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QFSUPPORT RETURN???

j processed a roll of hp5 just to find out after that it was unexposed… my whole apartment smells like stop bath and i have nothing to show for it i took 0 pictures

new ethel cain big day for girls with crumbs in their bed

series of events that occurred yesterday:
-vent tube popped out of ac sometime last night. woke up at 3 and my room was like 80 degrees. couldn’t fall back asleep
-got to work at 6 fully planning to leave early bc i was exhausted and had been working so hard the previous 3 days
-coworker comes in and announces that she’s gonna leave when the mid shift people get there
-she leaves, and one of the mids calls off
-me and one other person during lolla rush, i’m actively trying See More not to cry behind the bar. there’s also customers taking photos and im even more upset at that.
-i have to step off to cry. the moment im back on the floor im asked to refill the water
-i refill the water jugs and as i’m bringing back the second one, i slip on a spill that nobody said anything about and the water thing hits the ground before i can let go of it and get my hands out of the way. hands are immediately shredded and im surrounded and rushed to the back of house with blood running down my arms
-manager is out of town so we have one of the head chefs patch me up as best she can. i text several friends looking for someone to come with me to urgent care bc i was scared i was gonna pass out. no answers so my coworker and i go together.
-the sweet boy i’m into calls me while im in the lyft to make sure im okay and tell me he’d couldn’t go bc he was at the airport and wouldn’t be back in time
-get to urgent care and fill out the paperwork
-get my vitals checked. told the nurse my vitals may be messed up bc i was panicking and had 4 shots of espresso in me. (they ended up being perfect)
-they washed my hands off to check and see if i needed stitches, thought i would bc one of my fingers would not stop bleeding. i wasn’t looking at it so i was like “do i need stitches on my pinkie” and she was j like “so there’s not really anything there to stitch”
-got all wrapped up (it took so much gauze and a tourniquet to get the finger under control lmfao)
-got a tetanus shot and went home + me and my coworker got some coffee via lyft since the company had to pay for it anyways. was awesome

is the tetanus shot supposed to make you feel like shit

shift so bad i had to seek medical attention

i still think about that one weird high school situationship often.
not even in an “i miss them” way (they were lowkey weird to me + have a gf now + live in the netherlands) but because it is so obvious that this person had such an influence on my type they RUINED me

rectus betty sue ayako’s hamster chicken bawls cabbage raid boob war firey despacito underwear you may have become broken but i was BORN BROKEN marvavu fully naked photo of elton john

why is it so difficult for guys to just leave women alone cannot please just buy a thing of milk without “hEy pREttY gIRl wHAts uR nAmE” i wish i had retractable fangs like a snake

not ozzy 😭😭😭

work was so slammed this morning and my stupid ass had a green tea on the bar and instead of calling the name i yelled “green!!!!” so loud and did not even process what i’d done until like 10 seconds later

i love going to shows i get so giddy and stupid afterwards last night i saw squirrel flower and then went home and shared a fan edit of bradley uppercrust iii on my instagram story and captioned it “would” and then went to bed

how do i always manage to get Sick during the middle of summer

the guy posted a pic of himself with drawn on cat whiskers took me straight back to 17 when i was talking to that damn furry 😭

guy i have a crush on currently has the copy of a book i read and annotated in high school this is going to be so embarrassing

hit the “👎” at some old fart that honked at me for crossing the road in the crosswalk (i had the right of way) and i’ve never felt more powerful ever before

jammed w friends last night after a show and we sounded incredible?? which usually never happens it’s so hard to make music from nothing. we came up w/ a gorgeous song completely improvised and i played lead guitar (!) and at one point someone j started singing about 9/11 for some reason