Living in a small predominantly white town in the south as a mixed race, lgbt person feels like absolute torture sometimes. 🥹
sobergoaway
this is how I felt when I lived in arizona tbh
on August 31
internet.kitten
Will literally be so happy when I leave this place, I'll never look back lol
on August 26
on August 26
Going through the worst withdrawal ever, ugh
on August 19
on August 12
"I'll love you in springtime
I lost you when summer came
And when you pulled backwards
I wanted to, I needed to
Oh, to make me better"
Make you better, The Decemberists
I lost you when summer came
And when you pulled backwards
I wanted to, I needed to
Oh, to make me better"
Make you better, The Decemberists
on August 10
on August 10
Seeing all my family + old friends getting married, having kids, working, and constantly traveling is definitely so bittersweet. I'm so happy for them but yet I wish that could be me too but it won't because unfortunately I'm poor + chronically ill + living in poverty again 🥀
on August 10
I hope that you get to do all the things you want to do in life though, you really deserve it
on August 08
I feel that tbh. I know i have kids and a good job but my life went all to hell again when I first had cancer and watched everyone in my life just keep on living like it didnt matter to them 🥴
on August 08
on August 06
birthday's in a week + 6 days and I don't know what to do ToT
on July 30
So, I've been working on my EP for the last year + it's been a full year since I released any music but I'm hoping that I can have everything completed by the end of this summer.
on July 28
I kinda feel like my family/friends do not understand BPD at all. Nobody understands fr
on July 22
Time to go get the puppy, I'm extremely excited and very nervous. Will post him later
Update: We adopted him but my mom's boyfriend is lowkey abusive so we're trying to rehome him. He said he wanted a dog so we looked for weeks for one and I don't know. I'm just so tired of being here
on July 22
on July 18
Getting a puppy tomorrow hopefully, can't wait to show you all how cute he is. <3
on July 18