A lost girl

A lost girl

This is the story of a girl who feels lost, not physically but mentally. Mainly focuses on her depression and where it stared and how it starts affecting her. She tries drowing her feelings out in many difficult battles she faces, many that you can probably relate to. (The photos are all taken by me.)

published on January 0317 reads 6 readers 7 not completed
Chapter 1.
The start.

The start.

I can't really remember what it's like to happy, no I'm not saying I never get an occasional happy spell but it never last long. For as long as I can remember I've always felt kind of distant, a empty feeling in stomach as it almost hurts me to exist. Even when I was a child I felt this way, I can remember looking back at me laying in bed at night wondering why I'm even alive, thinking about my parents fighting and my siblings fighting constantly also. I've always longed for peace, a feeling I can't even get by myself because my mind is so damn loud.

Not to ramble on about the past; I just wanted to give you a kind of feel on who I am and how I am, 'Your not so typical depressed teen.'

By now if you're still reading you're probably thinking I'm insane, well you're not wrong. And no, I'm not taking my medicine regardless of what my mother thinks. I just don't see the point in taking something with negative effects and still feeling hella suicidal.
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OsakoLi
😮!!!
That. Was. Awesome! I like this story!!
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on January 04
OsakoLi
Is this Non-Fiction??? I am EXTREMELY interested! Can’t wait for the rest of the story!
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E.M.P
Thank you. And that's a secret my friend ☺️ I just added a chapter tho
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OsakoLi
Yay! I’ll read it!
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Hikari_Chan
I can relate. Lately I've been feeling that I am not me sounds stupid but yes. I get confused where I am. I always think I suffer from something. I was comparatively brave when I was a little kid. Please continue your story
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E.M.P
I'll definitely continue ☺️ And I can totally understand, if you need someone to talk to I'm here.
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on January 03
OsakoLi
I agree. It’s a weird feeling of being someone else entirely from you at times right? 🤗
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