been having the craziest stress dreams about my job. had one a few weeks ago where i got fired for being too old (i am literally the youngest person on the team) and the other night i had one where i pulled out all my hair bc i was anxious and all my coworkers made fun of me for being bald
analog.whore
not job related but also had a dream about a traumatic experience i had in high school that i thought i pushed from my mind oughhh
on August 26
on August 25
good god take me back to last august my old boss lowkey sexually assaulted me and the whole cafe was sketch as hell but i miss not being chopped and tired and super full time
i think i peaked when i was sitting in a red line car 11:30 am holding a copy of sylvia plath’s unabridged journals about to make a decision that would put me in a state of turmoil for the next year
on August 25
on August 25
my shift pmo today and to top it off they put dressing on my salad wrap and i cant eat the dressing bc it’s got anchovies in it😭😭
on August 24
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got a scanner:o need an sd card to burn these too but look :o i can’t believe i took this
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on August 24
recent updates
-school starting soon. i’m kinda in disbelief that i am almost finished with college.
-the weather has been insanely good lately. like 50s-70s for weeks to come.
-apartment situation is good. got a shelf and rearranged slightly, been hanging things on my walls again
-trying to see my friends more.
-been making art lately. all sorts. writing, sewing, drawing, painting, etc etc. a lot.
-heavy focus on photography especially. i’ve been shooting a lot of film See More lately. i got my stuff set up for at home development. thrifted a very cool scanner earlier. i j gotta purchase color chemistry (my school’s darkroom does not offer the materials for color film since it’s a more complex process) i’ve also been looking into film soup (basically contaminating/damaging film with various substances to cause color shifts) i soaked a roll of superia 400 in green tea and soap, hoping it looks wacky. wanna experiment w other liquids soon
-school starting soon. i’m kinda in disbelief that i am almost finished with college.
-the weather has been insanely good lately. like 50s-70s for weeks to come.
-apartment situation is good. got a shelf and rearranged slightly, been hanging things on my walls again
-trying to see my friends more.
-been making art lately. all sorts. writing, sewing, drawing, painting, etc etc. a lot.
-heavy focus on photography especially. i’ve been shooting a lot of film See More lately. i got my stuff set up for at home development. thrifted a very cool scanner earlier. i j gotta purchase color chemistry (my school’s darkroom does not offer the materials for color film since it’s a more complex process) i’ve also been looking into film soup (basically contaminating/damaging film with various substances to cause color shifts) i soaked a roll of superia 400 in green tea and soap, hoping it looks wacky. wanna experiment w other liquids soon
on August 24
made two cups of tea and dropped a roll of fujifilm into one of them and accidentally took a sip of the film tea 🔥🔥
on August 22
idgaf ab celebrity drama but the ethel vs lana shit is so funny to me. ethel’s being so unserious about it and the ragebait is working
on August 23
honestly hesitant to believe lana’s claims ab ethel body shaming her tho ethel’s been very open and apologetic ab the things she’s said in the past i highly doubt she’d try to cover up something like that which is like… nothing compared to the awful shit she said on curiouscat which she addressed publicly and took accountability for
on August 23
on August 22
in my tiny studio apartment absolutely fuckking up a chicken caesar wrap… i love my life
on August 21