It's been a whole week. I haven't spoke to no one. I didn't eat nothing, all I had was water.
"Crystal, you are suffering from depression." Tony said. I kept my eyes focused on the ceiling.
"I know because I have been through depression. You will make it through, I promise." He said, kissing my forehead. I nodded my head, and got off the couch, and took a shower. I got out, putting sweatpants, a Anthem Made pullover, and socks. It was fairly cold, in Montana. I put on Uggs. Jeff was staying with EJ and the others in their RV. They were parked behind us. I rolled my eyes, putting my hair in a messy bun. I sat on the couch. Vic sat next to me, and sighed. I looked at him, and he smiled. I got up, trying to walk away, but Vic grabbed my hand, pulling me out of the RV. He started to drag me towards the field.
"VIC I DONT WANNA!" I screamed. That was the first time I spoke.
"Finally your speaking. And you have to come. Alex is really worried about you." He said. I looked ahead, and I saw Alex, sitting with his head in his hands. I let go of Vic's hand, running to my brother. Alex hugged me so tight. I breathed in his sent, and began to cry.
"A-Alex, I don't know w-what to do." I cried.
He hugged me tighter.
"It's gonna be okay. Just shh." Alex said. His words calmed me down, and I clung to his chest. He was so comfy. He was so warm. We stood up, and Alex grabbed my waist, and gave me a unforgettable hug. I shuffled a bit.
"Jesus Crystal! Watch the dîck!" Alex groaned.
"Oh sorry." I said, kissing his cheek.
I was back in the tour bus. I laid down on the couch.
"Crystal you gotta eat something." Vic said. I shook my head no.
"Please?" Vic begged. I rolled my eyes, as Vic fixed me up a burrito. I giggled, and took a bite. Holy shit this was good. I gave Vic a kiss on the cheek, as I finished it up. I put my plate in the sink.
"I'm taking you out tonight." Vic said.
"A party!" Vic cheered. I decided to go. Big. mistake.
I woke up. I looked at the clock; 3:36. Vic and the others were all awake, looking at me. I began to cry.
I was walking towards the bar, as a tall person bumped into me. I looked up, and it was Jeff. He gave me a disgusted look.
"Why is such a slût here?" Jeff asked. I didn't smell alcohol on his breath, so he wasn't drunk. I looked down, and continued to walk, fast.
"How could you?" I cried.
"Sorry, Hun. Slûts, bítches, and whôres, aren't allowed here. Your all of those." Jeff laughed. I held back my tears, and ran out, into the bathroom. I locked my self in the last stall, and the tears started to flow. Someone opened the door, and ran in. That person picked the lock, and opened the door. It was Jeff. He dragged me out, and down to the big, empty space, in the basement.
"For a bîtch like you, your gonna get what you deserve." Jeff snapped. He slid off of my shirt, and unbuckled my shorts. He slid down his shorts, then shirt. He grabbed my hair, making me look him in the eye.
"Bîtch." He said, throwing my head back. I groaned in pain. I looked at Jeff's finger, and his ring Was still on. Thank goodness. Jeff then slid my panties down, and jammed his throbbing member inside of me. I screamed, as Jeff pounded me. He pulled out of me, and then he pushed me down on my knees. He put his member in my mouth, as he made me suck. Warm liquid filled my mouth, as Jeff moaned, and pulled out of my mouth. He grabbed my hair once again.
"You made a big mistake of loving me. I'm a killer. And what do killers do? kill. Run." He yelled. I slipped my shirt on then my shorts. I got up, as I was slammed into the wall. "Jeff please! What about Alexis!" I cried out. Jeff looked at me, then the ground.
"Fûck it." He said. I could see the look of hurt in his eyes. He then kneed me, and slapped my head. He punched me In the rib, then stomped on my foot. He still had that evil smirk on his pretty face. I ran to the stairs, and I ran up them. I started to run back to my Tour bus. I heard, Tony, Mike, Jaime, and Vic, running after me. I was so weak. Must keep running. I fell to the ground, and Vic rushed by my side. My vision his blurring.
"STAY AWAKE! CMON CRYSTAL!" They kept yelling.
"Just T-Tell Jeff I-I love him." I said, as everything faded away.
End of flashback
Vic hugged me.
"Please tell me what happened." Vic begged. I told him everything. Every detail. I told them that I needed to be alone for a bit. I laid down on the couch.