to get into my pants. but yeah like 10 ppl have given me roses since then and ive denied them no problem (inlcuding See More one guy i rejected twice in hs and never even followed back on insta like dude take a hint) but yeah he said he downloaded insta FOR ME like dude slow down. now he texted me asking when we should go out again and im trying to figure out how to say i dont wanna bc im a huge people pleaser. anyway yeah right before going on that date i was sexting apple and sent him picture of my date outfit and also a picture of me in my bra. then after the date i went home and continued sexting apple late into the night. on sunday i saw peach and that was a lot more fun. she took me to a botanical garden and she was totally super nervous around me which i literally find so cute. i dont like sexy ppl i like awkward nerds who shake in fear around me. anyway she was super cute and awesome. she noticed i was really cold in the gardens and took me to get ramen (which she paid for ofc ima beautiful princess) and we talked about the problematic yaoi we consume. also while we were eating i made eye contact with her and she froze and laughed nervously and went haha sorry youre just really really pretty. then she got me a smoothie :3 also on the date i told her playboi carti is my favorite artist and she asked me to make a playlist for her and i just sent it to her. i warned her ummm its not for everyone. but i love him. he saved my life. she was so fun and awesome but unfortunately i think im in love with this fat autistic white dude. today he told me he was in the negatives bc of a late payment so i straight up sent him the money. plus more so he could buy himself pizza. im lowkey a feeder idk i love a fat boy. and he wnats me to shock collar and peg him. what more could i want???? this is whjat happens when i go on winter break dude i need this semester to start. OH YEAH. the reason apple lowkey abandoned me is bc he got scared bc hes never been desired before and didnt know how to handle it LMAOOOO what a cutie. and he started learning arabic (im syrian)
okayso for the guy who wants me to peg i'll call him Apple, guy i went on date with is Orange, girl is Peach. okay so i saw orange on saturday and it was awkward as fuuuck but lowkey i felt obligated to go out with him because he gave me a rose which costs like $4 and he said yukari from persona 3 is overhated which is immediately one way to get into my pants. but yeah like 10 ppl have given me roses since then and ive denied them no problem (inlcuding See More one guy i rejected twice in hs and never even followed back on insta like dude take a hint) but yeah he said he downloaded insta FOR ME like dude slow down. now he texted me asking when we should go out again and im trying to figure out how to say i dont wanna bc im a huge people pleaser. anyway yeah right before going on that date i was sexting apple and sent him picture of my date outfit and also a picture of me in my bra. then after the date i went home and continued sexting apple late into the night. on sunday i saw peach and that was a lot more fun. she took me to a botanical garden and she was totally super nervous around me which i literally find so cute. i dont like sexy ppl i like awkward nerds who shake in fear around me. anyway she was super cute and awesome. she noticed i was really cold in the gardens and took me to get ramen (which she paid for ofc ima beautiful princess) and we talked about the problematic yaoi we consume. also while we were eating i made eye contact with her and she froze and laughed nervously and went haha sorry youre just really really pretty. then she got me a smoothie :3 also on the date i told her playboi carti is my favorite artist and she asked me to make a playlist for her and i just sent it to her. i warned her ummm its not for everyone. but i love him. he saved my life. she was so fun and awesome but unfortunately i think im in love with this fat autistic white dude. today he told me he was in the negatives bc of a late payment so i straight up sent him the money. plus more so he could buy himself pizza. im lowkey a feeder idk i love a fat boy. and he wnats me to shock collar and peg him. what more could i want???? this is whjat happens when i go on winter break dude i need this semester to start. OH YEAH. the reason apple lowkey abandoned me is bc he got scared bc hes never been desired before and didnt know how to handle it LMAOOOO what a cutie. and he started learning arabic (im syrian)
on January 13
Dear lord.
Okay so guy from the last post (guy who was begging me to peg him) lowkey abandoned me for a few days and i was going crazy so i downloaded hinge to make him jealous now i have a date with a guy in 3 hours and a girl tomorrow but mr. peg me texted me last night and we stayed up until 3am sexting and now i don’t wanna go on either date bc i want him. why is my life a bisexual sitcom rn.
Okay so guy from the last post (guy who was begging me to peg him) lowkey abandoned me for a few days and i was going crazy so i downloaded hinge to make him jealous now i have a date with a guy in 3 hours and a girl tomorrow but mr. peg me texted me last night and we stayed up until 3am sexting and now i don’t wanna go on either date bc i want him. why is my life a bisexual sitcom rn.
on January 10
we broke up like a week ago and now there’s already a guy in my dm’s begging me to peg him like damn bitch can i have a minute 😭
on January 03
cant believe its been a month since i seen playboi carti. miss him so fuking much.,
on December 02, 2025
uni is killing me man i just want to play Shin Megami Tensei Persona 2: Innocent Sin on PlayStation Portable
on October 02, 2025
on September 20, 2025