Is It Bad That I Want to Be The Best?

Is It Bad That I Want to Be The Best?

Okay...so here's the deal. For some reason (I remind myself of Vegeta) I find myself caring for nothing except power. Like, I'll be exercising so hard at times, my body will feel like it's ripping apart and I still feel determined to be better. Ever since I was a little kid, big bullies would knock me down. The next day I find myself being bullied and get so full of rage and knock them down. This also applies with academics. If I see someone doing better than me, I stop at nothing to be better, which is why I have straight A's two quarters in a row. And I don't know why I keep getting these urges to be better...I'm starting to worry. What is happening to me!?

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Fej123
It depends on the situation. Having determination and having a rage problem are two different things. It sounds like you don't like to be wrong, or when things don't go your way, you get violent. For now I'd suggest talking to someone, or using your determination for good. Hope this helped!
on March 28
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rigby
nothings wrong with u man i have the same problem its normal
Reploid_Zero
No...it's a struggle between to things. Something that's been raging my entire life. What do I choose...good, or evil?
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rigby
r u even online
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on March 02, 2015
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rigby
geez man hayyyyyyyyyyyy
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on March 02, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
Argh! Bye...
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
gots to go
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
i think so
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on February 27, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
Do I even want to know!?
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
not really............... u havent asked me any personal questions yet
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
i gots to go in 3 min
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on February 27, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
Argh! You're impossible! You keep having the same likes and dislikes as me.
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
everybody loves pizza
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
watttttttttttttt
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on February 27, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
-.- See what I mean?
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
i like tron legacy i love pizza
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on February 27, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
Don't know who Bridget Mendler is. Favorite movie, TRON: Legacy. Favorite show, Dragon Ball Z. Favorite food, pizza.
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
wats your favorite movie,show,food
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
do u like bridget mendler
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
im serious
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
no im not
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on February 27, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
Are you trying to make me feel happy or something...?
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
nope
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on February 27, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
Wha-! You're kidding!
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
sometimes i am so confused its like i dont know wat i want
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
heck ya
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on February 27, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
But do you have the hate that I do, the desire to get revenge on society? To become the strongest fighter around?
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
probaly because i have the things that u do
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on February 27, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
All the things I know about from what you said about yourself mimics things about me!
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
wat do u mean
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on February 27, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
Why is your story so similar to mine!?
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
i cant either
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on February 27, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
They hold me back! I can't realize my true strengths without them getting in the way!
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
i have freinds but friends r tempororay so i distance myself from then
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
really y
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on February 27, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
Sadly, yes. I want to get rid of them.
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
do u have friends
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
exactly
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
i just broke up with him right
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on February 27, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
I like how I never met you, and I feel like I know everything about you.
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
right
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on February 27, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
Nice. A confident girl like you, you'd probably got a boyfriend, right?
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
same
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Reploid_Zero
...14. You?
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
how old r u
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
ahhh ok
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on February 27, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
Yeah-whatever. Lag, you know, something delayed.
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
a wat
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
people started making fun of me 4 playin piano but i set them straight
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on February 27, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
There's some lag in our posting.
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
thank u
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on February 27, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
And cool.
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
wat
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on February 27, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
Hmph...thanks.
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
i can play Symphonoy#1
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
cool
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on February 27, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
Yeah. I can even play the first page of "Moonlight Sonata: Movement #1".
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
or Mozart
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
do u like Bethooven
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on February 27, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
I like classical music only, and maybe some themes from video games. As for do I think I like you...hmph, only time will tell.
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
well do u like me then
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on February 27, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
...The "about" section in your profile. I check everyone to see whether I like them or not...
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
how do not have a favorite rapper
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
how did u know that
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on February 27, 2015
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Reploid_Zero
I don't have one. By the way, you go to Crestwood High School. Nice.
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
wats your favorite rapper
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
ok
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Reploid_Zero
Ohio.
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
wat state
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Reploid_Zero
It's a group of schools in the city called Franklin.
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
yah i would. i have a very complex and disturbed mind i can and will beleive anything. what city is franklin city schools
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Reploid_Zero
You won't believe me. Anyways, I goto Franklin City Schools.
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rigby
btw wat school do u go to
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
i beleive u man
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
yes it is
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Reploid_Zero
I do. Even if no one believes me. And I don't care who does or does not. It's people's arrogance that will finish them.
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
not really i mean do we even know wat happens though
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Reploid_Zero
But in the end, when you die, you can only serve one. There is no middle that lasts forever.
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
i do its not that hard
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Reploid_Zero
No one can serve two masters...
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on February 27, 2015
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rigby
both
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Masubii_Chan
^.^U Hmmm....Imma just type out my thoughts for this...

Academically:
Honestly, it's a pretty good attitude to have in academics. Doesn't schools always say to try your best? So really, it's not that bad...

Emotionally:
^.^U This is the part I'm troubled a bit. IDK whether this is deemed bad or good in society, but in my opinion, I would say...take it easy a bit. I mean, I understand that you want to get better, but take it easy...You don't have to keep pushing yourself to always See More▼
Reploid_Zero
Aww~! Thanks Sophie!
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Reploid_Zero
^///^
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on February 27, 2015
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Masubii_Chan
^///^
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Fuse360
You're just very competitive . Don't worry about it.
Reploid_Zero
Okay!
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