your.cool.grandma - Page 145

I have a sudden urge to cry what the hell

I'm so fuucking stressed with school
So stressed to the point where I don't want to do anything but lay around and be miserable all day
I have two fuucking books I have to get through in the span of today and tomorrow and just thinking about the amount of work I have to do makes me upset and stressed even more
Like the school year had only started a month ago and I've already been stressed to the point where I've been wanting and tempted to hurt myself
Smh

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Name: Lillian Grace
Favourite colour: any pastels
Favourite sport: baseball
Colour of shirt: black, white, peach, green...(it's a wicked shirt)
Colour of panties: no
Favourite song: so many jfc See More
Favourite television programme: I don't really watch live tv but ig Cartoon Network
Favourite celebrity: Melanie Martinez or Marina Diamandis
Best friends: Matt, cherry, Sammy, anyone in my bio really???
Crush or S/O: crush; Sammy
Favourite teacher(s): I only have one lol
Most comfortable shoes you own: both pairs of vans
Favourite item of clothing: my only skirt Or my high waisted jeans
Heat or cold: HOT PLEASE
Favourite type of insect: Spooder
Favourite type of bird: all honestly
Happiest moment: lol idk
Saddest moment: also idk
Worst moment of your life?: going into the hospital ig
Best moment: getting help for my damn depression
Ambition(s): dunno
Best quality: idk lol
Worst quality: also idk
Play any instruments?: ukulele, guitar
Favourite type of food: fish, chocolate
Favourite drink?: coke, milkshakes
Nationality: American
Sexuality: GAY(Pan sexual)
One thing you really want to have: everyone to be happy

Credit to Brea ( @roger.the.boi

I was looking at my Eddsworld Pinterest board and in the 'things you might like' thing the first thing recommended was Tomtord smut

No thank you Pinterest that's the shit I try to stay away from when looking at ship art dammit

//bc I'm bored and haven't posted shit lol

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Art block is kicking my aSS

I had a huge conversation about fuckking Ninjago with Sammy because that's why we're friends and I looked up the movie and like
Now I want to see it because god the nostalgia will stab me but also all the new designs look so much better then the shows and wowie I'm in love kms rn lol
No shame honestly I drew adamant for this movie last night and I haven't even seen the damn movie

Do you ever want to cry because you miss someone so much and you just
Love them so much and you can't get them out of your head

I'm really dizzy and I feel like I might pass out :/

There fuucking Eddsworld and camp camp role players on ponytown im crying

I have a pshycayatrist appointment in thirty minutes and I'm anxious abt it bc she's gonna ask if I've been sad and if I've wanted to hurt myself lately and like
Yes I've been sad and yes I've wanted to hurt myself in the past two months
Idk i just hope it doesn't mean I have to go back to the hospital bc ive been so scared that I'll have to go back and I literally hated it there even if it made me better smh

Do you ever want to date someone but you know you're not ready and your scared you're gonna fuuck it up lol

I want to buy pastel bathbombs and bathe in the pastel

Nnnngh are you okay?

Hi I'm back I feel better

I hate myself. I hate myself. I HATE MYSELF. I'm worthless. I'm stupid. I'm and idiot. I'm weak. It feels like no one cares or understands how I feel. I feel like everyone just wants me to do perfect even though I'm incapable of it, but I try to be perfect anyways. I can't do a good portion of school work when I say I'm going to. I don't have motivation. I just want to be a mentally healthy person who can do my schoolwork without distractions or lack of motivation. I just want See More to be someone who doesn't cry over a little bit a failure. I hate myself. I want to hurt myself. I can't stand the thought that I'm failing in school and it's not going to get better because school has NEVER gotten better for me. I feel like I'm going to fail at life because of how awful I'm doing in school. Kms honestly.

I told my mom how I felt and it's just the same thing with everyone
"You're not worthless"
"You need to move on"
"Stop dwelling on your mistakes"
SHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPYOUDONTUNDERSTAND

I don't really feel worth anything rn