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my life is literally chapter 7 of the bell jar like too specifically

identikit
the guy had the SAME DAMN NAME as the one in the book
17 days ago
17 days ago

“separate the art from the artist” works so good til its someone in your own scene😭 rly liked this one semi-well known local artist and was even looking to book her for a couple gigs found out a few months ago shes the one who cheated on that friend im into and now i refuse to work w/ her
on May 28

today i told my best friend i “don’t really care enough to be upset anymore” and then proceeded to give myself chest pains over texting the boy i like again

literally wasnt even being nefarious/making plans/playing games w/ him his dog died and i was checking up on him i didnt need to raise my blood pressure over “hey, i saw your post about your dog, so sorry for your loss”
on May 24
on May 24

guy im into’s middle/last name sounds like italian brainrot (he is italian)
on May 22

my demon cant come to my show he hates me (he has a business trip) (this literally works out in my favor bc i want to play the song i wrote about him but i dont want the first time he hears it to be a live performance especially a bigger one like this)

i wanna invite him to my new apt when i move and burn incense and play it for him on a hot summer night with the windows open and the fairy lights on
on May 12
on May 12

went on a picnic w a model today and he j talked about johnny marr the whole time
on May 08

he hates me he hates me HE HATES ME!!!!! (he waited in the rain for me for like an hour after i severely underestimated my eta and walked me to the train station, right by his house while i thought i was walking him home, while carrying his bag and guitar and visibly shivering)
on May 01

got my period so early could it have not waited til after i saw the white demon...
on April 29

gorgeous masc lesbian bassist gave me her insta offered to tat me… i am soooo going to fumble this for the permanently exhausted emotionally unavailable depressed skater boy who seems to do something slightly weird and off-putting every time i see him and somehow it only makes me more fascinated???
on April 27

evil demon sweetie angel cancelled on me he hates me HE HATES ME (he texted me at 4pm that he didn’t feel good and had slept thru our plan and apologized profusely for forgetting to set an alarm and i told him not to be sorry and he apologized for apologizing)

literally worked out for the better anyways bc i forgot i was out of film apart from some rly low iso stuff that would have come out super under exposed
on April 29
on April 24

seeing the evil demon sweet princess angel next week

im scared even tho this man has actually done things that have surprised me in order to get a lil extra time w me (or i am overthinking and insane)
on April 16
on April 16

i think for the first time since we broke up i actually genuinely feel ok ab things regarding my situation w/ my ex gf, im over her for real and i just dont rly care ab it anymore. ofc she did shitty things but its kinda??whatever idc im fine now and i can look back on the past without feeling sad ab things. she sent me a happy birthday text a day late and i didn’t rly get sad or angry iirc i j sorta laughed n was like “thanks”. im even looking at apartments in the neighborhood See More we used to talk about moving to and i didn’t even think about that til today

(also the weird white boy i hang out with sometimes lives in a neighborhood like 20 away by foot. one of us is going to end up pregnant. its gonna be him.)
on April 05
on April 05

im sorta coming to the realization that i think ive become somewhat of an avoidant which might be mildly concerning i think

i think a lot of the second one tho might j be bc ive had too many bad experiences with people who liked me being soooo weird about it why do i always attract men who want me to fix all their problems!!!!!
on March 29

idk for sure tho?? might not be the right word for it??? i do not like actually dealing with situations and anytime a friend of mine starts getting “”overly friendly”” w me/bordering rimantic interest i get scared
on March 29
on March 29

i miss that one summer on here where we all came back at the same time and there was that one fake qfeast account and we were like posting pictures of our feet and stuff and i vividly remember someone putting the sandy cheeks/taxi drawing (you know the one…) on here and i saw that while i was really high and i laughed so hard it almost made me throw up

related sorta i think about the bluethequizwhiz feet clapping gif we used to use in the discord all the time i kinda want it to use no context w/ my non qfeast friends
on March 29
on March 29

got a day late birthday text from my ex gf the other day after having a whipped cream can explode on me at work her evil ass…
on March 28

once was recording a cover w/ my cursed situationship and he played a wrong note and whined about it and then deleted the take and i mourn this piece of lost media often

there was also one time he was at my apartment and we were going to go watch the sunset but then he got tired so we j went to mine and he hit me w/ the half asleep whiny “im so sleepy” while laying his head on my arm and i think i ovulated instantly (after that he let me pin him against my kitchen cabinet while we made out he knew what he was doing!!!!)
on March 24
on March 17

i cut ties w/ someone who was causing me issues i feel so much better i think

update that lasted 3 days and last night he went back to demanding my attention constantly and i snapped at him bc i told him i didn’t want to hang out after our orchestra concert bc wrapped up at 8:30 and i had been awake and busy since 5 am and he kept whining about it and i apologized this morning and he was like “yeah i was feeling pretty shit about that See More so thanks” ???my brother in christ you cannot take no for an answer and constantly take advantage of my kindness towards you
on March 21

at this one show my friend (mutal crush on one another friend) was showing me something he wrote on his guitar n this mf SAT BETWEEN US n started shredding on my guitar
on March 15

i feel a lil bad about it n i do hope hes ok but that was not a friendship that is rly salvageable rn, the guy’s infatuated w/ me was can’t take no for an answer
on March 15
on March 15

show was awesome i ran into the cursed situationship from august (who was very drunk) n he stood close to me for the whole time we hung out, like elbow to elbow close, kept acting like he wanted to lean up against me, hugged me twice and offered to buy me a drink. guys do u think he still wont me
on March 10