also i lowkey am content w where i am in life rn which is kinda cool. for the first time in a while it’s like… work is good. im done with school so thats no longer a stressor. ive made my peace w/ this weird flirty friendship ive had for like 2 years (this year has been a lot of “i want a relationship but wgatever this is would probably be considered cheating so it’s one or the other” we are not seeing each other romantically rn but we kinda act like a married couple in a platonic See More way) i have some sense of direction as far as music + where i want to go with my debut album. i write lots of songs but i could never find a way to make them cohesive enough to put in an album bc most everything i do is very intuitive and lead by emotion and also i do a lot of different stuff (loops, ambient noise, folk songs) but i think it makes sense now
about 13 hours ago
i got my hands on a jaw harp (if you listen to spud infinity by big thief it’s that weird boing sound you hear the whole time) it is SO stupid im having so much fun with it
about 13 hours ago
a few more updates !!
-folks visited for a day, rly just to help me install a window ac unit bc last week it was like 90 degrees and humid and i didn’t have one
-also got a shelf for the kitchen. currently scouring thrift stores for figurines
-i have made the decision to get my dream pedal (boss rc505 loop station.) it is the most expensive thing i’ve gotten. should be delivered on friday. i bought my first looper a bit over a year ago and i love doing it so much i wanted to See More get a more advanced model
-my bunny died last week. he was like 7 so it wasn’t rly surprising or anything (french lops live like 6-8 years but still quite sad he was a good bun
-rewatching adventure time rn
-folks visited for a day, rly just to help me install a window ac unit bc last week it was like 90 degrees and humid and i didn’t have one
-also got a shelf for the kitchen. currently scouring thrift stores for figurines
-i have made the decision to get my dream pedal (boss rc505 loop station.) it is the most expensive thing i’ve gotten. should be delivered on friday. i bought my first looper a bit over a year ago and i love doing it so much i wanted to See More get a more advanced model
-my bunny died last week. he was like 7 so it wasn’t rly surprising or anything (french lops live like 6-8 years but still quite sad he was a good bun
-rewatching adventure time rn
about 23 hours ago
i live in the same city as the “hey computah make this guy super gay and horny” guy every day i leave the house and feel like im being hunted for sport
7 days ago
7 days ago
ok recent updates
-started a second barista job and i love it. im at 30hrs a week between both jobs which should cover rent at 20-24/hr after tips. it finally feels like my skills behind the bar r being appreciated after so many jobs where people kinda just treated me like i didn’t know what was going on
-been in a very weird period of “purging” in a way. have literally been cutting contact w so many people both intentionally and by happenstance.
-related to previous comment, See More im having my first ever conflict with my best friend of 4 years. we’ve talked basically every day since we met so it feels super weird that i haven’t talked to her in a week. im sure we can resolve it eventually, but it may be a bit bc it’s not something im like.. willing to compromise on really (guy she’s going out with is evil and misogynistic and im not enabling that)
-italian situationship saved my life (not literally but he gave me allergy meds and i can finally actually breathe!!!!)
-music stuff kinda hit a wall for a bit bc previously mentioned allergies got so bad for like a week that i got BRONCHITIS from it and couldn’t talk for like a week lol
-started a second barista job and i love it. im at 30hrs a week between both jobs which should cover rent at 20-24/hr after tips. it finally feels like my skills behind the bar r being appreciated after so many jobs where people kinda just treated me like i didn’t know what was going on
-been in a very weird period of “purging” in a way. have literally been cutting contact w so many people both intentionally and by happenstance.
-related to previous comment, See More im having my first ever conflict with my best friend of 4 years. we’ve talked basically every day since we met so it feels super weird that i haven’t talked to her in a week. im sure we can resolve it eventually, but it may be a bit bc it’s not something im like.. willing to compromise on really (guy she’s going out with is evil and misogynistic and im not enabling that)
-italian situationship saved my life (not literally but he gave me allergy meds and i can finally actually breathe!!!!)
-music stuff kinda hit a wall for a bit bc previously mentioned allergies got so bad for like a week that i got BRONCHITIS from it and couldn’t talk for like a week lol
9 days ago
beautiful and tender and intimate hangout the other night but can’t stop thinking about how he stretched in the middle of a chess game and his hoodie kinda lifted up so i could see his stomach and i immediately blundered a piece afterwards i cannot deny the gooned out white girl allegations
25 days ago
need to stop coming up w names
started using “jo” as an alias (short for my stage name but also short for josephine, my great grandma’s name) but could also be short for joan (d’arc, baez, dtc)
started using “jo” as an alias (short for my stage name but also short for josephine, my great grandma’s name) but could also be short for joan (d’arc, baez, dtc)
25 days ago
im so down bad i literally did this guy’s dishes
was sitting on the edge of his bed and he was staring up at me like he’d j seen an angel #fuckk the look on his face is gonna be burned onto my frontal lobe for at least 7 days
26 days ago
26 days ago
i quit my dutch lessons 4 years ago but sometimes my inner monologue will throw in a couple dutch words/sentence orders and i giggle
in my head i just read my comment under the previous post as ze heeft mij de diddybob gegeven and giggled
27 days ago
27 days ago
got a bixie cut and i feel like the toucher now
29 days ago
30 days ago
graduating college today:)
30 days ago
boy i’m so hung up on since 2024 casually brought up the events that took place prefaced by “if u remember” as if i haven’t been remembering for 2 years now all i do is remember he altered my brain chemistry on levels i didn’t know possible i was a lesbian when i met him
on May 14
what if we funded the post office instead of the police
so sick of my packages being fuckking LATE all the time why is the package i ordered almost a week ago still sitting in a distribution center in california
on May 11
on May 11
got the new tomodachi life i gave my miis strap ons and rose toys and all they talk about is 9/11
on May 10
fuckk adobe and the guy who owns it if illustrator crashes on me one more time my actions are going to perpetuate recent negative stereotypes about italian americans
on May 05
love me and italian sub and im not talkin bout the sandwich…
on May 01