uhhhh more updates
-seeing mustard service on april 22 and crywank on march 18th
-almost 19 which is crazy.
-tbh things have been a little rocky. i’ve been having panic attacks since last monday n i think it has something to do with the whole “old woman got hit by a car while you were on your way to class and she died and you were there and you feel shitty” thing. also my emetophobia has been worse than it has been in years. my friend (who i am very much still romantic involved See More w) has been helping me w that
-doin great in school!!! all a’s currently!!
-were up to 12 plants now. i bought a pipe jade to put in a cute cat shaped flowerpot i found, and my snake plant grew a pup and it got big enough to separate, so i put it in its own pot and it’s doing very well
-i’ve gotten into audio, hopefully will have the time and motivation to finish producing this album soon
-i’ve stepped away from drugs quite a bit !! nothin wrong w a little za every now n again but im no longer consuming mass quantities of edibles every night that i don’t have to wake up early and getting so high i can’t move. (my weed got confiscated and my former plug turned out to b a total cuntt so i narced so even if i wanted to i couldn’t)
-looking for a therapist/psychiatrist in chi. really wanna look more into the whole “potential schizospec diagnosis” thing
-seeing mustard service on april 22 and crywank on march 18th
-almost 19 which is crazy.
-tbh things have been a little rocky. i’ve been having panic attacks since last monday n i think it has something to do with the whole “old woman got hit by a car while you were on your way to class and she died and you were there and you feel shitty” thing. also my emetophobia has been worse than it has been in years. my friend (who i am very much still romantic involved See More w) has been helping me w that
-doin great in school!!! all a’s currently!!
-were up to 12 plants now. i bought a pipe jade to put in a cute cat shaped flowerpot i found, and my snake plant grew a pup and it got big enough to separate, so i put it in its own pot and it’s doing very well
-i’ve gotten into audio, hopefully will have the time and motivation to finish producing this album soon
-i’ve stepped away from drugs quite a bit !! nothin wrong w a little za every now n again but im no longer consuming mass quantities of edibles every night that i don’t have to wake up early and getting so high i can’t move. (my weed got confiscated and my former plug turned out to b a total cuntt so i narced so even if i wanted to i couldn’t)
-looking for a therapist/psychiatrist in chi. really wanna look more into the whole “potential schizospec diagnosis” thing
on March 01, 2023
seeing people refer to people who found this site in 2020 as “old qfeasters” makes me feel ancient i came here in 2015 idek why i’m still here
on February 26, 2023
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on February 26, 2023
brew stop black midi posting on a website where absolutely no one cares about black midi challenge (impossible)
on February 26, 2023
i love how shank is easily my favorite black midi member even though technically black midi consists of geordie, morgan, and cameron and shank is j kinda there because they needed a pianist
shank is everybody’s favorite though including geordie (when i saw them he would announce shank like every other song)
on February 26, 2023
on February 26, 2023
unfortunately couldn’t get a ticket 2 viagra boys tonight <\3 (i got tickets for mustard service and crywank instead)
on February 24, 2023
on February 22, 2023
on February 21, 2023
why r we weeding in da news feed mar*juana is BAD that’s literally beezlebubs broccoli wtf
on February 20, 2023
on February 19, 2023
being friends w foreign exchange kids is cool until they leave
i miss roman ALSO there’s this girl at my college n she is so fine + from what i’ve heard massively into me but she’s british and leaving after this semester WHY ME
on February 19, 2023
on February 19, 2023
ive completely cut off the majority of my high school friends the only ones i’m in contact w are jesus, nadiah, roman, and francesca and sometimes maddie but not often wtf
on February 17, 2023
on February 17, 2023
as someone who has bpd and wants to gatekeep the people i love from everyone else the yandere trope is annoying and overused and gross frankly
on February 17, 2023
on February 16, 2023
somebody just told me i look like zooey deschanel (both of my top 2 sad guy friends have been saying this since i cut my hair)
on February 14, 2023
got mustard service ticketsssss also might b seeing crywank again and mAybe viagra boys but most likely not bc i’m broke
on February 12, 2023
we were seriously lacking in black midi tweets for a while but they were somewhat talkative today. greep went on a rant, shank’s sick, and idek ehat cameron’s doing god
on February 12, 2023