my daddy sent me 25 dolla on cash app, so I have abt 30 buck there now :3
n my momma said shes gna give me 20 and I think one of my irs is also gving me 20 :D
imma be rich today!
n my momma said shes gna give me 20 and I think one of my irs is also gving me 20 :D
imma be rich today!
about 4 hours ago
so apparently I've only slept one class and its the class I'm apparently failing but I don't know because my skyward is fluffin locked n I cant access it/login..
about 7 hours ago
finna sleep 90% of my classes so I have energy after school for the fun stuffs
about 8 hours ago
holy fluff I'm running off of 2 and a half hours of sleep because I needed to finish my birthday pin... so sleepy.. finna sleep most my classes... also will post my bday pin later or smt.. T-T"
about 10 hours ago
officially 17 now! yay!
@TinyGoat mwamwamwa sorry I didn't call this morning.. struggled to get up.. but I'll call later today promise!
about 10 hours ago
about 17 hours ago
hella fvckin rant to start my bday weekend.
so apparently my mom had brought Bella and her brother back, ALONG with Bella's younger sister. and keep in mind I'm leaving to go with my dad today. I told my mom how I don't want anyone in my room while I'm gone and you wna know what she said "well Bella's going to be sleeping there.." okay?? there's a perfectly good fvckin couch she can sleep on and her sister brought an air mattress if anything. and shes over here saying "oh just See More leave me alone for a bit I'm tired.." you're the one who decided to let them stay the night again. you're the one who has to deal with them. also why the hell should I confirm my own safe space, my own ROOM for people I don't even want in my room in the first place. like why do I have to roll up my rug and put it in my closet? why do I have to get my ribbons and put them away so a 2 year old doesn't touch it, why should I put all my important stuff I don't want messed with on a shelf or area a toddler cant reach? its MY room MY space MY SAFE SPACE, and you're letting people I've openly and already told you I'm uncomfortable around stay in my room when I WONT EVEN BE HERE. I'm TIRED of having to rearrange myself to accommodate people you invite over, at least when you accommodate yourself for my friends coming over they know what to and what not to touch, we're quiet and we don't overwhelm you, we do our own thing and stay in my room, not running all over, banging on doors and screaming and crying or just yelling. I'm so fvcking tired of this and no matter how many times I talk with her she just says "well stop being mean" or "this is my house" or "be nice to them already" or some other shit like that, like omfg stfu I'm tired of you and how you're still mingled in your ex's daughters life and now even fvcking home schooling her, just let her deal with her mom doing it since her mom wanted her homeschooled so bad.
so apparently my mom had brought Bella and her brother back, ALONG with Bella's younger sister. and keep in mind I'm leaving to go with my dad today. I told my mom how I don't want anyone in my room while I'm gone and you wna know what she said "well Bella's going to be sleeping there.." okay?? there's a perfectly good fvckin couch she can sleep on and her sister brought an air mattress if anything. and shes over here saying "oh just See More leave me alone for a bit I'm tired.." you're the one who decided to let them stay the night again. you're the one who has to deal with them. also why the hell should I confirm my own safe space, my own ROOM for people I don't even want in my room in the first place. like why do I have to roll up my rug and put it in my closet? why do I have to get my ribbons and put them away so a 2 year old doesn't touch it, why should I put all my important stuff I don't want messed with on a shelf or area a toddler cant reach? its MY room MY space MY SAFE SPACE, and you're letting people I've openly and already told you I'm uncomfortable around stay in my room when I WONT EVEN BE HERE. I'm TIRED of having to rearrange myself to accommodate people you invite over, at least when you accommodate yourself for my friends coming over they know what to and what not to touch, we're quiet and we don't overwhelm you, we do our own thing and stay in my room, not running all over, banging on doors and screaming and crying or just yelling. I'm so fvcking tired of this and no matter how many times I talk with her she just says "well stop being mean" or "this is my house" or "be nice to them already" or some other shit like that, like omfg stfu I'm tired of you and how you're still mingled in your ex's daughters life and now even fvcking home schooling her, just let her deal with her mom doing it since her mom wanted her homeschooled so bad.
Edit: okay this is actually really rude of me.. oml I'm so sorry. Going through a buncha shit rn </3 i still kinda stand by these words tho.. but I'm editing it nicer
Tell your mom how you feel. And tell you if she cannot understand and accommodate for you, that she's clearly favortizing kids who aren't even hers at ALL. Talk to her about how it's stupid that See More she's doing all these things that just end up making you worse, and feel uncomfortable in your own home
Tell your mom how you feel. And tell you if she cannot understand and accommodate for you, that she's clearly favortizing kids who aren't even hers at ALL. Talk to her about how it's stupid that See More she's doing all these things that just end up making you worse, and feel uncomfortable in your own home
on Saturday
on Saturday
staying after school a bit because my history midterm is next Thursday and I wont be here so doing it today, wish me luck because my history teacher this year is so incompetent that I don't even know if I'll pass
on Friday
on Friday
I'm so tired today, and for some fvck ass reason my mom let Bella and her 2 y/o brother come over n spend the night without even rally talking to me about it, and she slept in my bed and I slept in my moms bed, which I don't mind sleeping in my moms bed since I worked and its easier for me to knock out, but I always feel uncomfortable around Bella and she slept in my bed, I feel like I should wash my sheets before I sleep in my bed again, and shes steals a bunch, and I forgot See More to hide my switch and other valuable stuff, so I have no idea if shes gna try and steal my stuff, I just wna hurry up and go with my dad this weekend and then its my bday
on Friday
@TinyGoat I know but my mom will get pissy at me for 'being mean to bella' so yea, but I will talk to my mom Abt it
on Friday
@TinyGoat I plan to tell her, just not when Bella's around, but I just want to go home and lock myself in my room but I know Bella's gna want to be in my room with me
on Friday
on Friday
my socks are finally dry but my shoes are still wet... and school is finna end soon and then I have to walk home again... imma js straight kms atp..
on Thursday
I just survived the trenches of walking from home to school as its heavy rain and thunder, almost slipping and busting my ass in mud, AND OFC I forgot a jacket today
on Thursday
on Thursday
I miss shtwt... wonder if my OOMFs on my 3fs account wonder where I am... hmm..
on Thursday
on Thursday
Coughs,
Respond
Ughhh
Respond
Ughhh
on Thursday
on n off bc homework AND mainly bc mom keeps peeking her head in
on Thursday