some reason i feel like every time i make someone happy i get more negative-
on February 17, 2022
tbh if it werent for me "faking" depression like 3-4 years ago i wouldve never had any diagnoses or the mental help im getting for the shit i actually do have
on February 17, 2022
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also my vent-depressy-about-my-life posts aren't for anyone to vent under. they're just there because i dont have a reliable vent source. this site is pretty much the only I have.
also my vent-depressy-about-my-life posts aren't for anyone to vent under. they're just there because i dont have a reliable vent source. this site is pretty much the only I have.
on February 17, 2022
lets add onto "oh but you have a perfect life"
then why do i immediately assume my sister is gonna hurt me when she raises her arm
then why do i immediately assume my sister is gonna hurt me when she raises her arm
on February 17, 2022
on February 17, 2022
on February 17, 2022
dont you hate it when youre so sarcastic they think you're serious.
then offend you when you make a face to show the sarcasm
yeah.
then offend you when you make a face to show the sarcasm
yeah.
on February 17, 2022
vent ig
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literally just one day without stress or crying
thats it See More
thats all i want
i get soo close
and then no
just one day.
ONE.
idgaf if it's a sunday or im dead that day
ONE is all im asking for
god i dont remember a stress free until since i was 4.
and being 3 ive had way to many stressful days
i just want ONE
thats it
ONE before i go into high school
ONE before summer starts
ONE before im confident enough to kill myself.
just ONE.
if death is the only way to get that ONE day
id do it.
if blocking everyone from my life is the way to get it
ill do it
its gonna hurt
but at this point i could care fuc cking less
ONE day without being told about school
ONE day where i can just stay on my laptop or phone and play games
ONE day where everything seems to work out
ONE day. thats it. THATS ALL. ONE DAY.
and is it gonna come? no.
ive lost all hope for it. there's no point into it.
my life is just stress, responsibilities, and being called names.
my life is just depression and anxiety into an egg shell.
my life. i hate it.
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literally just one day without stress or crying
thats it See More
thats all i want
i get soo close
and then no
just one day.
ONE.
idgaf if it's a sunday or im dead that day
ONE is all im asking for
god i dont remember a stress free until since i was 4.
and being 3 ive had way to many stressful days
i just want ONE
thats it
ONE before i go into high school
ONE before summer starts
ONE before im confident enough to kill myself.
just ONE.
if death is the only way to get that ONE day
id do it.
if blocking everyone from my life is the way to get it
ill do it
its gonna hurt
but at this point i could care fuc cking less
ONE day without being told about school
ONE day where i can just stay on my laptop or phone and play games
ONE day where everything seems to work out
ONE day. thats it. THATS ALL. ONE DAY.
and is it gonna come? no.
ive lost all hope for it. there's no point into it.
my life is just stress, responsibilities, and being called names.
my life is just depression and anxiety into an egg shell.
my life. i hate it.
on February 17, 2022
on February 17, 2022
ive met few muslims but holy shit they're pretty cool
I've got a bunch of bisexual friends lol-
Or those under the bisexual umbrella-
Fun people uwu
Or those under the bisexual umbrella-
Fun people uwu
on February 16, 2022
on February 16, 2022
my breadstick was stale :(
on February 16, 2022
on February 16, 2022
ima say yhis cause im kinda pissed first thing i log onto
yall if someone wants to leave, dont pressure them to stay, it's pretty much the same as pressuring someone into something they're scared of, sometimes they might not appreciate it, or rare times they'll appreciate it, but dislike you pressured them.
same for someone leaving, they want to leave but you beg them to not, they'll likely want to leave more. For all you know it could be a personal reason to attention seeking See More but either way, pressuring them into something ain't cool or respectful even really.
Personally, and im sure many people agree, it'd be fine saying to them "i dont like that you're leaving, but your choice"
this is kinda aimed im sure people will figure it out, keep it to you though ig its kinda like a rant- so yeah-
yall if someone wants to leave, dont pressure them to stay, it's pretty much the same as pressuring someone into something they're scared of, sometimes they might not appreciate it, or rare times they'll appreciate it, but dislike you pressured them.
same for someone leaving, they want to leave but you beg them to not, they'll likely want to leave more. For all you know it could be a personal reason to attention seeking See More but either way, pressuring them into something ain't cool or respectful even really.
Personally, and im sure many people agree, it'd be fine saying to them "i dont like that you're leaving, but your choice"
this is kinda aimed im sure people will figure it out, keep it to you though ig its kinda like a rant- so yeah-
on February 16, 2022
i just realized what i posted yesterday was a bit ironic considering today's valentines day
on February 15, 2022
"father when can i be on my owWnN"
on February 15, 2022
on February 15, 2022
on February 14, 2022
on February 14, 2022
i think i pissed a roblox kid off
on February 14, 2022
technically i should still be in 6th grade rn
on February 14, 2022