ok recent updates
-doing pretty well mostly these past few days
-just accepted a job offer at this gorgeous cafe thats opening this week!! im super stoked about that. its only a 20min bike ride from me and its like the most qfeast user Kodak place ive ever seen
-the weather in my city is finally nicer which is awesome. been spending all the time i can in the cemetery and laying in the sun
-music is finally becoming a fixture in my life again and i couldn’t be happier about See More it. for a while i burned out so bad doing anything music related was j like pulling teeth but lately ive been spending so much time just writing and noodling on my guitar and sitting on the floor with my pedals piecing together weird vocal loops. like hours a day it’s awesome.
-speaking of music i joined a country band as an acoustic guitarist and am having more fun than i thought i would. we are competing in a battle of the bands later today!!
-doing pretty well mostly these past few days
-just accepted a job offer at this gorgeous cafe thats opening this week!! im super stoked about that. its only a 20min bike ride from me and its like the most qfeast user Kodak place ive ever seen
-the weather in my city is finally nicer which is awesome. been spending all the time i can in the cemetery and laying in the sun
-music is finally becoming a fixture in my life again and i couldn’t be happier about See More it. for a while i burned out so bad doing anything music related was j like pulling teeth but lately ive been spending so much time just writing and noodling on my guitar and sitting on the floor with my pedals piecing together weird vocal loops. like hours a day it’s awesome.
-speaking of music i joined a country band as an acoustic guitarist and am having more fun than i thought i would. we are competing in a battle of the bands later today!!
on Thursday
10 days ago
had 2 interviews last monday that went pretty well. i think i have a solid chance w the first one second one possibly but they had so many applicants so idk how good my chances are buttttt either way im happy both r cute queer friendly cafes whose owners seem wonderful
it’s been so insane to watch as an outsider it seemed like it could’ve been a misunderstanding and had they j apologized for the incident immediately could’ve been ok (the girl who experienced the discrimination gave them the benefit of the doubt and reached out like “hey this happened i hope it was j a misunderstanding” n instead of apologizing the owner was See More like “you aren’t femme enough if you show up “male presenting” and use the women’s bathroom you’ll be thrown out again” and then refused to acknowledge it and it’s sparked protests and local news outlets are covering it they’ve also had multiple people quit because of it including the bar lead who was kinda the heart and soul of the place
11 days ago
btw lowkey not even upset about getting fired from the bar LMAO apparently owners are transphobic (on top of being weird and mean and condescending) so i prolly would’ve quit anyways i do not play ab transphobia
11 days ago
11 days ago
j interviewed for a coffee shop in millennium park… kinda hope i get it was skeptical at first bc busy touristy location but managers seemed cool nice roomy behind bar $20/hr (pre tips) after training completion…
21 days ago
already got a new job but im going to a few interviews tryna find something better i love having experience now places want me soooo bad
23 days ago
i think me and my best friend/evil twin have the wildest taste in men bc Wdym convicted felon and human equivalent of a shot of rumpleminze
24 days ago
i was gonna try to make plans w Boy this week but didn’t fully bc my hair kinda looks like ass rn bc i cut my bangs uneven and it’s too thick it just doesn’t look right so i gotta wait for my hairdresser mother to come visit me so she can fix my crisis bob
25 days ago
im so funny lost my last job bc “oh we need someone who can ACTUALLY bartend” so i proceeded to get a job at a more prestigious bar 5 and a half days after the fact and my boss there (same boss as previous job before the first bartending job) is actually nice
27 days ago
literally idk how things got this bad i was finally doing well after several months of intense burnout from a high volume service job and thought i landed a good job that pays well and i enjoyed just to be stabbed in the back and then i crashed out and cut off more than half my hair so now im chopped unemployed and in love with my situationship from 2 years ago do i end my shit before it gets worse or
28 days ago
genuinely things haven’t been this bad since i got cheated on why are we passively suicidal in the big 26
28 days ago
mfw the job i’ve been at for almost 3 months abruptly fires me w no notice or communication 🤕went to work today “Hey we hired someone else they’re working your shifts now go home” Im going to bazinga blast my brains out
on March 15
on March 12
i keep forgetting im an ordained minister
i need to get my clergy id card so any time anyone says my name i can be like “actually that’s reverend analog.whore to you” and flash that shi like a police badge
on March 09
on March 09
into chess again 💀
it’s not something i can even make into a quirky little “hahaha yeah i loved chess when i was younger” no i was weird about it. i started playing in 4th grade and would skip lunch to play chess w my teacher. in high school i used to play competitively. like serious bracketed chess competitions and more often than not i would make it to the semifinals at least!!! See More i would set aside like an hour or 2 a day specifically to study tactics i was so weird about chess
on March 07
on March 07
on March 07