about 11 hours ago
i’m supposed to play an ambient vocal set tn but i’m So sick rn bc the other day the air quality in my city was like 800 bc of the forest fires there are so many particles in my lungs rn Im scared
kodak
not like Sick sick i’m not contagious I spent more time outside than i should’ve and my window was open all day while i was at work #oops I was coughing up black soot the day it happened but now I j feel like i have allergies
about 11 hours ago
about 11 hours ago
having endometriosis is annoying af I haven’t even been in excruciating pain for a few months like I usually am but the past 3 nights I have been so bloated i genuinely look pregnant. i have work at 6:30 and can’t sleep rn bc im Rubbing My Big Belly
on Thursday
on Thursday
last night i went to the bar then came back ate ate half a turkey sandwich then went to go to bed but had to wait another hour bc i washed my blankets before i left and forgot they were in the washing machine
drunk in my kitchen on a tuesday night and God found me in the form of a turkey sandwich with havarti and mayo
on Thursday
on Thursday
mad as fuckk ab the whole explosive diarrhea parasite situation i’ve literally been waiting all year to eat fresh salads and in season berries Wdym I can’t do that now or risk getting a fuckking parasite and it can’t just be washed off the only way to kill it is cooking it
also they can’t even figure out where it’s from/whats causing it bc the FDA is so messed up rn bc of the trump administration My god can someone just shoot him in the head already
on Sunday
on Sunday
currently writing my own verses to plastic jesus (classic folk song) and its taking everything in me not to add a verse about getting a dui
12 days ago
also i lowkey am content w where i am in life rn which is kinda cool. for the first time in a while it’s like… work is good. im done with school so thats no longer a stressor. ive made my peace w/ this weird flirty friendship ive had for like 2 years (this year has been a lot of “i want a relationship but wgatever this is would probably be considered cheating so it’s one or the other” we are not seeing each other romantically rn but we kinda act like a married couple in a platonic See More way) i have some sense of direction as far as music + where i want to go with my debut album. i write lots of songs but i could never find a way to make them cohesive enough to put in an album bc most everything i do is very intuitive and lead by emotion and also i do a lot of different stuff (loops, ambient noise, folk songs) but i think it makes sense now
on June 16
i got my hands on a jaw harp (if you listen to spud infinity by big thief it’s that weird boing sound you hear the whole time) it is SO stupid im having so much fun with it
on June 16
a few more updates !!
-folks visited for a day, rly just to help me install a window ac unit bc last week it was like 90 degrees and humid and i didn’t have one
-also got a shelf for the kitchen. currently scouring thrift stores for figurines
-i have made the decision to get my dream pedal (boss rc505 loop station.) it is the most expensive thing i’ve gotten. should be delivered on friday. i bought my first looper a bit over a year ago and i love doing it so much i wanted to See More get a more advanced model
-my bunny died last week. he was like 7 so it wasn’t rly surprising or anything (french lops live like 6-8 years but still quite sad he was a good bun
-rewatching adventure time rn
-folks visited for a day, rly just to help me install a window ac unit bc last week it was like 90 degrees and humid and i didn’t have one
-also got a shelf for the kitchen. currently scouring thrift stores for figurines
-i have made the decision to get my dream pedal (boss rc505 loop station.) it is the most expensive thing i’ve gotten. should be delivered on friday. i bought my first looper a bit over a year ago and i love doing it so much i wanted to See More get a more advanced model
-my bunny died last week. he was like 7 so it wasn’t rly surprising or anything (french lops live like 6-8 years but still quite sad he was a good bun
-rewatching adventure time rn
on June 16
i live in the same city as the “hey computah make this guy super gay and horny” guy every day i leave the house and feel like im being hunted for sport
on June 09
on June 09
ok recent updates
-started a second barista job and i love it. im at 30hrs a week between both jobs which should cover rent at 20-24/hr after tips. it finally feels like my skills behind the bar r being appreciated after so many jobs where people kinda just treated me like i didn’t know what was going on
-been in a very weird period of “purging” in a way. have literally been cutting contact w so many people both intentionally and by happenstance.
-related to previous comment, See More im having my first ever conflict with my best friend of 4 years. we’ve talked basically every day since we met so it feels super weird that i haven’t talked to her in a week. im sure we can resolve it eventually, but it may be a bit bc it’s not something im like.. willing to compromise on really (guy she’s going out with is evil and misogynistic and im not enabling that)
-italian situationship saved my life (not literally but he gave me allergy meds and i can finally actually breathe!!!!)
-music stuff kinda hit a wall for a bit bc previously mentioned allergies got so bad for like a week that i got BRONCHITIS from it and couldn’t talk for like a week lol
-started a second barista job and i love it. im at 30hrs a week between both jobs which should cover rent at 20-24/hr after tips. it finally feels like my skills behind the bar r being appreciated after so many jobs where people kinda just treated me like i didn’t know what was going on
-been in a very weird period of “purging” in a way. have literally been cutting contact w so many people both intentionally and by happenstance.
-related to previous comment, See More im having my first ever conflict with my best friend of 4 years. we’ve talked basically every day since we met so it feels super weird that i haven’t talked to her in a week. im sure we can resolve it eventually, but it may be a bit bc it’s not something im like.. willing to compromise on really (guy she’s going out with is evil and misogynistic and im not enabling that)
-italian situationship saved my life (not literally but he gave me allergy meds and i can finally actually breathe!!!!)
-music stuff kinda hit a wall for a bit bc previously mentioned allergies got so bad for like a week that i got BRONCHITIS from it and couldn’t talk for like a week lol
on June 07
beautiful and tender and intimate hangout the other night but can’t stop thinking about how he stretched in the middle of a chess game and his hoodie kinda lifted up so i could see his stomach and i immediately blundered a piece afterwards i cannot deny the gooned out white girl allegations
on May 22
need to stop coming up w names
started using “jo” as an alias (short for my stage name but also short for josephine, my great grandma’s name) but could also be short for joan (d’arc, baez, dtc)
started using “jo” as an alias (short for my stage name but also short for josephine, my great grandma’s name) but could also be short for joan (d’arc, baez, dtc)
on May 22
im so down bad i literally did this guy’s dishes
was sitting on the edge of his bed and he was staring up at me like he’d j seen an angel #fuckk the look on his face is gonna be burned onto my frontal lobe for at least 7 days
on May 21
on May 21
i quit my dutch lessons 4 years ago but sometimes my inner monologue will throw in a couple dutch words/sentence orders and i giggle
in my head i just read my comment under the previous post as ze heeft mij de diddybob gegeven and giggled
on May 20
on May 20
got a bixie cut and i feel like the toucher now
on May 18
on May 18
