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My Real Story. I was surprised when Maddy (MMMMMMM6) was so completely honest with everything in her story. I was proud because I knew how much time she would have spent deciding whether or not to post that. I wasn't completely honest in my story because I couldn't quite get all the courage that Maddy had. Now I feel like if I don't do this I will not be able to get it out of my system for my whole life. I've never told any of my friends this. In my whole life I've only ever told See More▼ 2 people. But here it is. When I was 10 my parents split up. I had the stupid mindset that it was my fault. I never quite forgave myself. When was older I certainly knew I was wrong, I still kept believing at the back of my mind that it was my fault. I got on well with my step brothers and my half sisters were adorable. I started to cut my wrists with a razor. I never told anyone because I had such a great life I didn't feel like I deserved to cut. That was until I met Maddy. I wanted to get to know her so badly. At first I didn't know why. I was just drawn to this beautiful girl that was always smiling and laughing. I eventually went to talk to her she was friendly but distant. I spoke her friends and they told me it was because I hung out with the populars. People that had once bullied her to the point that she no longer trusted them or anyone who was with them. She thought they all had the same mindset and she thought that I was one of them, which I was, but not all of them were like the ones she had issues with. A lot of the people I was with were very nice and she had never got to know them because of awful things the others had done to her. I continued to talk to her and earn her trust but I never had her full trust until I told her one of my most well kept secrets. I told her about my cutting and after that she changed. She started to open up to me. That was how our relationship started. I'm proud to say that I no longer cut. Maddy helped me stop. She showed me that she cared. So I stopped. So this is my story. I love you Maddy <3

I don't really have much of a story. I've always been pretty lucky with friends. I seemed to get them quite easily, but I've seen so many acts of bullying happen and I've had to stand up for so many other people, but I'm glad I could be there for them. My parents split up so I have quite a few siblings, but they are mostly half brothers and half sisters but we have become so close that we never call each other that In year 8 I met Maddy (MMMMMMM6) who is my girlfriend now. But See More▼ when I met her I realised that she had to be the most beautiful girl on the planet. She was always looking out for others, hardly ever herself. She was always smiling and laughing. So one day I decided that I would talk to her. Even though we were always in different groups and would never hang out together I decided to talk to her and I'm so glad I did. We eventually became really close friends after finding out that we had a lot in common and we fell in love. Then I had to leave our school because I couldn't afford to go there anymore and we decided to break up because we thought our love wouldn't last if we couldn't see each other everyday but we were so wrong. I got back together with Maddy a day before something really bad happened to her (I'll let her explain it in her own story if she wants) but I'm so glad we did. Now we have a strong relationship and I couldn't see myself living without her any other way.