on April 05
do i reread sylvia plath's journal but annotate this time
on April 05
mmmm earl grey matcha
@i j steeped a lil bit of loose leaf earl gray in water n made matcha w that n drank it over ice w milk
on April 03
on April 03
analog.whore uploaded a photo
potion of joy and relaxation (rose and lavender matcha)
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on March 31
hungover at work and its SLAMMED
on March 30
my fav thing ever lately has been coming up w/ crazy imagery for songs and stuff and then the thing that inspired it rly isnt even that deep
the one line in a diff song thats like "sweating out a fever and †he house is ça†ching fire/im the one who's drowning in your sleep" sounds so insane and metaphorical and i could defo make it out to be that way, however i came up w it bc my friend told me ab how he went on a business trip w/ the flu and i thought it was poetic its about that it isn't even a metaphor
on June 01
like it SOUNDS that deep tho???? “a sort of salvation when im counting constellations” so pretty great use of alliteration its also about getting my shit freaked
on March 29
on March 29
made such a good drink today at work wtf
iced half-sweet pistachio matcha w/ white mocha cold foam… the kind of drink the most annoying mfs in the city will come order in the midst of a rush
on March 28
on March 28
i am in tears on a red line train rn bc my sweet sweet mother posted a bunch of photos of me for my bday including this one of me at a train station after going out w a guy (and it isl uhhhhh very obvious i had j been out with a guy)
was thinking ab how "damn she coulda posted the before pic" and remembered before pic is me holding the unabridged journals of sylvia plath... now why was i bringing that w me to the hookup
on March 25
on March 25
love having friends i can be bad with. horrendous activities afoot we are not getting lunch we are playing littlest pet shops twins in the womb roleplay and mother is drinking tonight
(this is not a joke btw me and my best friend have done that and its on the tame side of our shenanigans)
on March 25
on March 25
my birthday cake doesnt have enough blueberries in it :(
(i made the cake and was actively eating the blueberries out of the bowl this is my own doing)
on March 25
on March 25
i am 21
i think im actually going to not get white girl wasted today just for the sake of being different (also bc i have a 7 am shift tmr)
on March 25
on March 25
me and the random shoegaze band from taiwan with 13000 listeners i just found against the world:3
on March 25
why do i primarily seem to attract slavic women and dudes whose names start with r
exhibit a: a man who abandoned me at a show we went to together to hang out with this other girl he was seeing at the same time and then cried ab her in my arms like three days after the fact bc she went exclusive w/ one of the guys she was seeing
exhibit b: my former roommate's friend who was crashing at our place. we lezzed out and then i gave her my sweatshirt See More bc she was cold and the next morning i woke up first and made her pancakes and over breakfast she proceeded to tell me she had a whole ass long distance boyfriend of 2 years (also i didnt get the sweatshirt back and i still have the socks she left on my floor)
exhibit c: man at a halloween show i played, who moments beforehand had scolded my best friend bc she told me to kill myself. i was dressed as bjork and iirc i was also rly mad bc i was sick and didnt sound as good as i would've liked to. i was like no bc i was interested in someone else n he is still not over me and won't leave me alone
exhibit b: my former roommate's friend who was crashing at our place. we lezzed out and then i gave her my sweatshirt See More bc she was cold and the next morning i woke up first and made her pancakes and over breakfast she proceeded to tell me she had a whole ass long distance boyfriend of 2 years (also i didnt get the sweatshirt back and i still have the socks she left on my floor)
exhibit c: man at a halloween show i played, who moments beforehand had scolded my best friend bc she told me to kill myself. i was dressed as bjork and iirc i was also rly mad bc i was sick and didnt sound as good as i would've liked to. i was like no bc i was interested in someone else n he is still not over me and won't leave me alone
on March 25
on March 25
on March 25
tomorrow my last day of being 20 oh brother
on March 23
i had 4 cortados at work today.
ive been sorta freaking out bc ive been getting dizzy spells lately at work and tbh it may be a caffeine intake issue
on March 22
on March 22