This is the nightmare i live in

6 years later

I thought that i got over that horrible day. But i was wrong. my friend said to me "My best friend killed herself." I thought Hmm... Honestly i thought i forgot about lily. You reminded me. But i didn't tell my friend Alex that she reminded me. I just let it go. It was six years since the time i let all my anger and stress and sadness out. I finally feel happy again in six years. I was able to party again and do stuff i would normally do. But.. i still went to lily's grave everyday and put flowers on the grave. sometimes even sleep on the grave. Me and lily had a very strong bond. We loved each other. (in a best friend way. duh :P) It was the best day of my life when i met her. my face lit up. I thought in my head we're gonna be best friends. And a year later. that very thing happened.