bell jar fig tree metaphor was about me btw
cicada
i’m like esther greenwood if she never went to the hospital, decided to blend up all the figs into a smoothie, and fell for constantin harder than she wanted to
about 3 hours ago
about 3 hours ago
i wish qfeast let me upload photos i look so hot rn but there’s a huge ad in front of the photo button
about 3 hours ago
about 3 hours ago
unironically almost died last night (huge shelf i have above my bed fell thankfully there’s another shelf under it so it didn’t hit me but that actually could have killed me)
about 15 hours ago
spent like three hours knitting (i have to be up at 5 for work I am gonna regret this so bad)
on Tuesday
on Tuesday
former best friend was apparently super jealous of me bc i got more male attention and was worried i was into the guy she liked Brother I thought i was lesbian for 2 years and have been hung up on the man who made me realize im not since i figured it out Im the last person u need to worry about here
i don’t want your ripped party boy anime character that you have to supervise constantly I like when men are bigger and also autistic
on Tuesday
also guy she likes actually was into me before she even met him LMFAO i wasn’t interested cuz he’s not my type. her guy is social impulsive very outgoing and conventionally attractive muscular looks like an anime character guy… my guy is shy and awkward and much more introverted prefers to talk for 2 hrs ab his special interests and then be quiet til i leave See More + he’s also not super conventionally attractive like i think he’s absolutely beautiful but he’s Just some guy
on Tuesday
on Tuesday
guy i hang out with has the same name as a popular gay bar in my city and i remember a while ago i told my friends (two gay men) “i’m going to ____’s later” and they both got super weird about it and i didn’t understand why until like a year later
on Monday
someone j asked if they could borrow my looper and i think i felt what dads feel when someone likes their daughter
also even if it didn’t holy shit live looping is difficult I did not realize how hard it is to use these devices until i got my first looper and literally gave up for a solid 5 months bc it was so hard to get the timing down and be able to write harmonies from thin air. and my first looper was a super simple 1 track pedal… i can’t imagine jumping in head first See More w the rc505 LMFAOO
on Monday
on Monday
customer came in today and asked me “trick or treat” and i said trick and she gave me a little bottle of soju
on Saturday
have been replaying ocarina of time realizing i actually love the shadow temple it’s lowk the best one…
i am rly enjoying shadow tho partly from nostalgia (remembering the sheer wonder i experienced the first time i rode the ghost boat) but also cuz im playing the n64 version rn instead of the 3ds one and the shadow temple is like… gory and bloody kinda it rules… like who put this literal torture dungeon in the joyous village of kakariko
on Friday
on Friday
have been dealing w/ chest/arm pain lately and i’ve been So convinced im gonna die of a heart attack within the next week… mind u i am a healthy 5’9” 130 lb woman who rarely eats fried/greasy foods, almost exclusively eats lean/unprocessed when it comes to meat, doesn’t smoke or drink in excess (occasionally will smoke a joint or have like one drink if i’m at the bar but very rarely), walks at least a mile a day, and has no pre existing conditions that we know of apart from bad See More health anxiety and some weird uterus stuff but that’s not
nervous ab this as if i wasn’t literally calling my mother into the spare room i slept in 10 years ago (refused to sleep in my actual bedroom bc i threw up in there in 4th grade and was convinced it’d happen again if i slept there again) bc i thought i was having a heart attack
7 days ago
7 days ago
remaking tape for guy i’m into but with riskier songs bc i am young and pretty and i can do whatever i want with this beautiful life o’ mine!
god i feel so much more confident without femcel voldemort in my ears telling me i have no chance
7 days ago
7 days ago
i’m so excited that i learned how to knit… i will make a scarf for my future concrete porch goose. and a hat for my Beautiful Wife
8 days ago
reading the ancient texts (old feast posts) and in 2022 i posted "REHEHEHE" and then commented "Sorry guys my quandale dingle alter fronted" i will never be that funny again oh my goddd
8 days ago
picking up high society again but just Absolutely ruining every single character everybody gets flanderized also making them be in a polycule
8 days ago