
TW
I think I’m gonna fuucking kill myself. I have no true friend group, literally nobody likes me, and I keep scaring people I like away. I have 0 redeeming qualities (clearly) and everyone would just be better off without me. it’s taking everything I have not to just overdose and fuucking die. i feel so fuucking numb and out of my body constantly. i haven’t been able to fall asleep at night in months, so I’m just exhausted mentally and physically. I legitimately want to die See More and the only thing stopping me is the fact that I might fuucking survive.
I think I’m gonna fuucking kill myself. I have no true friend group, literally nobody likes me, and I keep scaring people I like away. I have 0 redeeming qualities (clearly) and everyone would just be better off without me. it’s taking everything I have not to just overdose and fuucking die. i feel so fuucking numb and out of my body constantly. i haven’t been able to fall asleep at night in months, so I’m just exhausted mentally and physically. I legitimately want to die See More and the only thing stopping me is the fact that I might fuucking survive.

malicex
And I can’t tell anyone how I feel bc I don’t want to go back to the hospital!!
on August 19, 2019
on August 19, 2019

if anybody has ideas on what I should film a youtube video about pls let me know!!
on August 19, 2019

i don't know u that well, but u remind me of millie bobby brown

lmao do u know abt that twitter drama where ppl were spreading rumors abt mills being homophobic? @phannie
on August 18, 2019
on August 18, 2019

just because someone has possessions other than food and water doesn’t make them privileged !!
you don’t get to decide what someone gets to buy, it’s not any of your damn business tbh.
and you can own nice things and still be in a bad situation!
you don’t get to decide what someone gets to buy, it’s not any of your damn business tbh.
and you can own nice things and still be in a bad situation!
on August 17, 2019

VERY BIG TW
i was legitimately so upset earlier about my braces that when I was driving home from the orthodontists I sped up really fast and almost drove off the road. I wanted to die that badly. I’m so fücking ugly and unloveable I wish I had just done it bc I deserve it
i was legitimately so upset earlier about my braces that when I was driving home from the orthodontists I sped up really fast and almost drove off the road. I wanted to die that badly. I’m so fücking ugly and unloveable I wish I had just done it bc I deserve it
on August 14, 2019

i got braces and they were supposed to use the clear brackets but I got the stupid doctor and he gave me the regular ones with BLACK BANDS so now I look fücking stupid as shit

not to mention it hurts so goddamn bad that I can’t eat, can’t sleep, and it gave me a massive headache so I can’t go to practice today
on August 14, 2019
on August 14, 2019

tw
lol might kms :-*
lol might kms :-*

on August 13, 2019
on August 12, 2019

milo? confessing their love to someone at 10:30? it’s more likely than you think

nobody will ever love me!!! and don’t say someone will bc guess what???? yeah people love me as a FRIEND but nobody will EVER want to love me in the way I need someone to
on August 12, 2019

on August 12, 2019
on August 12, 2019

when u accidentally slam a door and ur dad flips over the chair that ur sitting in and hits u while screaming in your face about how much he hates you

@cairngorm I think im ok now, he didn't actually hurt me and I was able to keep myself from self harming so thats good ig
on August 12, 2019
on August 12, 2019

on August 11, 2019

I just noticed that someone i really used to be close to and really trusted blocked me on all social media and I don’t even know what to think. They were the only person I felt i could confide in when I was in and out of the hospital and they don’t even like me

I'm sorry man but please know there are people who like yo. We all do. Maybe it was a mistake or something was up or their acc could be hacked ? If not, or on purpose, then they don't deserve you. Please take care and know we all like you.
on August 11, 2019

tw !!!!!!!
I want to fücking kill myself so bad it’s not even funny
Clearly nobody fücking likes me
I want to fücking kill myself so bad it’s not even funny
Clearly nobody fücking likes me
on August 11, 2019
on August 11, 2019

XXXTC by Brooke Candy, Maliibu Miitch, and Charli XCX is the song of the century
on August 09, 2019