
So I was exauhsted mentally and had to leave fish camp and I also feel sick
It's my damn period
It's my damn period
on July 13, 2018

And if my previous post makes you not wanna be friends with me then honestly idc
on July 12, 2018

Please don't get mad at me but
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Really, y'all? I'd expect more mature from my friends. Sure, it's pretty cringey to me and y'all but THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO HARASS THEIR PAGES See More
IT'S NOT RACIST, SEXIST NOR TRIGGERING
So why harass it?
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Really, y'all? I'd expect more mature from my friends. Sure, it's pretty cringey to me and y'all but THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO HARASS THEIR PAGES See More
IT'S NOT RACIST, SEXIST NOR TRIGGERING
So why harass it?
on July 12, 2018

Me: *walking up to one of the freshmen's car -that apperantly everyone thinks he's attractive- where his family is at*
Him: He-
Me: Can I pet your dog?
His older brother + my first sergeant: Go ahead! We just got him today!
Him: He-
Me: Can I pet your dog?
His older brother + my first sergeant: Go ahead! We just got him today!
on July 12, 2018

I'm watching Mr. Rodgers' neighborhood and he was trying something to make a rainbow and he just
sLAMMED IT DOWN AND LOOKED SO DONE WITH SCIENCE
And then he called a therapist and the therapist hung up thinking the conversation was over
DEAD
sLAMMED IT DOWN AND LOOKED SO DONE WITH SCIENCE
And then he called a therapist and the therapist hung up thinking the conversation was over
DEAD

@Cold.Colorful.Biscuits I would but my conputer is updating and I can't send links on my phone
on July 12, 2018
on July 12, 2018

Orange.Soda added a photo to the starred list
I used cheap pens but I'm still kind of proud of this :0

on July 11, 2018

It's 1 am and I'm having an anxiety attack and I haven't even had a nightmare tonight
God I'm a mess
God I'm a mess
on July 06, 2018

I WANT CHOCOLATE AND TO CRY AND SHIT AND I'M NOT EVEN CLOSE TO HAVING MY PERIOD
on July 06, 2018

Ok.
Can an anxiety attack last for more than an hour?
Because mine's gone almost 2 days. It stopped after I went to the museum earlier...
Can an anxiety attack last for more than an hour?
Because mine's gone almost 2 days. It stopped after I went to the museum earlier...
on July 06, 2018

So, uh... Here's how my fourth of july went and today:
July fourth:
-Had an anxiety attack and had to leave the room
-stepmomma got mad at me for leaving room, assuming I was being lazy
-Dad caught me crying afterwards ((MY ANXIETY LASTED ALMOST ALL DAY SO,, This was only after 3 hours of being awake)) and my dad was the only one able to calm me down
-avoided as many people as possible
-saw fireworks though See More
-saw a band too
-went to bed with less anxiety but it lingered
Today:
-Can anxiety attacks last more than one day? Mine sure did.
-Woke up at eIGHT IN THE MORNING BY MY BROTHER SHAKING MY PILLOW IN THE MIDDLE OF A NIGHTMARE AND NEARLY BEAT THE SHIT OUTTA HIM
-Made a bowl of cerial
-still panicking but I was also exhausted from too many people
-people left
-went to my grandmothers
-art museum and literally exploded because cREATIVITY!!
-Tried bobba (aka bubble) tea for the first time. Pretty good.
-Got to grandmother's house
-napped
-ate food
-oops I need clothes
-got lost in a walmart looking for my brother
-went back to my grandmother's house
-read
-trying to go to sleep but can't. It's technically the next day
Whooo
July fourth:
-Had an anxiety attack and had to leave the room
-stepmomma got mad at me for leaving room, assuming I was being lazy
-Dad caught me crying afterwards ((MY ANXIETY LASTED ALMOST ALL DAY SO,, This was only after 3 hours of being awake)) and my dad was the only one able to calm me down
-avoided as many people as possible
-saw fireworks though See More
-saw a band too
-went to bed with less anxiety but it lingered
Today:
-Can anxiety attacks last more than one day? Mine sure did.
-Woke up at eIGHT IN THE MORNING BY MY BROTHER SHAKING MY PILLOW IN THE MIDDLE OF A NIGHTMARE AND NEARLY BEAT THE SHIT OUTTA HIM
-Made a bowl of cerial
-still panicking but I was also exhausted from too many people
-people left
-went to my grandmothers
-art museum and literally exploded because cREATIVITY!!
-Tried bobba (aka bubble) tea for the first time. Pretty good.
-Got to grandmother's house
-napped
-ate food
-oops I need clothes
-got lost in a walmart looking for my brother
-went back to my grandmother's house
-read
-trying to go to sleep but can't. It's technically the next day
Whooo
on July 06, 2018

Tw: eating disorders
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I've been feeling extremely anxious when I eat and get extreme stomach pains (almost like a needle) every time I eat and idk if it's my anorexia coming back from when I was seven but I wanna be able to feel hungry again because it's a feeling I haven't felt for over a month now.
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I've been feeling extremely anxious when I eat and get extreme stomach pains (almost like a needle) every time I eat and idk if it's my anorexia coming back from when I was seven but I wanna be able to feel hungry again because it's a feeling I haven't felt for over a month now.
on July 04, 2018