I'm done
I just
I can't anymore.
I can't deal with this crap
Slight TW: small Suicide/cutting mentions...
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I really need help. Everything is falling apart right now.
I failed my math STAAR test(STAAR is just that big test we take to see if we learned enough) and wow. I really can't care anymore. Hell, school is over in 4 weeks and I just
I can't do this anymore. I've felt like crap for so long, and I just
I want it to stop, but it won't. I know it won't.
"Why can't you just try?" I do try, I just fail. Oh hey, I actually feel proud about this test o wait never mind I failed it *throws self esteem out the window*
I actually attempted to make myself bleed on purpose today. I dug my nails deep into my skin, and kept digging. I broke some skin, but not enough to make myself bleed. Enough to leave marks, though.
I keep having suicidal thoughts, and I just want them to go away. They don't, though.
I need that councilor that my mom said she'd get me... I don't think I can wait a few more weeks...
I might even attempt to cut myself when I get home, I know I won't though. I'm too much of a wimp.
I feel like I no longer have purpose. I feel like a nothing, someone who is unwanted and will be left to die eventually. I know it's not true, but that's how I feel...
What's the point anyways? Why the hell are we even here? For pain? For sorrow? For heartbreak???
UGH
I honestly can't care about myself anymore. The weight of my hate on myself just gets heavier every day... I can't wait for summer... At least I'll be free of math... Unless I have summer school :')
I just
I can't anymore.
I can't deal with this crap
Slight TW: small Suicide/cutting mentions...
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I really need help. Everything is falling apart right now.
I failed my math STAAR test(STAAR is just that big test we take to see if we learned enough) and wow. I really can't care anymore. Hell, school is over in 4 weeks and I just
I can't do this anymore. I've felt like crap for so long, and I just
I want it to stop, but it won't. I know it won't.
"Why can't you just try?" I do try, I just fail. Oh hey, I actually feel proud about this test o wait never mind I failed it *throws self esteem out the window*
I actually attempted to make myself bleed on purpose today. I dug my nails deep into my skin, and kept digging. I broke some skin, but not enough to make myself bleed. Enough to leave marks, though.
I keep having suicidal thoughts, and I just want them to go away. They don't, though.
I need that councilor that my mom said she'd get me... I don't think I can wait a few more weeks...
I might even attempt to cut myself when I get home, I know I won't though. I'm too much of a wimp.
I feel like I no longer have purpose. I feel like a nothing, someone who is unwanted and will be left to die eventually. I know it's not true, but that's how I feel...
What's the point anyways? Why the hell are we even here? For pain? For sorrow? For heartbreak???
UGH
I honestly can't care about myself anymore. The weight of my hate on myself just gets heavier every day... I can't wait for summer... At least I'll be free of math... Unless I have summer school :')
your.cool.grandma
Its not just school, so many things are falling apart and just worsening my life fight now. But don't worry, I'd never have the gut to end my life. @SkeleSans @Madokidoki
on April 26, 2016
honeymomo
Please please dont do this to yourself. I know school is hard and ive had my share of failed tests as well but trust me when I say that if you keep trying over and over again you will eventually get better. You have a purpose. You are someone, someone who is wanted. I know you are strong enough to pull yourself out of these thoughts and ideas. I have hope for See More you : )
on April 26, 2016
on April 25, 2016
Well.
I probably just failed a test.
I'm half asleep right now and just took a history test
I didn't remember learning half the things on that test
I probably just failed a test.
I'm half asleep right now and just took a history test
I didn't remember learning half the things on that test
on April 25, 2016
I just want to sleep
I don't want to learn
I don't want to be around people
I don't want to learn
I don't want to be around people
on April 25, 2016
*is happy after waking up*
*feels crappy when period 1 starts*
*feels crappy when period 1 starts*
Yeah, but still
I want to get out of this class but that means seeing Mrs.collisnworth
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I want to get out of this class but that means seeing Mrs.collisnworth
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on April 25, 2016
on April 25, 2016
Do you ever just feel crappy for no reason? Then you know you'll be in a crappy mood the next day?
on April 25, 2016
your.cool.grandma uploaded a photo
Late night doodling while role-playing :')
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on April 24, 2016
I just saw Wicked Live
It was amazing
It inspires me
It's just
AHHHHHH
It makes my view on the Wizard or Oz so different
The Witch of the West wasn't the bad one. She didn't ever meant to hurt anyone. Everyone thought she was bad just bc she was different.
It was amazing
It inspires me
It's just
AHHHHHH
It makes my view on the Wizard or Oz so different
The Witch of the West wasn't the bad one. She didn't ever meant to hurt anyone. Everyone thought she was bad just bc she was different.
on April 25, 2016
on April 24, 2016
Ugh
Feelings suck
I hate feelings
I want to cry
Legit that's it.
Feelings suck
I hate feelings
I want to cry
Legit that's it.
Ehh it's just one of those days where I wasn't very up for anything. I felt crappy almost all day, not including lunch, but after lunch my emotions switched from happy back to sad, it's just one of those days
@KillerMau5
@KillerMau5
on April 22, 2016
on April 21, 2016
I wanna make my own undertale au but ehh???
I was thinking like:
Medieval-tale(takes place in medieval times)
Or
Hypster-tale(they all just have more hipster designs bc I just love how hipsters dress)
Idk though. I really like the Medievaltale idea, though...
I hope it's not already a thing. See More
Edit: there's not a medieval AU... Welp! I know what I'm doing tomorrow!
I was thinking like:
Medieval-tale(takes place in medieval times)
Or
Hypster-tale(they all just have more hipster designs bc I just love how hipsters dress)
Idk though. I really like the Medievaltale idea, though...
I hope it's not already a thing. See More
Edit: there's not a medieval AU... Welp! I know what I'm doing tomorrow!
on April 21, 2016
I don't know how to math right now
Lol
What is slope
What even
What is this crap I don't remember
Lol
What is slope
What even
What is this crap I don't remember
on April 20, 2016
Pfft
Ok so the teacher just asked: who is actually doing what they're supposed to be doing?
I didn't raise my hand mainly bc I was on qfeast. I see about 10 people with games on their iPads, and everyone but me raises their hands. Then, like 5 basic people look at me like I just committed a crime.
Lol wow ok
Ok so the teacher just asked: who is actually doing what they're supposed to be doing?
I didn't raise my hand mainly bc I was on qfeast. I see about 10 people with games on their iPads, and everyone but me raises their hands. Then, like 5 basic people look at me like I just committed a crime.
Lol wow ok
on April 20, 2016
your.cool.grandma added a photo to the starred list
My first happy thing I drew all day today wow
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on April 20, 2016
I don't have to take algebra next year
Yay
I knew I wasn't smart enough
And I bet my parents knew that too
And my parents lied with those familiar words: you're smart
Lol no apparently not.
I'm happy I don't have to take algebra. I think that's one of the only good things that happened today.
Yay
I knew I wasn't smart enough
And I bet my parents knew that too
And my parents lied with those familiar words: you're smart
Lol no apparently not.
I'm happy I don't have to take algebra. I think that's one of the only good things that happened today.
on April 20, 2016
Teacher: you don't need your music
Me: yes I do. I do need my music.
Me: yes I do. I do need my music.
on April 20, 2016
your.cool.grandma uploaded a photo
I wish my parents could understand how true this quote is.
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on April 20, 2016