Thrown in Purposefully

Dark Marks and facing friends

I stood nervously in a horizontal line.Next to me was Draco and Pansy Parkinson.I felt strange being the only Gryffindor in this line.I just wished we could get it and leave quickly but I knew it wouldn't work that way.After we had gotten our marks,Voldemort started going on about how we were going to infilitrate Hogwarts.I wasn't really paying attention.A couple hours later,we were all ready to leave and put that plan into action.Draco had told me the plans and I had willingly got ready.As we reached Hogwarts I closed my eyes slightly.My second home was about to be destroyed.I waited patiently as the others blasted the door down and stomped in.The chattering in the Great Hall seized.I could see Ron,Hermione,Luna,Dean,Seamus,Cedric,Cho,Harry,Ginny,George,Fred,Neville and many others.I was hurting inside.I loved them all yet here I was caring only about me and Draco's relationship.George was whispering with Fred and glanced every so often at me.I felt dirty and guilty.It was horrible.Draco noticed that I was uncomfortable and took my hand.This would probably be the same feeling Draco would've felt if I had been sitting next to Ginny and Dean right now.I saw the hate written all over Harrys face.He hates me.My own brother hates me.I mouthed 'I'm sorry' to him but he just glared.Figures.Suddenly,I didn't WANT to be standing here next to Draco.I put my boyfriend in front of my own brother.That is totally stupid."Draco."I whispered as Bellatrix started announcing why we there."What?"Draco asked turning to me."Um...I wanna switch sides."I whispered.Draco rolled his eyes."This isn't a game,Jamie.We have to take this seriously."Draco hissed.I suddenly,didn't care if I was overheard."MALFOY!I NEVER DID WANT TO JOIN THIS DAMNED SIDE!YOU MAY NOT LOVE ANYONE BUT I DO!I LOVE MY BROTHER AND MY FRIENDS AND I USED TO LOVE YOU!NOT ANYMORE....Malfoy!"I screamed at him.Bellatrix had stopped talking and had patiently listened to my outburst.I saw Dumbledore sitting up at the staff table a glint in his eyes.I stomped down that damn aisle and I plopped myself right down between George and Ron.Ron was trying to avoid looking at me but George patted my back and said "I knew your temper would come in handy one day.And behold,I was right.You owe me ten bucks,Freddie."I smiled.It was good to be back.Bellatrix stared at me.I saw Draco trying to hold back tears.I stopped smiling when I saw Lucius Malfoy,unnoticed by everyone else,raising his wand that was pointed directly at me.I jumped out of the way just in time.George fell back into Fred who fell off the bench.I slid under the Ravenclaw table.My breath hitched as Cho moved over.Crap!I'M EXPOSED!I rolled out and stood.Now I was done for the Killing Curse was headed straight for me and I can't or it'll hit somebody else.Everyone watched.Probably expecting me to move out of the way.I glanced behind me,made sure no one was in the killing curses way and dove onto the tiled floor.Unfortunately,the floor is really hard."Ow..."I mumbled but pulled my self together.Bellatrix stood over me.My vision was swimming.I'm too far from both Hufflepuff and Ravenclaw tables to jump underneath and my wand was all the way in my pocket."Up!"Bellatrix ordered.I stood too tired to disobey.Bellatrix looked around."This is what happens to people who defy The Dark Lords team."Bellatrix told them.I looked at Harry.He was watching this with a pained expression.He wanted to help,yet was still angry at me.I shakily reached for my wand."Expelliarmus!"Bellatrix said and my wand went clattering to the floor.Everyone in the room was watching me.Seeing what I would do.Hoping I could get out of this situation."Fall back!"Bellatrix hissed at me loudly.I understood what she meant.I walked back down the aisle,her closely behind,back to Draco and the other Death Eaters.My head was still swimming but I didn't dare defy Bellatrix.I fell back into line with Draco."Now you see.Muggles have there place.Mudbloods have there place.And even rebels have there place."Bellatrix said pointing to me her smile was cruel."Leave my sister alone!"Harry cried out suddenly standing.I smiled.Harry wasn't that bad a brother after all.