me and the random shoegaze band from taiwan with 13000 listeners i just found against the world:3
on March 25
why do i primarily seem to attract slavic women and dudes whose names start with r
exhibit a: a man who abandoned me at a show we went to together to hang out with this other girl he was seeing at the same time and then cried ab her in my arms like three days after the fact bc she went exclusive w/ one of the guys she was seeing
exhibit b: my former roommate's friend who was crashing at our place. we lezzed out and then i gave her my sweatshirt See More bc she was cold and the next morning i woke up first and made her pancakes and over breakfast she proceeded to tell me she had a whole ass long distance boyfriend of 2 years (also i didnt get the sweatshirt back and i still have the socks she left on my floor)
exhibit c: man at a halloween show i played, who moments beforehand had scolded my best friend bc she told me to kill myself. i was dressed as bjork and iirc i was also rly mad bc i was sick and didnt sound as good as i would've liked to. i was like no bc i was interested in someone else n he is still not over me and won't leave me alone
exhibit b: my former roommate's friend who was crashing at our place. we lezzed out and then i gave her my sweatshirt See More bc she was cold and the next morning i woke up first and made her pancakes and over breakfast she proceeded to tell me she had a whole ass long distance boyfriend of 2 years (also i didnt get the sweatshirt back and i still have the socks she left on my floor)
exhibit c: man at a halloween show i played, who moments beforehand had scolded my best friend bc she told me to kill myself. i was dressed as bjork and iirc i was also rly mad bc i was sick and didnt sound as good as i would've liked to. i was like no bc i was interested in someone else n he is still not over me and won't leave me alone
on March 25
on March 25
on March 25
tomorrow my last day of being 20 oh brother
on March 23
i had 4 cortados at work today.
ive been sorta freaking out bc ive been getting dizzy spells lately at work and tbh it may be a caffeine intake issue
on March 22
on March 22
i truly hope i never get famous bc they WOULD find my qfeast account and i would be cooked
ok im not too bad on this one apart from occasional stupid gooner shit (j embarassing stuff but nothing necessarily bad) but i posted a lot of things on my old acc that i am not proud of when i was an edgy 11 year old who fell down the 4chan dark humor pipeline and i cant delete the acc bc i cant log in anymore
on March 21
on March 21
my friend just gave me this crazyyy 120 film camera (1950s ansco craftsman) im so excited to test this
will prolly head up to the kodak store when i dont have work to get some film im so unbelievably excited about this its one of those old box cameras no electronics even the shutter and film advance are manual
on March 20
on March 20
my best friend did audio for this one short film ab a mime and it’s a huge joke between us bc there’s this one scene where the mime goes in this cafe n someone (completely unprompted) goes “kill yourself MIME” and we quote that shit alllll the time
on March 17
i spilled sooo much milk on myself today
on March 17
i made a financial decision (i have a new guitar and like 40 dollars to my name.)
on March 17
almost passed out at work and had to leave + im fuckking covered in matcha again
they should invent a birth control that doesn’t make you feel like shit i should not be losing so much blood that im fainting during my barista shift
on March 16
on March 16
i can legally do the same shit ive been doing illegally since 17 in 9 days wtf
on March 16
was supposed to b playing a show today but that is Not happening i hate st patricks day
Oof, maybe that's good, it might be best to stay indoors until st. Patty's day weekend is over lol.
(Random sidenote, I have a cta patch!... even tho I've never ridden cta, just metra, lol)
(Random sidenote, I have a cta patch!... even tho I've never ridden cta, just metra, lol)
on March 15
my guitar's also broken and i barely feel comfortable taking my own stuff on the cta at night let alone borrowed gear
on March 15
on March 15
particularly horrendous things are afoot inside my body
on March 15
i forgot to pregame my period w/ ibuprofen today (which sorta fixes my issue usuallly) and i swear i can actually feel the weight of the endometrial tissue that is supposed to be inside my uterus but isntw
on March 15
on March 15
played a show last night, was asked to “play the song where i bark and whimper”
on March 14
just got the qfeast notification sound on my phone almost sent me into cardiac arrest
on March 13
i love it when i get to be on bar at work and j absolutely lock in. i have people’s drinks made before the ticket even prints
on March 13
on March 13
concert fun time recap
-got chatted up by like 3 people before show even started which was insane? which prolly happens to p much every woman who goes to a show for an obscure band by herself but 3 times consecutively was kinda wild on my end
-spent like 3 sets hanging w one of them, they were cool n i got their insta
-there was a mosh pit n i got to mosh for the first time idk how long which was awesome i sooo needed that
-after that i ran into my friend n we hung out for See More the headliner was real nice to see him again
-got home at 1 am 2024 j would be in sm shock w/ how frequently i take the red line now
-got chatted up by like 3 people before show even started which was insane? which prolly happens to p much every woman who goes to a show for an obscure band by herself but 3 times consecutively was kinda wild on my end
-spent like 3 sets hanging w one of them, they were cool n i got their insta
-there was a mosh pit n i got to mosh for the first time idk how long which was awesome i sooo needed that
-after that i ran into my friend n we hung out for See More the headliner was real nice to see him again
-got home at 1 am 2024 j would be in sm shock w/ how frequently i take the red line now
on March 11
on March 10
@xxchild0fm0nstersxx naw it was just slam dancing, i have gotten punched in a few pits tho
on March 10
on March 10