also j so y’all know i never left my legend of zelda phase😭 im normal about it now but as soon as i have working wifi im getting the switch expansion pack that lets me play ocarina of time
on September 01
i found the new ethel cain album on cassette for 9.99 today ive been blessed
on September 01
been experimenting with tape loops lately for my music. i recorded myself improvising over a guitar part i wrote a while ago last night and then did harmonies to that. popped some reverb on and it sounds?? incredible??? i think that’s the sound i want
on September 01
any recommendations for things to do with my hands other than picking my skin and pulling my hair my braids keep coming undone bc my hair is different lengths bc i pull it out 😭😭
@simple_sheep unfortunately i work in food service so i cant wear nail polish:( i wear rings when im not at work tho and it sorta helps
on September 01
you could always try fidget rings or nail polish that you could pick off :o i usually have nail polish to pick at so i don't pick at my skin
on September 01
on August 31
i love those skinny dipped chocolate almonds but i can never find them in stores by where i live:( had them once at peet’s. ever again
i like how they’re more like “almond with chocolate on it” as opposed to “piece of chocolate with an almond somewhere in there”
on August 30
on August 30
clanking out full page extended metaphor prose pieces ab out humanely euthanizing fish via typewriter instead of just telling my friend i like him #sylviaplathreincarnated
on August 30
when i was younger i thought cuck was just a funny way to say fuckk so i used them interchangeably found out years later what the difference was
on August 29
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on August 29
i can’t wait to eat the rest of my parfait later been thinking ab it all day
on August 29
public transit is so crazy in my city. like it’s so wholesome but also so scary
when i open at work i always catch the 5:24 am train and i get on the car at the front of the train since it feels the safest. there’s two old ladies who get on at different stops and they always say hi to one another. there’s an old man who writes in a notebook really really tiny but always fills the pages. once i took a late night train and talked to a stranger for the whole ride. she was an older See More lady with purple hair and two teeth. different late night train i saw a homeless couple cuddling up together sharing a joint (sad bc the city should offer better services for those in need but they seemed content)
also sometimes i’ll get on and there’s some guy furiously masturbating. saw someone doing coke yesterday. also a few weeks ago there was some guy chanting “SUCKING DICK SUCKING DICK SUCKING DICK” (5:43 am) followed by some guy randomly starting to talk about the second coming of christ after he left and another time we had a guy straight up be like “i’ve shot 6 people”
when i open at work i always catch the 5:24 am train and i get on the car at the front of the train since it feels the safest. there’s two old ladies who get on at different stops and they always say hi to one another. there’s an old man who writes in a notebook really really tiny but always fills the pages. once i took a late night train and talked to a stranger for the whole ride. she was an older See More lady with purple hair and two teeth. different late night train i saw a homeless couple cuddling up together sharing a joint (sad bc the city should offer better services for those in need but they seemed content)
also sometimes i’ll get on and there’s some guy furiously masturbating. saw someone doing coke yesterday. also a few weeks ago there was some guy chanting “SUCKING DICK SUCKING DICK SUCKING DICK” (5:43 am) followed by some guy randomly starting to talk about the second coming of christ after he left and another time we had a guy straight up be like “i’ve shot 6 people”
@klavier ofc!! honestly have never had an experience on the train where i felt like my safety was in immediate danger. most of the people who seem threatening are unfortunately j homeless people who are mentally ill or on drugs, never had any of them become actually hostile, at worst they’ll j say disturbing shit. j stay out of notoriously bad areas and don’t See More get too friendly w strangers and u should be good:)
on August 29
on August 28
cafe i work at did an event today and we were so slammed my bones hurt
on August 27
i have the most insane health anxiety for someone who usually walks between 7 and 10 miles every day and eats a very healthy diet
@klavier yesss i’ve been rly into parfaits for dessert recently i j destroyed one with greens yogurt peanut butter bananas and coconut
on August 29
frozen berries + greek yogurt and almonds for dessert… literally da goat. yummier than ice cream.
on August 29
it’s rly cool cuz the way u eat will alter your microbiome and your food preferences. like when i cut my processed food intake to be minimal (i believe in the 80/20 rule) i stopped craving processed food and generally prefer healthy whole foods now. and i’ve always liked being active but the health anxiety causes like, urgency lol.
on August 29
@klavier it’s not for me oddly enough 😭 i just got extremely lucky and happen to have the kind of food hyperfixations that are actually good for me + like walking
on August 29
me tooooo but the health anxiety is the thing that makes me walk/workout and eat super healthy 😭😭😭
on August 29
on August 27
been having the craziest stress dreams about my job. had one a few weeks ago where i got fired for being too old (i am literally the youngest person on the team) and the other night i had one where i pulled out all my hair bc i was anxious and all my coworkers made fun of me for being bald
not job related but also had a dream about a traumatic experience i had in high school that i thought i pushed from my mind oughhh
on August 26
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