garden vegetable and arugula breakfast bagel i am joyous
on Tuesday
hung out with my friend last week and i was late as hell and he waited in the cemetery in the rain for me for like 45 minutes. told myself i was not gonna romanticize it. im romanticizing it.
r we really surprised i will either romanticize, analyze, or get scared over most anything if i like them enough
on Tuesday
on Tuesday
literally just bought tix to see she’s green (again) n i find out that mustard service is also playing in my city soon oh brother…
bought a looper pedal off my friend too oopsie (i think this was justified tho? have literally. been after one of them for years)
on Wednesday
also i need to finally j cough up the money for a decent tripod w my shitty digital camera from walmart i didn’t mind j making precarious rigs w/ instrument cases and boxes but i need to be serious ab it now
on Tuesday
“im going to be frugal” and then two of my fav bands of all time drop tour dates and i acquire a vhs camera which also means now i have to get a new battery, tapes, and a vcr so i can actually use the footage i record😭
on Tuesday
on Monday
notable objects i have acquired that people always ask ab when they come hang at my house
-typewriter
-madame alexander 8” “dutch” boy doll
-fully intact coyote skull
-record collection no turntable
-vhs camera
-cyanotype of my strap on
-typewriter
-madame alexander 8” “dutch” boy doll
-fully intact coyote skull
-record collection no turntable
-vhs camera
-cyanotype of my strap on
on Saturday
kinda don’t understand how i have game ig im a conventionally attractive person to a degree but the second i get comfortable around u i j start tweaking out and being stupid and 90% of the time if that doesn’t make them leave i will just subconsciously figure out a reason to shut the whole thing down and disappear
ate a flower in front of a boy yesterday. he looked confused and scared for a second and then also ate a flower. it sorta made our mouths feel weird
7 days ago
7 days ago
a few weeks ago i cut contact with a man who was weird to me and purposely signed up to be in almost all of my classes and he has literally not been to class since
9 days ago
i feel like having a weird crush on me is a canon event for 1/3 of the men in my school’s music and audio dept
always specifically a weird crush maybe one or 2 of them have been normal ab it, for better or for worse
10 days ago
11 days ago
i love showing my friends who don’t listen to radiohead the beach house incident its so fuckking funny
12 days ago
12 days ago
identikit uploaded a photo
i barely post my art anymore but !watercolor study from the new she’s green mv
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13 days ago
j thrifted a 600 dollar camera for 19.99 if this works im gonna throw up in. a good way
13 days ago
14 days ago
14 days ago
i need to put a timer limit on qfeast after 12 pm i get tired and/or inebriated and atart treating this shit like its twitter
14 days ago
head from a sickly white boy and hes gonna have to stop like every 5 minutes to blow his nose
14 days ago
i miss it when the most i had to worry about was literally just 3 missing assignments and maybe a fight with my girlfriend good god take me back
16 days ago
surprise working 32 hours a week with with 16 credit hours, a gig as a working musician, and managing artists/booking shows for ppl is starting to get extremely exhausting
@xxchild0fm0nstersxx naw i want to graduate sooner rather than later lol. also if im
not taking 12+ hours (full time student) i do not quality for financial aid
not taking 12+ hours (full time student) i do not quality for financial aid
16 days ago
Are you not able to do just one class a semester? I understand that our grindculture society thinks that's normal, but that is just begging for a burnout and mental breakdown, lol
16 days ago
why is everyone in my family so okay w this too "oh you're just a hardworking girl" i have no idea who i am anymore because my only tiny bit of free time is spent trying to see my friends and physically recover from working myself to death every week
16 days ago
16 days ago
-complete stranger who obsessed over me and then never spoke to me again
-girl who told me ab her long distance boyfriend while i was making us pancakes the morning after we lezzed out
-a dj
-evil woman who ended up getting with w/ a close friend of mine my back and was also a dj See More
-creep radiohead first date