muse was so good guys. i have NOT had a break in a week i have been All Out Of The House
on Friday
12 days ago
crying so hard because one of my friends is offering to fly me out to her house when my abuser is supposed to come back so i can cope. find good friends guys they're life savers
15 days ago
DMing my first campaign session went REEEEAL well. that was so fun and everyone's having fun discussing everything afterwards i'm so cheesed... we're having so much fun in this bitch
on July 31
psychosis is miserable but what's MORE miserable is being so self aware about it bruh. but at least i'm pumping out art. the glory of mania
on June 17
i'm most likely entering a psychotic episode but i'm caregiving until wednesday so i can't worry about that rn....
on June 14
sometimes i wonder if my ex comes on here and watches what i post
on June 11
cutting off my best friend bc he's ghosting me on purpose to trigger me was not on my 2026 bingo card
on May 31
officially no longer in a situationship. officially in a RELATIONSHIP. oh i am so cheesed
AND he's putting our get together date as 2/14/22 because of our first run;.... i love him so much i missed him so much AHHHHHH I HAVE A BOYFRIEND
on May 23
on May 23
it's been 3 FUCKINGGGGG months but my medication injection is FINALLY READY OH MY GODDDD
back to say i am so happy about this too because i'll finally gain back some goddamn weight. oh my god. i cannot keep weight on and it's making me upset
on April 30
on April 30
on April 04
GOD NO NO GOD DON'T PUT ME IN ANOTHER SITUATIONSHIP I WILL END IT ALLLL
on April 04
Okay well it turns out he very much is as embarrassed and shy as i am to flirt so that's awesome!!! i love being queer!!!
on March 02
fumbling flirting so bad with the guy i've been madly in love with for 5 years but he probably thinks it's cute so it's okay
being diagnosed with bpd ALSO helps me understand this much more. bro IS in fact my favorite person and has been since our relationship. fuckkk
on March 01
understanding why every romantic relationship i've been in has failed since i realized i've been in love with him this whole time has made life easier. but also please let me date you again i promise i won't fuckk it up this time oh my god ilysm
on March 01
on March 01