A lost girl

A lost girl

This is the story of a girl who feels lost, not physically but mentally. Mainly focuses on her depression and where it stared and how it starts affecting her. She tries drowing her feelings out in many difficult battles she faces, many that you can probably relate to. (The photos are all taken by me.)

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Chapter 2.
Almost in the clear

Almost in the clear

Even though I've felt extremely depressed my whole life my parents were completely oblivious. I tried telling my mom that I wanted to die that it was so hard for me to breathe because all I could do was fantasize was dying. She just ignored me, causing me to think that it was okay to feel this way, that it was normal.
As I compressed my feelings a few weeks later in English we had to do a poetry folder with a subject of our choice, and for me what was a better choice than my favorite thing 'Death.'
I wrote all my crazy suicidal poems thinking they were fine and normal, but my English teacher worried about me and turned it into the office causing me to be put in therapy.
Keep in mind I have high levels of social anxiety, when people talk to me about uncomfortable situations I freak and then turn red and start to shake and sweat and my heart pounds, but I manage to keep on, and just smile to keep my outer appearance calm and collected. All of this causing me to not share my feelings with my therapist, as a matter of fact she told me about her struggles and problems and I listened.
But in that April, it all changed something happened to me that broke me, I was at my lowest. I Road the school buss home and cried for hours to the point my eyes were swollen and I could barely breathe. My mom didn't know what to do so she called my therapist and out of fear of me harming myslef they sent me away...
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BloodThirstyDra
😮!!!
That. Was. Awesome! I like this story!!
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BloodThirstyDra
Is this Non-Fiction??? I am EXTREMELY interested! Can’t wait for the rest of the story!
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E.M.P
Thank you. And that's a secret my friend ☺️ I just added a chapter tho
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BloodThirstyDra
Yay! I’ll read it!
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Hikari_Chan
I can relate. Lately I've been feeling that I am not me sounds stupid but yes. I get confused where I am. I always think I suffer from something. I was comparatively brave when I was a little kid. Please continue your story
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E.M.P
I'll definitely continue ☺️ And I can totally understand, if you need someone to talk to I'm here.
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BloodThirstyDra
I agree. It’s a weird feeling of being someone else entirely from you at times right? 🤗
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