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I'm not gonna tw this :/

I keep having dreams of me self harming... I've already had a dream where I'd killed myself, and it was just one dream. I've had at least two dreams where I'd self harmed, and it's scaring me.
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Pair_O_Dice
I get similar dreams, except they're usually homicidal based. Atsuko's right, though. You need to think of something that makes you happy. (memes, music, etc). I end up becoming really pissy after having a murder dream, but thinking about other things have helped me. It sucks that you've been going through those, though.
on June 17, 2016
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Before sleeping, I steer away from thoughts of suicide and self harm, and I don't think of it. Then I go to sleep,and the dreams come back. I do have terrible thoughts of self harm, but I'm hardly suicidal... I just hope that suicidal thoughts don't become as bad as my self harm thoughts...
on June 17, 2016
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Weiss_Schnee
It must be dreams of what you're deeply wanting to do. Try change what you want to do, and you may have a different dream. Think of something that makes you happy.
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Why are sans and grillby so cute ugh
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Pair_O_Dice
Because...


They're pretty.....


Hot : )
on June 17, 2016
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on June 17, 2016
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When you obsess over fictional characters :')
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on June 17, 2016
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I, apparently, cant be trusted with my door open, even though I have nothing to hurt myself with. Ugh
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on June 15, 2016
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Mom: if your Christian everything will be easier
Me: I tried and it all got worst. God hasn't done shit.


I really just want to tell my mom this next time she tells me to be Christian, or asks why I'm no Christian :/
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on June 15, 2016
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Ugh
Why do I all of a sudden feel sad?

Jfc, emotions stop.
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on June 15, 2016
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I can't stop eating :'(
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on June 14, 2016
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Rose
Donna
A dead Doctor

THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL ABOUT THIS EPISODE!?
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on June 14, 2016
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I gtg for the night bc my parents are making me go to bed early :|
See y'all tomorrow
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on June 14, 2016
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on June 14, 2016
Me and my sister were just sitting in complete silence, then I tell her I was going to draw a 'blueberry sans'
She jumped and said that I had startled her.
What even
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breann.west.5
That's not as bad as playing OoT at night and being startled by an idol animation. :,)
Not like it happened to ME or anything, eheh...
on June 14, 2016
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on June 14, 2016
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My sister just broke my pencil sharpener to where i can get the blade out.
Now I have to throw it away so I'm not tempted...
Ugh
I threw everything I had that was sharp already
I kinda want to keep the sharpener, but if I use it my parents will find out abt it like what happened a week ago(I'm not going into detail, if you're worried abt it just pm me)

Ugh
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your.cool.grandma
I'm planning to do that tonight so I'm not tempted again
on June 14, 2016
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AnimePup
Just throw it out. Don't cause pain for family or friends by giving into your temptations. It won't make you stronger and you know that. And flush it down the toilet so you don't get tempted to come back and get it. It'll be okay.
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uploaded a photo at LGBT pride month
My friend asked me to draw an LGBT Sans, so I put it here
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on June 14, 2016
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I got my new art supplies :')
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Rest In Peace to the 50 people who were lost from the massacre. May they be at peace, and may their families cope with the deaths.
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Bro
can I use your OC for a story I'm writing??
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Thank beans
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