Insanity (1)

Scarlet

Scarlet's P.O.V.

I escaped the house without a word.

It feels so good to take a life away.

I go in the woods and laugh for an unknown reason.

Once I finish laughing though...I seem to become myself again.

'Why do I do it? Why?'

I ball up and hug my knees and cry.

'I don't want to be insane...I want to be normal. I want my blue eyes back, I want my skin untouched by a blade back, I want my family back.'

As I look up after crying, I could see the visions of the bullies and my victims.

Babies, children, men, women, and even animals.

They all were alive but I took that away.

I see them coming toward me, hearing screaming, crying, and woes of pain.

I stare at them wide eyed and wish for them to go away, I grab the sides of my head and cry again.

I shake and cry, scared of what I've done.

After an hour they all go away, but my scars burn.

I don't want to but the only thing that helps is reopening the scars.

I take a knife I had stolen and look at my reflection in the water and moonlight then drag the blade across the scar.

In a way...it feels...nice.

I then start feeling myself slip away again, feeling as if I need to spill someone else's blood as I had done mine.

I see my eyes glow red in the water and my black hair dance in the wind gently.

I feel a growl in my throat as I looked at my bloody knife and see the blood drip into the water slowly.

Then I feel my stomach knot up with only one desire...


Bloodshed.