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Coming home
I told my mom I didn’t want anyone to know where I was or what happened, I wanted to go home and continue the same monotonous life I had before. But as I figure my mom can never keep her mouth shut, I know the whole planet knew where I had went. I had many friends but I’m a very shut off person, I’ve never been one to share my feelings or deep aspects of my life. I had only told one of my friends what had happened and where I went. He felt very touchy on the subject and just made jokes and as...
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on February 05, 2018
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Locked away
Locked away
That morning bright and early away we went, on the journey to embarrassment and possibly social suicide at least part of me successfully got to kill its self. Hours in the car we finally arrived, I couldn't even wear a bra with underwire, or have shoe laces or strings in my pants. They dumped all my clothes and out and made me take out my gauges. (Side track: My gauges meant so much to me they were the one rebellious thing I could wear that was my style.) As I arrived after the check in which...
on January 04, 2018
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Getting help
Getting help
Okay sorry to leave y'all hanging, just didn't want to jump to far in for one day. As you can tell some major things went down that I shall now go into further detail with if you think you're ready..
That April day was really hard for me emotionally, mentally, physically, I had reached my absolute zero, all time low. Teachers came to me crying telling me my life was important as if they even cared considering the only reason they came to me was to ease their guilt of not noticing how messed u...
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on January 03, 2018
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A lost girl
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This is the story of a girl who feels lost, not physically but mentally. Mainly focuses on her depression and where it stared and how it starts affecting her. She tries drowing her feelings out in many difficult battles she fac...
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on January 03, 2018
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on August 12, 2017
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I want to smoke my lungs black, Pack after pack.. I want to drag a razor across my main vain, And watch the blood poor down the drain.. I want to jump off a clif, And tell the world I tripped. I want to 'fall' out of a movin...
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on April 22, 2017
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Suicide part 2💕
Suicide part 2💕
Poem #1

Sinister thoughts rolling through her brain
Got a gun and a lot of pain
Got a bottle of bleach
Just in reach
Got a knife
Just sharp enough to end her life
Got a noose
So tight she won't get loose
Got a pen
Emotions she can't keep in
Just like that she wrote
Her note
Took some secrets to the grave
She couldn't handle the pain
Breathed in the carbon monoxide
Just another successful suicide

Poem #2

Death
Is it more than just taking a final breath?
Living
Can you stop bef...
on April 16, 2017
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Hello qfeast meet my girl "rat, rat!"
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Death Is it more than just taking a final breath? Living Can you stop before your heart quits giving? Can it end when your heart begins to break And your smile seems to turn fake Are you still alive When all you feel is dark...
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on September 16, 2016
Stuck between kinda wanting to better myself and kind of wanting to just let myself go
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on September 14, 2016
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