i don't have anywhere to vent so i'm just gonna do it here.
i have no irl friends anymore that i see often. i have people who i see maybe a few times a year who are my friends who i love but i have no one immediate. i have no hobbies or interests, and all i do is work and yet i have $174 to my name. i'm fooling myself into thinking i can go to cosmetology school next year even though its 8 hour days for 11 months straight and i'll have no time to work anymore and maybe there See More is no point! maybe i should just stay in grocery forever idk bc at least i HAVE a mfking job idfk. there's no joy in my life right now and i wish there was.
i have no irl friends anymore that i see often. i have people who i see maybe a few times a year who are my friends who i love but i have no one immediate. i have no hobbies or interests, and all i do is work and yet i have $174 to my name. i'm fooling myself into thinking i can go to cosmetology school next year even though its 8 hour days for 11 months straight and i'll have no time to work anymore and maybe there See More is no point! maybe i should just stay in grocery forever idk bc at least i HAVE a mfking job idfk. there's no joy in my life right now and i wish there was.
omegaverse
@caligulasAquarium0 this is the only school in my area 😬
on August 12, 2024
omegaverse
all my mom cares about is getting money from me she don't care about my wellbeing 😭
on August 12, 2024
omegaverse
both my parents are under the impression school stops once you leave at 4:30 which?? isn't true??? they think i can go to school, work until 10, get home at 11, and wake up at 8 to go to school and do that every single day like? No? it's an intensive program that requires hours upon hours of work outside of school?? mom is like "you can work evenings and weekends!" See More no i can NOT!
on August 12, 2024
omegaverse
@tecna js my mom and she's who i pay rent to 😭 but we can't afford our apartment w/o it
on August 12, 2024
yukari
im in a nail program rn and let me sayyy… it eats up SO MUCH TIME. not just the eight hour days but the homework too. genuinely i spent one day writing notes for 14 hours straight. one of my classmates is unemployed, has 5 kids, works odd jobs, does doordash after school. one of my classmates is a bottle girl and another one sells feet pics. basically we’re almost See More all unemployed. do u have anyone to stay with?
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drunk rn wondering if i let myself get fat to avoid being objectified
on July 30, 2024
we talked today about how awkward kissing is and dating is and about how it makes us both anxious and he said he wanted to go out when i come home from vacation so idk of he wants to hang or if its a date but hes paying and im driving so ahhh
on July 28, 2024
i need this boy to be my little boyfriend
on July 27, 2024
i met someone 😁 we'll see what happens
on July 24, 2024
qfeaster to borderline personality disorder haver pipeline should be studied cuz how did it get all of us
qfeast was actually a government program that gave people bpd through frequencies in the bongo notification noise
on July 23, 2024
on July 23, 2024
who wanna rp
omg i can’t comment on your profile but your bio Omg hello fellow college dropout turned beauty industry person 😍
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i had a grilled cheese today and it sucked
on June 30, 2024
life update i got a draculaura doll and also want to kill myself
@tecna SHE'S PACKED BECAUSE I'M MOVING but i got this one!!!! https://www.walmart.com/ip/Monster-High-Draculaura-Fashion-Doll-with-Pet-Bat-Cat-Count-Fabulous-and-Accessories-Collectible/5062138456
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qfeast seems to resurface in popularity every 5-6 years (i.e. it was popping in 2015-16 and then 2020-21) which means that 2025-26 will be the year everyone comes back.
on May 29, 2024