had to take my mask off at work cuz it was literally almost 80. coworkers have been coming in sick all week so surprise!! started coughing yesterday woke up with the most violent sore throat and can’t fall asleep. will defo not be able to find cover bc most of my shifts r ass
on January 02
when i write songs sometimes i use placeholder words to hold the meter until i come up with actual lyrics and for this chorus im working in rn ive been singing “the six, the seven, bush did 9/11” why is this better than any actual lyrics i could write…
on December 27, 2025
can’t sleep thinking about that fungus that makes cicadas gay
basically it attaches itself to a male cicada’s back end and replaces the genitalia with spores and it produces amphetamines that make the cicadas aroused and they’ll literally engage in female courting behaviors to attract males to mate with 😭😭 gay cicada fungus is real i can’t make this up
on December 27, 2025
on December 27, 2025
i’m celebrating yule this year btw :D have been interested in paganism/spirituality for a while now but was never able to rly celebrate bc i was living w/ my christian family and then j lost touch once i went to college but have decided to research and have my own little celebration. nothing crazy. celebrated the solstice by lighting some yellow candles to celebrate the sun’s return + have been burning 1 section of a big taper candle every day (12 sections for 12 days!) also made See More a little blessings bowl, wrote down some wishes for the new year and put them in a wooden bowl with some salt, dried orange slices, spruce branches, pinecones, berries, and cinnamon. i also plan to make a hearty soup at some point and eat a celebratory pomegranate
on December 24, 2025
today i bought a 4 and a half foot tall tree for my apartment but i didn’t think about the fact that it is 2 miles from my place to the plant shop. i had to take it on the bus. the bus driver audibly sighed when i got on
on December 20, 2025
currently on tour and crashing at some guy’s house it’s 3 am i need to sleep but im currently playing with the cat
on December 19, 2025
recent stuff:
-leaving for tour later this week :D
-finished the semester. miraculously passed all my classes (barely!)
-one of my fav professors got laid off im devastated
-went to a yard sale thing (kinda everything was being given away) got several cool items and made some friends:)
-the apartment i so badly wanted to move into last spring (i applied and literally BAWLED when it rented before they got to my application and tried everything to let them let me in.) burned See More down last night. massive 3 alarm fire. super upsetting but in hindsight maybe the universe was protecting me by not letting me live there.
-leaving for tour later this week :D
-finished the semester. miraculously passed all my classes (barely!)
-one of my fav professors got laid off im devastated
-went to a yard sale thing (kinda everything was being given away) got several cool items and made some friends:)
-the apartment i so badly wanted to move into last spring (i applied and literally BAWLED when it rented before they got to my application and tried everything to let them let me in.) burned See More down last night. massive 3 alarm fire. super upsetting but in hindsight maybe the universe was protecting me by not letting me live there.
on December 17, 2025
omg i got into my school’s color darkroom class this is going to be SO intense and fun
on December 09, 2025
on December 09, 2025
on December 04, 2025
can’t be normal about having a crush ever i fear i am romantically intense
currently putting together a mixtape (as in a physical audiocassette tape) for this guy. curating a selection of songs he likes and ones i think he’ll like. made a cyanotype print of lace from my lingerie for the cover. collecting field recordings to incorporate as well between songs. planning to include a poem on the insert as well
on December 04, 2025
on December 04, 2025
on December 03, 2025
on November 28, 2025
workplace environment so bad it interferes with my maladaptive daydreaming
was having such a good daydream this morning after an incredible night’s sleep (rare) and then i started thinking about WORK
on November 27, 2025
on November 27, 2025
i NEED to get back into skating ughhg
could’ve been the cool bitch on rollerskates in high school but nooo i just took up baton twirling all that got me was touched inappropriately by a man ten years older than me
on November 23, 2025
on November 20, 2025
haven’t done it since 4th grade tho cuz i fell once and broke my arm and it was entirely my fault bc i was doing something dumb n my mom was like “that’s it no more rollerblades no more ice skating skateboard gone scooter gone”
on November 20, 2025
on November 20, 2025