life updates since its been forever
- idk if I mentioned this or not, but I finally have all of my degrees and im now a licensed mental health therapist, im specialized in bipolar and depression. it took many years but i did it
- still live with my sisters because its kinda helpful and i never get too lonely
- been into fostering kittens over the summer and I realized I actually love cats alot and im happy to be doing something meaningful
- my kids are turning 6 and 5 within See More the next two months... so not ready but im also glad to watch them grow up into their own little people
- I got a 2nd part time job as a barista again because yk, teenage me will forever feel at peace in a coffee shop
- seen my best friend irl for the 1st time in nearly 7 years, it was one of the best times of my life lowkey
- always reflecting on the past but i dont let it consume me anymore to the point I feel guilty or sick. Im learning to forgive other people and myself too
- really love cooking homemade meals for my family, especially from scratch
- finally had to give in and got a new car, I love it but the payments are kinda hurting my bank account rn
- still have my little dog AND I also adopted a kitten too, they love each other atp lol
- kinda questioning my religious beliefs. i just dont know whats right for me but I feel like I need *something* to believe in
- I still love eaJ and his music but i dont crush on him like I did when I was a teenager
- I've been sleeping the best i have in years and its so peaceful
- i got all of my tattoos redone which took half a year but they look alot better. I currently have around 30?
that's all until next time 🫡
- idk if I mentioned this or not, but I finally have all of my degrees and im now a licensed mental health therapist, im specialized in bipolar and depression. it took many years but i did it
- still live with my sisters because its kinda helpful and i never get too lonely
- been into fostering kittens over the summer and I realized I actually love cats alot and im happy to be doing something meaningful
- my kids are turning 6 and 5 within See More the next two months... so not ready but im also glad to watch them grow up into their own little people
- I got a 2nd part time job as a barista again because yk, teenage me will forever feel at peace in a coffee shop
- seen my best friend irl for the 1st time in nearly 7 years, it was one of the best times of my life lowkey
- always reflecting on the past but i dont let it consume me anymore to the point I feel guilty or sick. Im learning to forgive other people and myself too
- really love cooking homemade meals for my family, especially from scratch
- finally had to give in and got a new car, I love it but the payments are kinda hurting my bank account rn
- still have my little dog AND I also adopted a kitten too, they love each other atp lol
- kinda questioning my religious beliefs. i just dont know whats right for me but I feel like I need *something* to believe in
- I still love eaJ and his music but i dont crush on him like I did when I was a teenager
- I've been sleeping the best i have in years and its so peaceful
- i got all of my tattoos redone which took half a year but they look alot better. I currently have around 30?
that's all until next time 🫡
internet.kitten
I loved seeing you again after all these years! I'm so glad life has been a lot better for you, you deserve to be happy. <3
8 days ago
8 days ago
all the kittens I was fostering got adopted out into good homes, I miss them tbh but im happy they have a family now
9 days ago
seeing @ bea in a couple hours for the first time in like 7 years 🫡
19 days ago
it's so quiet here now
on August 08
on July 31
just wanted to say I havent been drunk for 4 years now and sober for almost 3 <3
on June 18
copying bea lol but here's a list of pretty much every username i've ever had on here/quo/online (almost in order)
sadhybrid
jaesun4379
hi_my_name_is_jae
Lost_in_translation
yulyeong
dogmilk See More
jeomgdae
sunlight
milflovers69
jaenotjay
everylittlethingisgonnabealright
sobergoaway
sadhybrid
jaesun4379
hi_my_name_is_jae
Lost_in_translation
yulyeong
dogmilk See More
jeomgdae
sunlight
milflovers69
jaenotjay
everylittlethingisgonnabealright
sobergoaway
on June 08
man, I wish dogs would live forever </3
on May 25
I know nobody will ever see this BUT I'm still so sorry about how I used to act and behave when I was a teen. I wasnt very mature but I thought I was. ive said alot of hurtful things that I dont agree with anymore, at all. I'm not the same person that I used to be, ive learned and changed so much the last few years and months. I know nobody cares or remembers but still. I'm not the same person people might remember me as and im truly sorry if I've ever done or said anything to See More hurt you, make you upset, or make you uncomfortable in any way. I dont hold grudges against anyone for any reason either. I just hope you're all doing good in your lives now and that only good things happen to you.
@internet.kitten true, and youre right tbh. I just randomly think about stuff sometimes lol
@omegaverse absolutely it is and thats good for sure <3
@omegaverse absolutely it is and thats good for sure <3
on June 08
pleeease move on all of that sounds so juvenile and not something worth dwelling on in adulthood! it is okay <3 nobody here hates you or is mad at you because we all recognize that everything that happened on this site in the last decade is just childish
on May 27
@omegaverse
it wasnt so much as me doing anything necessarily but one of the girls I used to date irl would log onto my accs and start arguments with people or something? she ruined a really good friendship I had w/ someone on here and like. I was kinda a jerk sometimes but nobody would ever believe me about it tbh. I was also accused of lying + being a catfish See More even tho im not & it led to me later getting death threats and racist messages for literal years. 🫠🫠 but thank you sm youre right it just kinda always made me feel like I was evil or smth
it wasnt so much as me doing anything necessarily but one of the girls I used to date irl would log onto my accs and start arguments with people or something? she ruined a really good friendship I had w/ someone on here and like. I was kinda a jerk sometimes but nobody would ever believe me about it tbh. I was also accused of lying + being a catfish See More even tho im not & it led to me later getting death threats and racist messages for literal years. 🫠🫠 but thank you sm youre right it just kinda always made me feel like I was evil or smth
on May 25
you post about how bad you were all the time man what did you even do 😭 shit you did on qfeast.com as a kid is not that serious it's ok pls stop beating yourself up!!
on May 25
on May 25
made several friends on here a few years ago. none of us talk now. I have no idea what their lives are like now, and yet I still catch myself thinking about them sometimes
on April 11
mini life update:
- my youngest daughter started kindergarten 2 weeks ago on monday and she doesn't like it at all yet
- I work overtime alot lately, often coming home at 6:30 pm or later
- I moved in with my little sisters
- finally got my licenses back and have been seizure free all year so far
- no longer take chemotherapy thank god <3
- STILL have my dog. dont fully know her actual birthday but i've had her nearly 5 years now See More
- kinda gave up on learning italian tbh
- my youngest daughter started kindergarten 2 weeks ago on monday and she doesn't like it at all yet
- I work overtime alot lately, often coming home at 6:30 pm or later
- I moved in with my little sisters
- finally got my licenses back and have been seizure free all year so far
- no longer take chemotherapy thank god <3
- STILL have my dog. dont fully know her actual birthday but i've had her nearly 5 years now See More
- kinda gave up on learning italian tbh
on April 01
finally moved out of my ex's and I's apartment. I tried so hard to make things okay but I guess we're better off apart, he said it would be temporary but i dont think I'll go back. he changed the email and password to a few of my social media accounts too so i couldnt talk to my friends
on March 01