garden vegetable and arugula breakfast bagel i am joyous
kodak
needs some kind of protein but all i have rn is bacon n i didnt want that
on May 06, 2025
on May 06, 2025
hung out with my friend last week and i was late as hell and he waited in the cemetery in the rain for me for like 45 minutes. told myself i was not gonna romanticize it. im romanticizing it.
r we really surprised i will either romanticize, analyze, or get scared over most anything if i like them enough
on May 06, 2025
on May 06, 2025
literally just bought tix to see she’s green (again) n i find out that mustard service is also playing in my city soon oh brother…
bought a looper pedal off my friend too oopsie (i think this was justified tho? have literally. been after one of them for years)
on May 07, 2025
also i need to finally j cough up the money for a decent tripod w my shitty digital camera from walmart i didn’t mind j making precarious rigs w/ instrument cases and boxes but i need to be serious ab it now
on May 06, 2025
“im going to be frugal” and then two of my fav bands of all time drop tour dates and i acquire a vhs camera which also means now i have to get a new battery, tapes, and a vcr so i can actually use the footage i record😭
on May 06, 2025
on May 05, 2025
notable objects i have acquired that people always ask ab when they come hang at my house
-typewriter
-madame alexander 8” “dutch” boy doll
-fully intact coyote skull
-record collection no turntable
-vhs camera
-cyanotype of my strap on
-typewriter
-madame alexander 8” “dutch” boy doll
-fully intact coyote skull
-record collection no turntable
-vhs camera
-cyanotype of my strap on
on May 03, 2025
kinda don’t understand how i have game ig im a conventionally attractive person to a degree but the second i get comfortable around u i j start tweaking out and being stupid and 90% of the time if that doesn’t make them leave i will just subconsciously figure out a reason to shut the whole thing down and disappear
ate a flower in front of a boy yesterday. he looked confused and scared for a second and then also ate a flower. it sorta made our mouths feel weird
on May 02, 2025
on May 01, 2025
a few weeks ago i cut contact with a man who was weird to me and purposely signed up to be in almost all of my classes and he has literally not been to class since
on April 29, 2025
i feel like having a weird crush on me is a canon event for 1/3 of the men in my school’s music and audio dept
always specifically a weird crush maybe one or 2 of them have been normal ab it, for better or for worse
on April 28, 2025
on April 28, 2025
i love showing my friends who don’t listen to radiohead the beach house incident its so fuckking funny
on April 26, 2025
on April 26, 2025
kodak uploaded a photo
i barely post my art anymore but !watercolor study from the new she’s green mv
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on April 26, 2025
j thrifted a 600 dollar camera for 19.99 if this works im gonna throw up in. a good way
on April 26, 2025
on April 25, 2025
on April 24, 2025
i need to put a timer limit on qfeast after 12 pm i get tired and/or inebriated and atart treating this shit like its twitter
on April 24, 2025
head from a sickly white boy and hes gonna have to stop like every 5 minutes to blow his nose
on April 24, 2025
i miss it when the most i had to worry about was literally just 3 missing assignments and maybe a fight with my girlfriend good god take me back
on April 22, 2025
surprise working 32 hours a week with with 16 credit hours, a gig as a working musician, and managing artists/booking shows for ppl is starting to get extremely exhausting
@xxchild0fm0nstersxx naw i want to graduate sooner rather than later lol. also if im
not taking 12+ hours (full time student) i do not quality for financial aid
not taking 12+ hours (full time student) i do not quality for financial aid
on April 23, 2025
Are you not able to do just one class a semester? I understand that our grindculture society thinks that's normal, but that is just begging for a burnout and mental breakdown, lol
on April 23, 2025
why is everyone in my family so okay w this too "oh you're just a hardworking girl" i have no idea who i am anymore because my only tiny bit of free time is spent trying to see my friends and physically recover from working myself to death every week
on April 22, 2025
on April 22, 2025
would it be unethical to start wearing my ex gf’s sweater again? she did a lot of shitty things but its a nice sweater and i sorta dont care about it anymore
on April 22, 2025
recent doings
-mostly working a lot. school’s getting busy and im sorta falling behind a lil bit
-im currently at 10 months w/ my first barista job; i am contemplating quitting it once i get settled into a new apartment. my other job pays better, gives me better and more consistent hours, schedules me weeks in advance so i can be aware of conflicts, and management is significantly better. my other manager is questionable at the least???? (straight up didnt send my my w2 bc he See More thought it was in the app he uses to schedule us. it is not.)
-trying to spend more valuable time w my friends. saw my 2 best friends on thursday and we got coffee and watched kenny vs spenny. after work yesterday i hung out w my friends (that was sorta lame tho tbh we barely actually talked and i was already cranky bc work tired me out and they spent the whole time on their phone which i was very upset about) also if things go as planned, im skipping class to see another friend on wednesday and we’re gonna go test a camera at the cemetery. (last time i went to the cemetery w them i got serenaded and also kissed on the mouth afterwards)
-finally coughed up $80 for nice watercolors and a watercolor book since the pans ive been using since junior year are kinda destroyed now
-met this girl at the cafe yesterday who seems rly cool, she gave me her instagram and offered to tattoo me. sorta wanna invite her on a picnic in the park.
-im opening again tomorrow so i gotta be up at like 4:45 and my stupid ass spent the last 30 minutes writing an entire 3 page analysis of re:stacks in my journal and i cried twice while writing it. justin deyardmond edison vernon you are so famous to me.
-mostly working a lot. school’s getting busy and im sorta falling behind a lil bit
-im currently at 10 months w/ my first barista job; i am contemplating quitting it once i get settled into a new apartment. my other job pays better, gives me better and more consistent hours, schedules me weeks in advance so i can be aware of conflicts, and management is significantly better. my other manager is questionable at the least???? (straight up didnt send my my w2 bc he See More thought it was in the app he uses to schedule us. it is not.)
-trying to spend more valuable time w my friends. saw my 2 best friends on thursday and we got coffee and watched kenny vs spenny. after work yesterday i hung out w my friends (that was sorta lame tho tbh we barely actually talked and i was already cranky bc work tired me out and they spent the whole time on their phone which i was very upset about) also if things go as planned, im skipping class to see another friend on wednesday and we’re gonna go test a camera at the cemetery. (last time i went to the cemetery w them i got serenaded and also kissed on the mouth afterwards)
-finally coughed up $80 for nice watercolors and a watercolor book since the pans ive been using since junior year are kinda destroyed now
-met this girl at the cafe yesterday who seems rly cool, she gave me her instagram and offered to tattoo me. sorta wanna invite her on a picnic in the park.
-im opening again tomorrow so i gotta be up at like 4:45 and my stupid ass spent the last 30 minutes writing an entire 3 page analysis of re:stacks in my journal and i cried twice while writing it. justin deyardmond edison vernon you are so famous to me.
on April 20, 2025