BlueTheQuizWhiz97 - Page 6
I check in every few months to get my dose of nostalgia and cringe 😘👌
Age: 17
Sexuality: Bisexual (preference men) See More▼
Gender: Trans man
Pronouns: He/him
I am taken by a beautiful man
I write books, draw, do poetry, guitar, and game.
Please do not flirt with me I am not ✨Interested✨
I used to be an OG on this website, joining at 12 or 13 or something.
Read my books is all I ask ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
Age: 17
Sexuality: Bisexual (preference men) See More▼
Gender: Trans man
Pronouns: He/him
I am taken by a beautiful man
I write books, draw, do poetry, guitar, and game.
Please do not flirt with me I am not ✨Interested✨
I used to be an OG on this website, joining at 12 or 13 or something.
Read my books is all I ask ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
That moment when you accidentally pushed the "not interested" button on a video you adored and tiktok said they wouldn't be showing stuff like that as often ????
Btw this was the video
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMNTwBvHW/
Btw this was the video
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMNTwBvHW/
nakime
i did that once and i cried
on September 04, 2022
on September 04, 2022
on September 03, 2022
Not me getting harassed by some assholes on tiktok-
And for what.
Someone was talking about a badass drag queen, I said "slay" and now people are hopping on and attacking me with the stupidest insults ever to walk the face of the internet.
The stupidest part was other people had said similar things to the comment, but they only bothered me.
Because I'm trans.
It's ridiculous.
And for what.
Someone was talking about a badass drag queen, I said "slay" and now people are hopping on and attacking me with the stupidest insults ever to walk the face of the internet.
The stupidest part was other people had said similar things to the comment, but they only bothered me.
Because I'm trans.
It's ridiculous.
on September 03, 2022
That moment when out of nowhere you get a bad gut feeling but you don't know where it's from
on September 02, 2022
I got a job uwu
on September 02, 2022
That moment when you've been in the mental health clinic so much everyone there knows your name-
on September 02, 2022
on September 01, 2022
Bro-
I was against Hitler, I was pro blm- I picked all the decent answers.
I think the real question is what's wrong with YOU XxNeko.ShadyXx
I was against Hitler, I was pro blm- I picked all the decent answers.
I think the real question is what's wrong with YOU XxNeko.ShadyXx
Do you respect the nazi's?Wtf is wrong with you dude
Your crazy
on September 01, 2022
I just made a gay joke about a gay joke-
Me: *shows brother a video about calling the person you s3nt it gay* you should s3nd it to your friends
Brother: nahhh-
Me: come on, everyone likes a gay joke. I mean, everyone likes me so-
I love making my brother laugh uwu
Me: *shows brother a video about calling the person you s3nt it gay* you should s3nd it to your friends
Brother: nahhh-
Me: come on, everyone likes a gay joke. I mean, everyone likes me so-
I love making my brother laugh uwu
on August 31, 2022
POV: your ex kept trying to get you back, you rejected them and they faked fainting and shite, and now ur partner is going to cyberbully them
on August 31, 2022
When you've cried sm that day your eyes just hurt instead of tearing up-
on August 30, 2022
Just told my toxic manipulative possibly narcissistic ex I broke up with my other ex
They are 100% going to try and get back with me :(
They are 100% going to try and get back with me :(
on August 29, 2022
on August 29, 2022
on August 27, 2022
TW: random intrusive thoughts, sh, su1cide etc (this is a awareness thing since I'm bored, showing what having intrusive thoughts is like with depression as well as what it's like having a sh addiction)
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*misses literally anyone for even a second*
Brain: maybe you should sh/kys and see who cares. Maybe they'll stay
Me: what the fucck- no-
*casually bored just sitting on my phone. Gets uncomfortable/mad at ex or rude person*
Brain: you should stab them 15 times in the chest and/or beat them to a pulp
Me: Okay Noone asked for your opinion first of all- second of all shut up.
*feeling sad and lonely*
Brain: jump off a bridge
Me: tempting but nah, I'm good fam. Besides there's no bridges in my area.
Brain: do it anyways
Me: no-
This is exactly what intrusive thoughts are like.
What depression is like.
Sh is like.
It's not a joke, and it gets worse.
The next bit will be very triggering, so if your not okay with it your free to get off now.
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When I get extremely overwhelmed, stressed, scared, or sad that's when the sh urges come in.
And yes, I can fight the urges. I'm strong.
But, sometimes, I'm not strong enough.
Sometimes, the voice in my head telling me all these awful things starts to get to me.
It gets louder, stronger, more hurtful and it bangs around in my skull until I either give in or get over it.
2/3 of the time I get over it.
But that 1/3...
Next thing I know I'm hurting myself, and when I come to, bam- my brains done trying to attack me.
Everything is dead quiet.
And in that silence, I realise what I did, and I start to cry.
And I start blaming myself, yelling at myself saying "how could I do this..? What's wrong with me..?" And sure, the urge has passed, but I feel so awful I don't know what to do and I continue to relieve it.
Self harm is a addiction. It's not something you can just drop. It's not something you can fake, or pretend to have. It's awful.
A lot of people don't realise this. I've been meaning to get my voice heard lately, but I never really had the balls to until now.
If you fake sh, depression, or sh thoughts I will personally call you out and block you. Because seeing you fake that shit is like someone choking me. It's hard to breathe, I feel awful, and I get reminded of everything I've been through and will most likely keep going through.
Don't be a dick.
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*misses literally anyone for even a second*
Brain: maybe you should sh/kys and see who cares. Maybe they'll stay
Me: what the fucck- no-
*casually bored just sitting on my phone. Gets uncomfortable/mad at ex or rude person*
Brain: you should stab them 15 times in the chest and/or beat them to a pulp
Me: Okay Noone asked for your opinion first of all- second of all shut up.
*feeling sad and lonely*
Brain: jump off a bridge
Me: tempting but nah, I'm good fam. Besides there's no bridges in my area.
Brain: do it anyways
Me: no-
This is exactly what intrusive thoughts are like.
What depression is like.
Sh is like.
It's not a joke, and it gets worse.
The next bit will be very triggering, so if your not okay with it your free to get off now.
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When I get extremely overwhelmed, stressed, scared, or sad that's when the sh urges come in.
And yes, I can fight the urges. I'm strong.
But, sometimes, I'm not strong enough.
Sometimes, the voice in my head telling me all these awful things starts to get to me.
It gets louder, stronger, more hurtful and it bangs around in my skull until I either give in or get over it.
2/3 of the time I get over it.
But that 1/3...
Next thing I know I'm hurting myself, and when I come to, bam- my brains done trying to attack me.
Everything is dead quiet.
And in that silence, I realise what I did, and I start to cry.
And I start blaming myself, yelling at myself saying "how could I do this..? What's wrong with me..?" And sure, the urge has passed, but I feel so awful I don't know what to do and I continue to relieve it.
Self harm is a addiction. It's not something you can just drop. It's not something you can fake, or pretend to have. It's awful.
A lot of people don't realise this. I've been meaning to get my voice heard lately, but I never really had the balls to until now.
If you fake sh, depression, or sh thoughts I will personally call you out and block you. Because seeing you fake that shit is like someone choking me. It's hard to breathe, I feel awful, and I get reminded of everything I've been through and will most likely keep going through.
Don't be a dick.
on August 27, 2022
Okay but like
The dream smp stuff got replaced by owl house-
Btw 4 days left until the no dream challenge is over
The dream smp stuff got replaced by owl house-
Btw 4 days left until the no dream challenge is over
on August 26, 2022