i live in the same city as the “hey computah make this guy super gay and horny” guy every day i leave the house and feel like im being hunted for sport
about 6 hours ago
about 6 hours ago
ok recent updates
-started a second barista job and i love it. im at 30hrs a week between both jobs which should cover rent at 20-24/hr after tips. it finally feels like my skills behind the bar r being appreciated after so many jobs where people kinda just treated me like i didn’t know what was going on
-been in a very weird period of “purging” in a way. have literally been cutting contact w so many people both intentionally and by happenstance.
-related to previous comment, See More im having my first ever conflict with my best friend of 4 years. we’ve talked basically every day since we met so it feels super weird that i haven’t talked to her in a week. im sure we can resolve it eventually, but it may be a bit bc it’s not something im like.. willing to compromise on really (guy she’s going out with is evil and misogynistic and im not enabling that)
-italian situationship saved my life (not literally but he gave me allergy meds and i can finally actually breathe!!!!)
-music stuff kinda hit a wall for a bit bc previously mentioned allergies got so bad for like a week that i got BRONCHITIS from it and couldn’t talk for like a week lol
-started a second barista job and i love it. im at 30hrs a week between both jobs which should cover rent at 20-24/hr after tips. it finally feels like my skills behind the bar r being appreciated after so many jobs where people kinda just treated me like i didn’t know what was going on
-been in a very weird period of “purging” in a way. have literally been cutting contact w so many people both intentionally and by happenstance.
-related to previous comment, See More im having my first ever conflict with my best friend of 4 years. we’ve talked basically every day since we met so it feels super weird that i haven’t talked to her in a week. im sure we can resolve it eventually, but it may be a bit bc it’s not something im like.. willing to compromise on really (guy she’s going out with is evil and misogynistic and im not enabling that)
-italian situationship saved my life (not literally but he gave me allergy meds and i can finally actually breathe!!!!)
-music stuff kinda hit a wall for a bit bc previously mentioned allergies got so bad for like a week that i got BRONCHITIS from it and couldn’t talk for like a week lol
on Sunday
beautiful and tender and intimate hangout the other night but can’t stop thinking about how he stretched in the middle of a chess game and his hoodie kinda lifted up so i could see his stomach and i immediately blundered a piece afterwards i cannot deny the gooned out white girl allegations
18 days ago
need to stop coming up w names
started using “jo” as an alias (short for my stage name but also short for josephine, my great grandma’s name) but could also be short for joan (d’arc, baez, dtc)
started using “jo” as an alias (short for my stage name but also short for josephine, my great grandma’s name) but could also be short for joan (d’arc, baez, dtc)
18 days ago
im so down bad i literally did this guy’s dishes
was sitting on the edge of his bed and he was staring up at me like he’d j seen an angel #fuckk the look on his face is gonna be burned onto my frontal lobe for at least 7 days
19 days ago
19 days ago
i quit my dutch lessons 4 years ago but sometimes my inner monologue will throw in a couple dutch words/sentence orders and i giggle
in my head i just read my comment under the previous post as ze heeft mij de diddybob gegeven and giggled
20 days ago
20 days ago
got a bixie cut and i feel like the toucher now
22 days ago
22 days ago
graduating college today:)
23 days ago
boy i’m so hung up on since 2024 casually brought up the events that took place prefaced by “if u remember” as if i haven’t been remembering for 2 years now all i do is remember he altered my brain chemistry on levels i didn’t know possible i was a lesbian when i met him
26 days ago
what if we funded the post office instead of the police
so sick of my packages being fuckking LATE all the time why is the package i ordered almost a week ago still sitting in a distribution center in california
29 days ago
29 days ago
got the new tomodachi life i gave my miis strap ons and rose toys and all they talk about is 9/11
30 days ago
fuckk adobe and the guy who owns it if illustrator crashes on me one more time my actions are going to perpetuate recent negative stereotypes about italian americans
on May 05
love me and italian sub and im not talkin bout the sandwich…
on May 01
ok recent updates
-doing pretty well mostly these past few days
-just accepted a job offer at this gorgeous cafe thats opening this week!! im super stoked about that. its only a 20min bike ride from me and its like the most qfeast user Kodak place ive ever seen
-the weather in my city is finally nicer which is awesome. been spending all the time i can in the cemetery and laying in the sun
-music is finally becoming a fixture in my life again and i couldn’t be happier about See More it. for a while i burned out so bad doing anything music related was j like pulling teeth but lately ive been spending so much time just writing and noodling on my guitar and sitting on the floor with my pedals piecing together weird vocal loops. like hours a day it’s awesome.
-speaking of music i joined a country band as an acoustic guitarist and am having more fun than i thought i would. we are competing in a battle of the bands later today!!
-doing pretty well mostly these past few days
-just accepted a job offer at this gorgeous cafe thats opening this week!! im super stoked about that. its only a 20min bike ride from me and its like the most qfeast user Kodak place ive ever seen
-the weather in my city is finally nicer which is awesome. been spending all the time i can in the cemetery and laying in the sun
-music is finally becoming a fixture in my life again and i couldn’t be happier about See More it. for a while i burned out so bad doing anything music related was j like pulling teeth but lately ive been spending so much time just writing and noodling on my guitar and sitting on the floor with my pedals piecing together weird vocal loops. like hours a day it’s awesome.
-speaking of music i joined a country band as an acoustic guitarist and am having more fun than i thought i would. we are competing in a battle of the bands later today!!
on April 16