your.cool.grandma - Page 146

honestlyiwanttohurtmyselfrnbutimnotgoingtobecaUseimnotgoingbacktothatfuuckinghospital

I'm fuucking crying like the weak bitch I am because of this

Me: I feel awful because I couldn't get anything done today and I feel worthless and I feel like a huge let down.
Mom: oh just shake it off and get some work done

School makes me feel worthless and stupid tbh

lol I feel horrible today :')
I wanna die tbh
It's ok tho no one cares

I got yelled at for asking a question and now I'm kinda messed up abt it like
I just asked a question I'm sorry it was negative I was just curious about my sisters school system :/

Ok so
I'm not embarrassed to say that I want to see that mlp movie because the animation looks gorgeous and that's all I want to watch lol
Like I saw a trailer for it and the animation looks wonderful so
I just need some quality 2D animation?? Movies are rarely animated like that anymore and it makes me kinda upset

Like I could care less about the story of this movie I just want to see the animation

I hate going to a Christian school because I can't get through a simple health or geography book without them bringing up God and like
Stop
Stop
Stop
This isn't church. I don't care about my spiritual Heath or how the world was because of god
Smh

I feel like shit *sigh*

I feel like my guts are getting ripped out of my stomach
Being a girl is great mhm oh yeah

https://youtu.be/nOGQBqr2Rng

You can ignore most of the shit I'm posting in just posting songs abt how I feel atm lol

https://youtu.be/ql1fZguXX14

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Oopsies I want to cry lol
No one cares tho so that's fine :/

I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss you
I'd be lying if I said I didn't care
I'd be lying if I said I wouldn't kiss you
But I'm not lying when I say I love your hair
Don't go, Don't go..

?im sorry?

Lol crayola watercolor paper isn't even watercolor paper hahaha
It's just thin Paper lol

//(slight tmi??????) I really don't like my body
I feel like my chest and hips are too big, and it makes me mad that they're the only things that have grown I'm the span of three years
I haven't gotten taller, I've only gotten curvy
I can't wear most tank tops and now all my shorts are too short
Tank tops are too tight around my figure and I have to pull my shorts ubove my hips bc they're too tight on my hips
I really hate it. My mom says that my figure is very womanly and attractive See More and I don't like it
I don't want to have a feminine and attractive body
I'd rather not wear shorts and tank tops that have people "oogling"(words of my mom) over my stupid 'attractive body'
She says since my stomach doesn't get big(my weight goes to my thighs smh) it's causing my body to curve and I hATE IT//

do you ever feel sad for no reason but everything is okay