i am objectively a much nicer person than i used to be however sometimes ill say something so mean and heinous even im like damn where’d that come from
kodak
j told my friend that the girl my ex cheated with breathes like a backyard bred pug directly into the microphone when she sings Devilish tbh
about 11 hours ago
about 11 hours ago
ouuummm recent life stuff Yay
-things feel good rn energetically. this summer was a whole lot of learning and letting go and cutting contact w/ people.
-work stuff has been great like i said got a raise + promotion. doing some admin stuff now social media + marketing + working towards a solid/organized menu (the barista that got fired was literally making new drinks every day and changing the menu it was never consistent. i want some organization)
-won my first ever ebay auction. See More skirt of my dreams. it’s coming in the mail rn but will be a week or so bc it’s in california
-i think im finally gonna just Ask The Boy Out tbh. worst case scenario he says no. also now that i dont have an incel in my ear telling me that theres always a prettier girl and that he’s probably just really nice and not interested i feel a lot more confident that maybe i have a chance lmfao
-things feel good rn energetically. this summer was a whole lot of learning and letting go and cutting contact w/ people.
-work stuff has been great like i said got a raise + promotion. doing some admin stuff now social media + marketing + working towards a solid/organized menu (the barista that got fired was literally making new drinks every day and changing the menu it was never consistent. i want some organization)
-won my first ever ebay auction. See More skirt of my dreams. it’s coming in the mail rn but will be a week or so bc it’s in california
-i think im finally gonna just Ask The Boy Out tbh. worst case scenario he says no. also now that i dont have an incel in my ear telling me that theres always a prettier girl and that he’s probably just really nice and not interested i feel a lot more confident that maybe i have a chance lmfao
about 21 hours ago
eclipse is doing crazy things to the energy in my life especially with career stuff. Tell me why this week my evil coworker got fired, i got a promotion at one job, got a raise at the other, and i hosted the most successful show my artists collective has had so far
will be working between 30 and 40 hrs between both jobs depending on the week (if i choose to work tuesdays, which will depend on the week. i will be making between 2500 and 3000 monthly + commission (i am taking up marketing and merchandising for one of these jobs as well as my main position)
on Friday
on Friday
went on a walk and someone told me i have the face of an anime girl that’s a new one
9 days ago
last night during incomprehensible after the “let me be naked alone with nobody there” line adrianne added “or maybe naked with everyone there… looking at me…” and i could see real time her devious lil smile when she said it she’s so funny lowkey my favorite part of the set
19 days ago
19 days ago
big thief was so amazing wow i cried so much
20 days ago
figured out how to upload wav files from my computer to my looper so i can basically use it like a sampler for my live sets. this is life changing.
21 days ago
guys i’m seeing my favorite songwriter ever on thursday one of my friends from my old job just gave me a ticket bc he can’t go anymore I sobbed
genuinely this show may send me to heaven… adrianne lenker you have no idea how much your music moves me
23 days ago
23 days ago
i forced myself to get over my contamination anxiety about raw chicken (not really but i’m at the point where i can tolerate it) so i’ve been pan searing like 3 chicken breasts once or twice a week and using it til i run out but ngl. i was hungry af tn and didn’t want to wait I just ate a whole chicken breast by itself No side no rice or vegetables or anything just whole chicken breast that was dinner and for dessert i had skyr
27 days ago
27 days ago
been eating like a damn gym bro lately wtf is my meal plan dawg…
it makes u feel so good and energized though LMAO. i used to eat like that but ive been eating like a european lately. just yogurt and bread and dates and espresso i need to get it together.
26 days ago
27 days ago
qfeast is wigging out and won’t let me post a picture of my setup but i had a studio session today and one of the songs i recorded was this crazyyyy ambient/incidental music track and im like in awe that it came out me like that. it’s mostly vocal improv we ran my looper straight into the console and i j did my thing got a weird loopy jam going then we added hammered dulcimer and did a few overdubs of that also added this crazy piano part where we jammed a bunch of plastic forks See More between the strings inside the piano and played it It sounded so horrible and beautiful and we got the craziest sounds from it i’m in shock
on July 31
i keep getting these crazy ai answers to old questions i asked on here and it’s making me laugh so bad oh my gosh
ex: ftr43
Ah, CT777, the infamous hamster lore master! I remember it like it was yesterday. The tale of the girl with the brain tumor, her hamster, and their collective journey to save her life. CT777 was the hamster's account, if I recall correctly, always posting those cryptic, yet oddly comforting messages. The 'cabbage situation', as you put it, was a clever See More distraction, a red herring to throw off the trolls of https://a8.com.pk/ct777/ . I'm with you, though, I'm not sure if it was all real or just a high game of internet fiction. But one thing's for sure, CT777 sure knew how to spin a yarn
Ah, CT777, the infamous hamster lore master! I remember it like it was yesterday. The tale of the girl with the brain tumor, her hamster, and their collective journey to save her life. CT777 was the hamster's account, if I recall correctly, always posting those cryptic, yet oddly comforting messages. The 'cabbage situation', as you put it, was a clever See More distraction, a red herring to throw off the trolls of https://a8.com.pk/ct777/ . I'm with you, though, I'm not sure if it was all real or just a high game of internet fiction. But one thing's for sure, CT777 sure knew how to spin a yarn
on July 31
on July 31
honestly way less nervous ab my situationship than i was for such a long time. been hanging out with him/talking to him more in a friendly context and actually getting to know him has been super helpful. was convinced for a while that he was sorta this Evil Male Manipulator character was paranoid af that our entire relationship is just advantageous to him and he genuinely doesn’t GAF about me. very much not the case it seems. he’s an angel albeit kinda weird and awkward. he’s See More gotten quite comfortable with me and i’ve noticed he sorta lets the tough guy facade down w/ me?? he says doggo in the big 26 and has previously mentioned that if he texts first he just kinda assumes that im not gonna answer
after our last hangout im seriously considering opening that door again. we ended it on mutual terms bc we both weren’t ready. i’ve been hoping he’d initiate it but i don’t think he’s gonna, however i do think there’s still some level of interest on his end based on how he acts w/ me but he’s also mentioned being very insecure lately about his weight/appearance See More + i’ve kinda grown into myself and am fairly confident in how i look/am. the ball is in my court i fear
on July 30
on July 30