about an hour ago
dying my hair black 100% gonna regret this for 2 weeks
i tried to make it red a few months ago n it’s so damaged it literally just didn’t hold any color so idek if it’s gonna work
about 3 hours ago
about 3 hours ago
analog.whore uploaded a photo
i struck gold at a clothing swap yesterday but it’s too cold to wear it rn😭
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on Monday
dreamt about eating a huge cinnamon roll so i woke up and bought a huge cinnamon roll and ate it👍 was yummy
on Monday
instagram deleted a picture of me that showed my body (nothing inappropriate i was fully clothed u could j see my stomach) for “promoting eating disorders” kinda annoying cuz that’s just what i look like but nice to see instagram thinks im skinny
bro what... i'm neck deep in the ed trenches (not horrifically, but yk) and they haven't taken down any selfies/pics of me?? that's so bizarre 😭 instagram is a mfing scam sometimes with how they censor shit i'm ngl
on Monday
@yukari literally. ppl have more to say about my body now that i’m at a healthier weight than in 2022 during covid when i had nothing to do so i binge ate to kill time😭 i don’t even lose the weight thru disordered eating i j walk like 8 miles a day for fun and moved out of my parents house (they deep fry like everything so i was eating sm oil)
on Monday
i feel like body standards in america these days r just wack like im 5'5 143 and people call me skinny. i used to be obese like 215 bc i was struggling with binge eating disorder but if i had shown my body at that time i doubt i would suffer consequences despite the fact i was disordered... bodies are bodies and of course neither extreme is healthy and should See More not be promoted but ppl shouldn't have to censor themselves...
on Monday
im not even anorexic or extremely underweight 😭 (and even if i was r skinny ppl like.. not allowed to exist it wasn’t like i was posting like im on edtwt or anything it was j a normal thirst trap)
on Monday
on Monday
sent to reg jail at work for my whole shift bc i made drinks too fast and it stresses people out 😛
12 days ago
hayden anhedönia is like jerma if he was a girl im sorry
every non music video i watch of her feels like a jerma bit i cannot believe this is the same woman who made preachers daughter
14 days ago
14 days ago
yesterday my phone battery died and the last 2 messages i’d received were my best friend threatening to kill herself bc the grocery store cashier refused her id (she’s literally 21) and my old situationship (i snapped at him a few weeks for ignoring me but he literally doesn’t have a phone anymore apparently)
17 days ago
analog.whore uploaded a photo
accidentally dressed like handmaids tale LMAOOOO
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20 days ago
playing show later Scared excited (venue got moved to a bigger one bc the expected turnout is so big and i found out yesterday that im the headliner)
21 days ago
25 days ago
my dreams have been so vivid as of late and idk what to make of it.
i had one last night where everything was okay and i was in my apartment making a big pot of soup. it felt extremely real, i remember exactly how it smelled and the heat of the gas stove and the consistency when i stirred it. i woke up before i got to eat it
29 days ago
i had one a few nights ago where i was waiting on a train back from work and someone put a baby into my tote bag so i was forced to choose between killing an infant child and being forced into motherhood as a 21 year old college student
29 days ago
29 days ago
i have been awake for 17 hours i think i need to turn off eraserhead and sleep
29 days ago
last night i had a nightmare that was essentially the plot of eraserhead
on September 28
on September 25