BlueTheQuizWhiz97 - Page 189

I think I'm slowly going through another identity crisis qwq
I might be a demiboy-
Cause I identify as he/they, I often wear tomboyish/boy clothes, I feel most comfortable looking and representing as a guy-
qvq its either that or transgender in denial, and I don't believe I am transgender.
So I'm probably gay-curious and genderfluid/demi-boy
=w="
Don't judge meh please-

qwq why am I so uncultured and weird??

I'm just casually ruining my childhood over here-
What about you guys?

I did the thing-
And this is how it went down-
so I said "hey mom you know how you always tease me about cute guys and stuff?"
She grinned and said "so you found one that's cute?"
And i said "yeah. You see this guy? I don't think he's cute. HOWEVER"
I showed her a pic of sniper wolf and said
"I think SHE'S cute tho, so ha!" See More
And my mom was a bit surprised at first then said
"She's wearing a bit too much make-up for me. I'd like to see her without make-up" just totally chill about it-
UwU i mean she already knows I like girls so I guess it wasn't that surprising
But now I have adrenaline cause I was scared before oof-
XD eh either way I didn't expect that reaction-

So you know how mom teases me about "cute" guys?
Well I'm super tempted to just be like "hey mom, I think this girl is really cute. do you agree?" XD
but I'm scared-

I'm going to delete the previous posts so that they don't know I set this up-
I want idiot to think that this happened just cause, not because I made you ppl do this nice thing for them-

So awhile ago I accidentally cussed in front of my grandma and since then everytime she THINKS she hears a swear she reminds me and acts all disappointed at me.
But I mean- come on.
But hat was I supposed to say after getting a huge fat shit on my lap, arm, and chair by a rogue chicken trying to run away to explore the house?
While also almost accidentally knocking over my hot apple drink and almost burning myself?
am I supposed to say "well golly I'm very annoyed and now I have See More to change!" Or am I gonna say "FVCK-"

My mom doesn't know I'm gay-curious =3=
She knows I like girls as well as guys tho- (but I don't like guys anymore qwq)
she also knows I'm gender fluid and prefer looking like a guy-
QWQ I WISH SHE WOULD TEASE ME ABOUT GIRLS OMG-
Just be like "do you think she's hot?" And tease me like she does with guys
cause Its not embarrassing or funny to me when it's about guys. It just makes me feel a bit uncomfy and remind me how different I am of the normal straight kids
WHY MOM WHY-

Lol ok so I was watching YouTube the other day and my mom was like "ooohhh do you think he's cute??"
I said no
Mom: really??? He looks cute
Me: =3= no.
Mom: you sure?
Me: uhhh I guess he's cute?? Idk.
Mom: UWU KNEW IT- See More
(While my mom keeps teasing me I'm over here like)
Me: qwq your slowly breaking my poor gay heart...