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I am leaving Qfeast, most likely permanently. This has nothing to do with any little arguments with I've gotten into, or any of the people here. I've put a lot of thought into this and decided that it's for the best. Unfortunately, this means that contact with my friends will be diminished. This is just something I have to do for my own well being. I have been through a lot recently, and I hate how I used to be. I hate everything that reminds me See More of the past or who I was and and what I was capable of. Nothing traumatic happened on this site, but it was similar. Real life friends bullied me into self harm on a site just like this one, and the stress carried on for years.
I will never be able to wear short sleeved clothing again.
Makeup can help, and I plan to cover them with tattoos, but the scars are still there and they will ?????? be there. And they have grown to be apart of me. I get shocked to see that people can easily pull up their sleeves with no shame, and when I realize that I am the only monster who could do that to herself it's like getting shot with an arrow. My body will never be left unmarked. My wedding dress will have long sleeves. I have to go swimming in flannels, and I've learned to ????? complain of heat in front of people who are pushy because they will make me take off my sweater. This has been my life for so long, but I never expected my parents to find out. They did. My brother was the one who saw the marks and he forced me to show my father, and I'm not going to say the rest because right now my heart is hurting and I'm burning with shame.
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I am leaving Qfeast, most likely permanently. This has nothing to do with any little arguments with I've gotten into, or any of the people here. I've put a lot of thought into this and decided that it's for the best. Unfortunately, this means that contact with my friends will be diminished. This is just something I have to do for my own well being. I have been through a lot recently, and I hate how I used to be. I hate everything that reminds me See More of the past or who I was and and what I was capable of. Nothing traumatic happened on this site, but it was similar. Real life friends bullied me into self harm on a site just like this one, and the stress carried on for years.
I will never be able to wear short sleeved clothing again.
Makeup can help, and I plan to cover them with tattoos, but the scars are still there and they will ?????? be there. And they have grown to be apart of me. I get shocked to see that people can easily pull up their sleeves with no shame, and when I realize that I am the only monster who could do that to herself it's like getting shot with an arrow. My body will never be left unmarked. My wedding dress will have long sleeves. I have to go swimming in flannels, and I've learned to ????? complain of heat in front of people who are pushy because they will make me take off my sweater. This has been my life for so long, but I never expected my parents to find out. They did. My brother was the one who saw the marks and he forced me to show my father, and I'm not going to say the rest because right now my heart is hurting and I'm burning with shame.
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Love yourself,
Quinn.
(P.S I did See More not proofread this, so I'm sorry for any typos or errors... 4 AM and I'm getting tired)