letters to myself

if you want to read this, be my guest. this will be a collection of letters to myself, whether it be to the past or to the future. i guess i just want to help myself, maybe this is how *lowercase intended

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letters to myself
Chapter 3.

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today i did it again

for the first time in 4 months

but it wasn't like usual

i didn't just scratch
i didn't just pick

i was making myself a sandwich
i was cutting the bread with a serrated knife

as i cut the bread, the world shifted out of focus
i watched my own hand skim the blade into my arm
i can't believe what i have done

it's been 3 years since i really "cut"

i find that the serrated blade hurts more
it feels nice
to feel anything at all

but this isn't my "beautifully tragic" story
this is my life
this is wrong
this isn't normal
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sapphirethehedgehog
This is so raw, you are so brave to be writing your thoughts down and becoming vulnerable like this, I really hope future you finds this and becomes extremely proud of themselves for being able to surpass this stage, I’m rooting for you :)
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on December 23, 2018
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wolfman
:,)
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AnimePup
you're never gonna be alone as long as i'm alive. you've got more support than me as well, so make use of it!!
people really do care about you, including me.
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on December 20, 2018
wolfman
you make me feel less alone
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on December 20, 2018
AnimePup
i'm serious, milo.
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on December 20, 2018
wolfman
tysm
that really means a lot
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on December 20, 2018
AnimePup
if you need ANYTHING, don't hesitate to come to me. i really do care and worry about you.
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