being tortured today. had to leave work early cuz my stalker called me from an unknown number screaming at me and threatening to kill me and i had a panic attack so bad i literally almost threw up for the first time since i was 14 and also found out he contacted several of my friends including the guy i have the most agonizing crush on. i also broke no contact with The Devious Dutchman. ghosted several of my friends. getting ready for bed for 12 hr shift tomorrow “oh your grandma See More is sick” “oh no that sucks” “like she’s sick sick she’s got maybe 2 hours left if that” What the fuckk. finally calm down from grandma incident check phone before bed Small talk convo from guy im into. i am not sleeping tn i will be dead during my 12 tmr.
about 5 hours ago
i did not bleed all over the back of a stranger’s car omw to the hospital to get stitches after shattering a pitcher in my hands during a short staffed sunday morning rush for an influencer to be role playing a barista position at a shitty corporate owned coffee shop
8 days ago
i can’t believe my chemistry w this guy is so strong it’s raised hell in i think 3 separate relationships
9 days ago
decided to open instagram and check likes on a very pretty video of me in my new coat… Half my roster in there plus the drummer from she’s green and an evil presence from high school. literally went “oh haha nice Oh hi kevin Why the fuckk is The Dutchman there”
10 days ago
i need to get off depop so bad oh my god
“oh it’s only $15 yay” (this is like my third $15 clothing item this week not including my coat which was like 60)
14 days ago
14 days ago
14 days ago
photo someone took of me at a show when my friends and i climbed the wall to get a better view
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14 days ago
i am objectively a much nicer person than i used to be however sometimes ill say something so mean and heinous even im like damn where’d that come from
j told my friend that the girl my ex cheated with breathes like a backyard bred pug directly into the microphone when she sings Devilish tbh
16 days ago
16 days ago
ouuummm recent life stuff Yay
-things feel good rn energetically. this summer was a whole lot of learning and letting go and cutting contact w/ people.
-work stuff has been great like i said got a raise + promotion. doing some admin stuff now social media + marketing + working towards a solid/organized menu (the barista that got fired was literally making new drinks every day and changing the menu it was never consistent. i want some organization)
-won my first ever ebay auction. See More skirt of my dreams. it’s coming in the mail rn but will be a week or so bc it’s in california
-i think im finally gonna just Ask The Boy Out tbh. worst case scenario he says no. also now that i dont have an incel in my ear telling me that theres always a prettier girl and that he’s probably just really nice and not interested i feel a lot more confident that maybe i have a chance lmfao
-things feel good rn energetically. this summer was a whole lot of learning and letting go and cutting contact w/ people.
-work stuff has been great like i said got a raise + promotion. doing some admin stuff now social media + marketing + working towards a solid/organized menu (the barista that got fired was literally making new drinks every day and changing the menu it was never consistent. i want some organization)
-won my first ever ebay auction. See More skirt of my dreams. it’s coming in the mail rn but will be a week or so bc it’s in california
-i think im finally gonna just Ask The Boy Out tbh. worst case scenario he says no. also now that i dont have an incel in my ear telling me that theres always a prettier girl and that he’s probably just really nice and not interested i feel a lot more confident that maybe i have a chance lmfao
16 days ago
eclipse is doing crazy things to the energy in my life especially with career stuff. Tell me why this week my evil coworker got fired, i got a promotion at one job, got a raise at the other, and i hosted the most successful show my artists collective has had so far
will be working between 30 and 40 hrs between both jobs depending on the week (if i choose to work tuesdays, which will depend on the week. i will be making between 2500 and 3000 monthly + commission (i am taking up marketing and merchandising for one of these jobs as well as my main position)
21 days ago
21 days ago
