Songs I Make

price i have to pay ( no specific way to read)

freedom ill never find
if i keep looking behind
past is here present is declined
there is no such future of mine
we all want to die
we just dont know it
some people like me are restraint and just dont show it
but one day like me theyre gonna blow it
and its gonna be hard just to go with it
cus ive been there and still am today
i look at pretty knifes ad i start to play
not thinking of the price i might have to pay.
looking at broken glass seeing my reflection
looking at another me, another rejection
tears staining
heart breaking
im wondering why my chest is aching
but oh look that bleach looks tasty
and my throat is dry, and im drinking kind of hastly
set down the cup thats enough for today
cus you never know what price i have to pay