dying my hair black 100% gonna regret this for 2 weeks
i tried to make it red a few months ago n it’s so damaged it literally just didn’t hold any color so idek if it’s gonna work
on Saturday
on Saturday
analog.whore uploaded a photo
i struck gold at a clothing swap yesterday but it’s too cold to wear it rn😭
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8 days ago
dreamt about eating a huge cinnamon roll so i woke up and bought a huge cinnamon roll and ate it👍 was yummy
8 days ago
instagram deleted a picture of me that showed my body (nothing inappropriate i was fully clothed u could j see my stomach) for “promoting eating disorders” kinda annoying cuz that’s just what i look like but nice to see instagram thinks im skinny
bro what... i'm neck deep in the ed trenches (not horrifically, but yk) and they haven't taken down any selfies/pics of me?? that's so bizarre 😭 instagram is a mfing scam sometimes with how they censor shit i'm ngl
8 days ago
@yukari literally. ppl have more to say about my body now that i’m at a healthier weight than in 2022 during covid when i had nothing to do so i binge ate to kill time😭 i don’t even lose the weight thru disordered eating i j walk like 8 miles a day for fun and moved out of my parents house (they deep fry like everything so i was eating sm oil)
8 days ago
i feel like body standards in america these days r just wack like im 5'5 143 and people call me skinny. i used to be obese like 215 bc i was struggling with binge eating disorder but if i had shown my body at that time i doubt i would suffer consequences despite the fact i was disordered... bodies are bodies and of course neither extreme is healthy and should See More not be promoted but ppl shouldn't have to censor themselves...
9 days ago
im not even anorexic or extremely underweight 😭 (and even if i was r skinny ppl like.. not allowed to exist it wasn’t like i was posting like im on edtwt or anything it was j a normal thirst trap)
9 days ago
9 days ago
sent to reg jail at work for my whole shift bc i made drinks too fast and it stresses people out 😛
16 days ago
hayden anhedönia is like jerma if he was a girl im sorry
every non music video i watch of her feels like a jerma bit i cannot believe this is the same woman who made preachers daughter
19 days ago
19 days ago
yesterday my phone battery died and the last 2 messages i’d received were my best friend threatening to kill herself bc the grocery store cashier refused her id (she’s literally 21) and my old situationship (i snapped at him a few weeks for ignoring me but he literally doesn’t have a phone anymore apparently)
21 days ago
analog.whore uploaded a photo
accidentally dressed like handmaids tale LMAOOOO
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25 days ago
playing show later Scared excited (venue got moved to a bigger one bc the expected turnout is so big and i found out yesterday that im the headliner)
26 days ago
30 days ago
my dreams have been so vivid as of late and idk what to make of it.
i had one last night where everything was okay and i was in my apartment making a big pot of soup. it felt extremely real, i remember exactly how it smelled and the heat of the gas stove and the consistency when i stirred it. i woke up before i got to eat it
on October 02
i had one a few nights ago where i was waiting on a train back from work and someone put a baby into my tote bag so i was forced to choose between killing an infant child and being forced into motherhood as a 21 year old college student
on October 02
on October 02
i have been awake for 17 hours i think i need to turn off eraserhead and sleep
on October 02
last night i had a nightmare that was essentially the plot of eraserhead
on September 28