Wretched life updates:
- Y'all know how I'm writing a thesis on Donald Trump? Well I was supposed to go to the US next month to conduct some research, but my university no longer approves that trip because of the danger the Trump administration poses to me. That's right, my university, the Canadian Association of University Teachers, and the Government of Canada itself had informed me that me exercising my academic freedom and freedom of speech/expression puts a target on my back See More and risks getting me detained and deported. I don't wanna end up in an El Salvador private prison for criticizing Trump, so yeah. Marco Rubio also said that if you "think wrong, we don't want you here." If this isn't authoritarianism, I don't know what is.
- Things are decidedly better in Canada but still very, very bad. We're having an election right now where my academic freedom is again at stake (Pierre Pollievre said he would crack down on "woke ideologies" in universities without defining what that means). So is our healthcare system, but that's been in the toilet forever and I don't see that improving regardless of who wins. The two biggest election issues are cost of living and dealing with Donald Trump constantly threatening us and trying to drive UP our cost of living.
- All of this is to say that I am seriously considering moving to China. That's right, the Chinese government is friendlier to my research and academic freedom than the supposed leader of the free world that is the object of my study. The global order is changing and the west is not going to come out on top. In the pseudo cold war between US hegemony and rising Chinese global prominence, I'm getting ready to switch teams. Xi Jinping is a lot of things but a decidedly better world leader than Trump and Pollievre is one of them.
- My blue tongue skink is still doing very well. Idk how I'll take him with me to China but these things can be sorted out.
- Oh I also won an election and I am now one of the lead executives in my student union. I'm going to do everything in my power in this role to safeguard academic freedom at my woke ass university.
- Y'all know how I'm writing a thesis on Donald Trump? Well I was supposed to go to the US next month to conduct some research, but my university no longer approves that trip because of the danger the Trump administration poses to me. That's right, my university, the Canadian Association of University Teachers, and the Government of Canada itself had informed me that me exercising my academic freedom and freedom of speech/expression puts a target on my back See More and risks getting me detained and deported. I don't wanna end up in an El Salvador private prison for criticizing Trump, so yeah. Marco Rubio also said that if you "think wrong, we don't want you here." If this isn't authoritarianism, I don't know what is.
- Things are decidedly better in Canada but still very, very bad. We're having an election right now where my academic freedom is again at stake (Pierre Pollievre said he would crack down on "woke ideologies" in universities without defining what that means). So is our healthcare system, but that's been in the toilet forever and I don't see that improving regardless of who wins. The two biggest election issues are cost of living and dealing with Donald Trump constantly threatening us and trying to drive UP our cost of living.
- All of this is to say that I am seriously considering moving to China. That's right, the Chinese government is friendlier to my research and academic freedom than the supposed leader of the free world that is the object of my study. The global order is changing and the west is not going to come out on top. In the pseudo cold war between US hegemony and rising Chinese global prominence, I'm getting ready to switch teams. Xi Jinping is a lot of things but a decidedly better world leader than Trump and Pollievre is one of them.
- My blue tongue skink is still doing very well. Idk how I'll take him with me to China but these things can be sorted out.
- Oh I also won an election and I am now one of the lead executives in my student union. I'm going to do everything in my power in this role to safeguard academic freedom at my woke ass university.
on April 22
Happy 2025:
- I am doing serious fr fr research and I won a pretty epic award for said political science research
- Law school is still the plan but I'm gonna try to get into student politics and then work/intern for a party
- Skink is still doing strong
- Canada is lowkey so screwed and it's only gonna get worse but alas at least I can monetize it
- I am doing serious fr fr research and I won a pretty epic award for said political science research
- Law school is still the plan but I'm gonna try to get into student politics and then work/intern for a party
- Skink is still doing strong
- Canada is lowkey so screwed and it's only gonna get worse but alas at least I can monetize it
on January 11
I have such a weird relationship with qfeast dot com. We were all exposed to actual pedophiles on here as kids which was kind of insane. Literally everyone I know that used this site that I'm still in touch with has BPD so that's fun. One person I met on here was my best friend for many years. The drama we used to start and get into was all very funny in hindsight. I remember how cool I thought it was that I got to meet so many people from all over the U.S and how excited I got See More every time there was another Canadian. I also remember when my abusive ex used my account to get my friends' passwords and personal information and made his own account on here to ruin it for me. This account specifically documented the height of that relationship, my drug addiction, and my mental illness.
I feel so nostalgic coming back on here every now and again and looking both at what my old friends are posting and at what new users who are around the ages that we started using this site making similar content. Ultimately, I think I'm grateful for my qfeast experience. It's weird realizing that we're all adults with jobs and lives (some of us are even engaged and pregnant!), but I like seeing what y'all are up to.
I feel so nostalgic coming back on here every now and again and looking both at what my old friends are posting and at what new users who are around the ages that we started using this site making similar content. Ultimately, I think I'm grateful for my qfeast experience. It's weird realizing that we're all adults with jobs and lives (some of us are even engaged and pregnant!), but I like seeing what y'all are up to.
on May 12, 2024
on December 21, 2023
Life update because I'm 20 now:
- Halfway through my third year of university and still a straight-A student.
- I'm in the honours program and next semester I start developing my thesis. I'm thinking of doing a comparative study of German and Canadian federalism and environmental politics, or doing a study of the rise of right-wing extremism in the U.S and Canada.
- I'm now fluent enough in German that it's time for me to choose a 5th language to study. I'm thinking of either See More Mandarin Chinese or Indonesian because I don't speak any Asian languages. Spanish is also a good one.
- I have a boyfriend who I've been with for a year. He is great.
- My skink is still doing good.
- I still regularly or semi-regularly talk to 5 people I met on here and I've hung out with 2 of them irl.
- I still write fiction, I just write a lot more non-fiction now.
- I'm a personal assistant.
- Halfway through my third year of university and still a straight-A student.
- I'm in the honours program and next semester I start developing my thesis. I'm thinking of doing a comparative study of German and Canadian federalism and environmental politics, or doing a study of the rise of right-wing extremism in the U.S and Canada.
- I'm now fluent enough in German that it's time for me to choose a 5th language to study. I'm thinking of either See More Mandarin Chinese or Indonesian because I don't speak any Asian languages. Spanish is also a good one.
- I have a boyfriend who I've been with for a year. He is great.
- My skink is still doing good.
- I still regularly or semi-regularly talk to 5 people I met on here and I've hung out with 2 of them irl.
- I still write fiction, I just write a lot more non-fiction now.
- I'm a personal assistant.
on December 21, 2023
Obligatory life update:
- Finished first year of university with straight A's.
- I'm majoring in political science with a minor in philosophy and I love every second of it.
- Uhhh I got another tattoo?? Honestly my entire life for the past year has been school lol.
- I've returned to an old writing project to make it suck less and I've started a totally new one that I'm very excited for.
- I'm still in touch with 6 people I met on here. 2 I kinda just follow and don't interact See More with a ton, 2 I'm in a gc with and we talk shit about each other's exes, and 2 are still my besties and I love them very very much.
- I think I might fully be a lesbian which is embarrassing because I dated a man for 4 years as a couple of you might remember.
- Finished first year of university with straight A's.
- I'm majoring in political science with a minor in philosophy and I love every second of it.
- Uhhh I got another tattoo?? Honestly my entire life for the past year has been school lol.
- I've returned to an old writing project to make it suck less and I've started a totally new one that I'm very excited for.
- I'm still in touch with 6 people I met on here. 2 I kinda just follow and don't interact See More with a ton, 2 I'm in a gc with and we talk shit about each other's exes, and 2 are still my besties and I love them very very much.
- I think I might fully be a lesbian which is embarrassing because I dated a man for 4 years as a couple of you might remember.
on May 09, 2022
Popping by for the monthly life update:
- I got into university on a scholarship
- I'm moving to an island in a few months for said university
- Ich spreche Deutsch jetzt
- I'm vegan now I guess
- I have a really really cool skink
- I got more tattoos and piercings and cut a bunch of my hair off See More
I've been on and off of this site since I was 10 and now I'm 18 and just,,,, holy shit. Life is good. Not great, but I'm working on myself and getting there. So yeah it really do get better though and that's the moral of the story.
- I got into university on a scholarship
- I'm moving to an island in a few months for said university
- Ich spreche Deutsch jetzt
- I'm vegan now I guess
- I have a really really cool skink
- I got more tattoos and piercings and cut a bunch of my hair off See More
I've been on and off of this site since I was 10 and now I'm 18 and just,,,, holy shit. Life is good. Not great, but I'm working on myself and getting there. So yeah it really do get better though and that's the moral of the story.
on May 04, 2021
Hey fckers I'm an adult and I have my life together kinda
on April 11, 2021
on April 11, 2021
I love your hedgehog pfp
on February 24, 2021
Wow I logged on after a month just for funsies and this is what y'all are doing lmao
on October 20, 2020
@sodagalactics I'm not sorry at all this is prime comedy
But in all seriousness I hope no one is actually getting hurt over this. I'm someone who can laugh at someone being an idiot but yikes I hope y'all are safe.
But in all seriousness I hope no one is actually getting hurt over this. I'm someone who can laugh at someone being an idiot but yikes I hope y'all are safe.
on October 20, 2020
on October 20, 2020
on October 20, 2020
QUICK EVERYONE COMMENT YOUR FAVORITE THING ABOUT LINDSEY!
I'LL GO FIRST!!!
You are a intelligent being who is also an amazing friend. You're there for everyone no matter what. You're absolutely beautiful, you're talented and an amazing writer. I'm happy you're my friend!
I'LL GO FIRST!!!
You are a intelligent being who is also an amazing friend. You're there for everyone no matter what. You're absolutely beautiful, you're talented and an amazing writer. I'm happy you're my friend!
on September 22, 2020
Bloop
on August 08, 2020
I'm looking up awful baby names for a short story idea I had and some of these are really great. My personal favourite (and these are all real) are:
- Amabella
- Tinsley
- Merica
- Vejonica
- Beberly
- Little Sweetmeat (by FAR the best one) See More
- Derfla
- Clitis
- Jammy
- Seven
- Jermajesty
- Amabella
- Tinsley
- Merica
- Vejonica
- Beberly
- Little Sweetmeat (by FAR the best one) See More
- Derfla
- Clitis
- Jammy
- Seven
- Jermajesty
Little Sweetmeat will get all of my inheritance and never get made fun of for that WONDERFUL name
on July 18, 2020
on July 18, 2020
I love bears so much. I didn't see any today, but I saw some mountain goats, elk, coyotes, and some cool birbs
on June 26, 2020
witch bitch
on June 25, 2020