Two sides

My Ghosts

Yes, if you saw the pic, I have voices in my head. I call them my ghosts. When I am alone, when I am trying to sleep after a great day, they speak. They sound like a younger me, a older me, and sometimes people from my past. They always bring me down, but I try to fight them. I try to speak to them, no luck. They act like they cant hear me, or they yell at me. Here is some things they say.. (if you don't want to see anything depressing don't read this next part!)


"You are worthless"
"Are you a girl or a boy? make up your mind!"
"please help me"
"Your such an idiot"
"Are you dead?"
"Hey, can you hear me?"
"Are you still here? Leave me alone already"
"Look at yourself. You know as soon as school starts you'll get bullied again. So just give up"
"Why aren't you helping me? am I nothing to you?"
"go die already"
"I want to die. Do you?"
"Ugly. No-one will ever truly love you"
"I'm scared"
"god please slit my throat"


Among others... Its not good, that's all I can say. thinking about it, they seem more like my inner demons then ghosts. But I call them my ghosts because they were me, or are me. Its strange, I know. Try not to think about it too much. But this is the price I have to pay, and I accept it fully.



It helps I go emotionless sometimes when I listen to them.