had a dream last night where the guy i like followed me on twitter and his account was a whole lot of him doing catboy goon content
about 4 hours ago
i think my former best friend figured out i’ve been lurking her socials FUCKK
All because i told her i don’t wanna be friends w people who are friends w abusers btw that’s why she’s mad at me Bc the guy she was seeing was an abuser who abuses women
about 6 hours ago
about 6 hours ago
i wasn’t even lurking til she made a twitter account and within a week a mutual friend had told me she made multiple posts about me A lot of it lies like straight up posting lies ab me on twitter without me knowing 🤷♀️ so ofc im gonna lurk
about 6 hours ago
about 6 hours ago
so Tired today omg at work today this woman came in and talked for three hours straight. Like the only breaks i got were hiding in the back of house and every time i came out to help another customer she started again. it wasn’t even a conversation every time id say something she’d cut me off mid sentence.
most everything else is good tho… met many cool people today also got brave and called the boy i like beautiful the other day
about 8 hours ago
about 8 hours ago
homeless woman on the train asked me
to sleep w her #womeninmaledominatedfields
to sleep w her #womeninmaledominatedfields
on Monday
i’m the fumbler i fear. met a man at a show the other night who looked like hozier. not even just in a “tall guy with long brown hair and a beard way” like he had a similar bone structure and everything and he asked for my number and told me i’m beautiful and i’m gonna fumble him for my weird little creature man
mind you we broke up over 2 years ago after 3 weeks of casually dating and this happened over this last summer
on Sunday
Sometimes i think im over it and can maybe be with someone else but then the memory of when we hung out and he went to go lay down bc he felt sick and i sat on the edge of his bed when i went to check on him and he had this look of just dazed admiration in his eyes and a sweet little half smile and i was like “are you okay do you need me to head out now i can See More leave if you’re too sick” and he asked me to stay and grabbed my hand hard
on Sunday
on Sunday
went to whole foods today to buy vegetables olive oil and bread Literally five items in my cart and this woman w/ a heaping cart of groceries speed walked to get in front of me in line and kept slamming my cart w her bag then had the nerve to tell me I need to respect people’s boundaries I hope the bottoms of all of her bags ripped in the parking lot Literally took them like 5 minutes to ring her up meanwhile I was done in 30 seconds too
on Saturday
bell jar fig tree metaphor was about me btw
i’m like esther greenwood if she never went to the hospital, decided to blend up all the figs into a smoothie, and fell for constantin harder than she wanted to
7 days ago
7 days ago
i wish qfeast let me upload photos i look so hot rn but there’s a huge ad in front of the photo button
7 days ago
7 days ago
unironically almost died last night (huge shelf i have above my bed fell thankfully there’s another shelf under it so it didn’t hit me but that actually could have killed me)
7 days ago
spent like three hours knitting (i have to be up at 5 for work I am gonna regret this so bad)
9 days ago
9 days ago
former best friend was apparently super jealous of me bc i got more male attention and was worried i was into the guy she liked Brother I thought i was lesbian for 2 years and have been hung up on the man who made me realize im not since i figured it out Im the last person u need to worry about here
i don’t want your ripped party boy anime character that you have to supervise constantly I like when men are bigger and also autistic
9 days ago
also guy she likes actually was into me before she even met him LMFAO i wasn’t interested cuz he’s not my type. her guy is social impulsive very outgoing and conventionally attractive muscular looks like an anime character guy… my guy is shy and awkward and much more introverted prefers to talk for 2 hrs ab his special interests and then be quiet til i leave See More + he’s also not super conventionally attractive like i think he’s absolutely beautiful but he’s Just some guy
9 days ago
9 days ago
guy i hang out with has the same name as a popular gay bar in my city and i remember a while ago i told my friends (two gay men) “i’m going to ____’s later” and they both got super weird about it and i didn’t understand why until like a year later
9 days ago
someone j asked if they could borrow my looper and i think i felt what dads feel when someone likes their daughter
also even if it didn’t holy shit live looping is difficult I did not realize how hard it is to use these devices until i got my first looper and literally gave up for a solid 5 months bc it was so hard to get the timing down and be able to write harmonies from thin air. and my first looper was a super simple 1 track pedal… i can’t imagine jumping in head first See More w the rc505 LMFAOO
10 days ago
10 days ago
customer came in today and asked me “trick or treat” and i said trick and she gave me a little bottle of soju
11 days ago
have been replaying ocarina of time realizing i actually love the shadow temple it’s lowk the best one…
i am rly enjoying shadow tho partly from nostalgia (remembering the sheer wonder i experienced the first time i rode the ghost boat) but also cuz im playing the n64 version rn instead of the 3ds one and the shadow temple is like… gory and bloody kinda it rules… like who put this literal torture dungeon in the joyous village of kakariko
13 days ago
13 days ago