Someone kill me I keep looking at charisk and reading charisk fan fiction and its great
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on May 01, 2016
Welcome to qfeast, friend :3
on May 01, 2016
I get on qfeast for 10 minutes and just want to cry.
I really thought today was going to be a good day. But no. It has to fall apart in the end.
We have a school social in an hour... I kinda don't want to go anymore... But I already bought the ticket and my friends are going so... Why not? I'll just ask my friend if I can keep her headphones until the end of the social so I can drown in songs about feelings that are relatable af instead of listening to the trendy crap the DJ See More will play.
I'm also going to have to put on that damned smile when seeing my friends... I don't wanna have them all fussing over me like everyone else when their sad.
Ugh.
I really thought today was going to be a good day. But no. It has to fall apart in the end.
We have a school social in an hour... I kinda don't want to go anymore... But I already bought the ticket and my friends are going so... Why not? I'll just ask my friend if I can keep her headphones until the end of the social so I can drown in songs about feelings that are relatable af instead of listening to the trendy crap the DJ See More will play.
I'm also going to have to put on that damned smile when seeing my friends... I don't wanna have them all fussing over me like everyone else when their sad.
Ugh.
on April 29, 2016
This year was crap, starting with when school started back in 2015. It was all good, everything was great until my great grandfather died. Then everything shot down like a roller coaster and now everything is shit.
Tbh I wanna cry rn but I'm in class :'(
Tbh I wanna cry rn but I'm in class :'(
on April 29, 2016
I'm so done rn. Jesus. People are so cruel. Freaking
This person told an amazing user to kill themselves... And it's making me pissed.
The user who was hating on hasn't gotten back on since some time ago... I'm really scared... I hardly know this user and I'm still panicked about it....
Hh
She talked about suicide last night.... And she said that she was done with life today and said 'I'm sorry' after telling her followers....
Hhhhhh
This person told an amazing user to kill themselves... And it's making me pissed.
The user who was hating on hasn't gotten back on since some time ago... I'm really scared... I hardly know this user and I'm still panicked about it....
Hh
She talked about suicide last night.... And she said that she was done with life today and said 'I'm sorry' after telling her followers....
Hhhhhh
on April 29, 2016
I need sleep but I'm too scared to...
Not that I'll have nightmares.... just someone here is possibly pondering about suicide and I can't leave them... I can't know someone died after I made an attempt to save them....
Not that I'll have nightmares.... just someone here is possibly pondering about suicide and I can't leave them... I can't know someone died after I made an attempt to save them....
on April 29, 2016
TW: Cutting mentions
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So like
I scratch myself with my nails every now and then but normally don't realize it until I look down and see pink scratch marks on my wrists. (Tbh scratching myself is kinda soothing) but uh
One of those scratches started to bleed... and uh.... Yeah.... not a lot, just enough to look like a papercut..
But... it scared me...
Ugh I'll spill
I found a broken piece of glass and wasn't thinking. I attempted to put a few marks down and only one bled.
But I do scratch myself from time to time bc it's rather soothing for me...
Anyways... uh... that friend I talked about... who lies and stuff... She did actually cut her wrist two days ago and I found out today because she went to hug me and I saw her wrist... it startled me.... and now I'm all scared for her... I'm more scared for her then me. I don't care about myself all that much tbh but meh
I can't let another friend slip away from me. No, I have no friends that have committed suicide but I have lost friend's and
I can't bare to lose another good friend.
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So like
I scratch myself with my nails every now and then but normally don't realize it until I look down and see pink scratch marks on my wrists. (Tbh scratching myself is kinda soothing) but uh
One of those scratches started to bleed... and uh.... Yeah.... not a lot, just enough to look like a papercut..
But... it scared me...
Ugh I'll spill
I found a broken piece of glass and wasn't thinking. I attempted to put a few marks down and only one bled.
But I do scratch myself from time to time bc it's rather soothing for me...
Anyways... uh... that friend I talked about... who lies and stuff... She did actually cut her wrist two days ago and I found out today because she went to hug me and I saw her wrist... it startled me.... and now I'm all scared for her... I'm more scared for her then me. I don't care about myself all that much tbh but meh
I can't let another friend slip away from me. No, I have no friends that have committed suicide but I have lost friend's and
I can't bare to lose another good friend.
There's literally no point of cutting. I'm sorry, but cutting is a very stereotypical way of "soothing". I don't know where it originated, but it's so damn stupid and horrible and I wish all the sharp things in the world disappear. It doesn't help, so don't try hard to hurt yourself. It pisses me off when people, especially friends try to hurt themselves. I understand See More you're going through some rough shit, but there are alternatives and cutting doesn't help at all. So don't even think about it, your friends will be worried sick about you, it's not worth it.
on April 29, 2016
I'm trying to steer clear away from sharp items when alone. I threw the glass away after seeing I'd bled,,,
And I, too, just hope nothin bad happens to her
@StridersGonnaStride
And I, too, just hope nothin bad happens to her
@StridersGonnaStride
on April 29, 2016
on April 29, 2016
Sometimes I wonder what the point of living is? Like
Why are we even here? What is our purpose? Not like life is worth living
Heck the world is already screwed up, why screw it up more? Humanity is getting stupider and stupider, not including those few people who actually have a common sense, and our world will probably not even matter soon.
What even is the point of living if we all die someday...?
Why are we even here? What is our purpose? Not like life is worth living
Heck the world is already screwed up, why screw it up more? Humanity is getting stupider and stupider, not including those few people who actually have a common sense, and our world will probably not even matter soon.
What even is the point of living if we all die someday...?
Don't think like that! That's being selfish! Life is to be enjoyed with family and friends, even if you don't impact people. It's all about what you make it.
on April 27, 2016
I realize that but there are like
What?
4 or 5 people who couldn't live without me? Or that's I think/what they've told me.
I mean
These thoughts go through my head on a regular basis, but why were we even put here in the first place? Yknow, the first few humans? The humans after that? Why were we put here? Just because 'why not?'
What?
4 or 5 people who couldn't live without me? Or that's I think/what they've told me.
I mean
These thoughts go through my head on a regular basis, but why were we even put here in the first place? Yknow, the first few humans? The humans after that? Why were we put here? Just because 'why not?'
on April 27, 2016
To impact people who need it the most. It's not just all about you. I could understand if you were the only person on Earth, but you aren't. People need people like you.
on April 27, 2016
on April 27, 2016
PFFFT
KILL ME
SOME PEOPLE LOL
okokok
So me and like half the 7th graders who are in preap have to go to the library for like and hour and thirty minutes.
So, me and a friend sat at one of the tables the these basic girls sit at. We got there first so we sat there.
So the basic girls come over and there are still two seats open. Well, one because one of the girls were already there. She didn't even tell us to move, we just exchanged glances(let me just say she death glares us) See More and we sat. Two minutes later, the rest of that girl's little squad come over and this is what we hear:
"Ugh our table got infested"
Excuse me, YOURE TABLE? Lol you mean the school's table. Infested? Wow ok. It's not like we're the plague.
"Ugh stupid uncool hoes"
L O L K
*death glares*
: )
Me and my friend tried so hard not to laugh, and they went to a different table and we started laughing so hard.
Now I bet they're talking about us. Lol. Some people in this world. They're great.
KILL ME
SOME PEOPLE LOL
okokok
So me and like half the 7th graders who are in preap have to go to the library for like and hour and thirty minutes.
So, me and a friend sat at one of the tables the these basic girls sit at. We got there first so we sat there.
So the basic girls come over and there are still two seats open. Well, one because one of the girls were already there. She didn't even tell us to move, we just exchanged glances(let me just say she death glares us) See More and we sat. Two minutes later, the rest of that girl's little squad come over and this is what we hear:
"Ugh our table got infested"
Excuse me, YOURE TABLE? Lol you mean the school's table. Infested? Wow ok. It's not like we're the plague.
"Ugh stupid uncool hoes"
L O L K
*death glares*
: )
Me and my friend tried so hard not to laugh, and they went to a different table and we started laughing so hard.
Now I bet they're talking about us. Lol. Some people in this world. They're great.
Best part of my day XD
Basic people try so hard to hurt other people lol
Sorryyy doesn't work
Move along you basics
@StridersGonnaStride
Basic people try so hard to hurt other people lol
Sorryyy doesn't work
Move along you basics
@StridersGonnaStride
on April 27, 2016
on April 27, 2016
Idk if I should TW this bc it has mentions of cutting, suicide, and death... But just in case: TW
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Btw this isn't about me
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So I have this friend. She claims to be extremely depressed. She claims to have attempt suicide more then once, and just... Ugh. I can tell she's a clear attention seeker who's self absorbed and what not and I can't blame her. We've all been there. Just... If she is lying to get attention, she's lying about things that could really harm her, worry others, and so much more.
She claims she has no food at her house, which I highly doubt. She'd be dead by now if there was no food at her house.
She claims at age 9 she ran away to an orphanage. Age 9? Seriously? I'd probably
believe it if she ran at age 11 or something. Then she claims her family had put a tracking device in her and she was found in that orphanage? We have no orphanages nearby or even around where we live. And, a 9 year old wouldn't even have the mind to run away to an orphanage, let alone get there.
She claims she cuts, and though I've seen not a single cut on her arm she could cut her legs or stomach. I'll never know if she truly cuts, alothough I went swimming with her like a few weeks ago a small there wasn't a single cut on her legs. Nor were there scars.
She claims she's even stabbed her thigh with a knife. She said she had done that a week before we'd swam together, and she'd probably still have stitches it that happened. She says that she had two friends who committed suicide, and she claims she was the only one who loved her grandfather.
This is what bothers me the most: she relates to things too much. I let her look at my vents, and my sona is a cat and that's who u vent with, and she was all: "that cat looks like me" "is that me?" "That's totally me" "oh I feel just like that"
You don't do that when looking at someone's vents. And, when I try to go to her with my problems she relates and changes the subject to where we're talking about her.
Seriously just
ugh
Some of the things she says could be true, but a lot of it is clearly just lies.
I don't say anything though. She's a nice person. I still want to be friends with her, and saying that I think she's lying can ruin our friendship.
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So I have this friend. She claims to be extremely depressed. She claims to have attempt suicide more then once, and just... Ugh. I can tell she's a clear attention seeker who's self absorbed and what not and I can't blame her. We've all been there. Just... If she is lying to get attention, she's lying about things that could really harm her, worry others, and so much more.
She claims she has no food at her house, which I highly doubt. She'd be dead by now if there was no food at her house.
She claims at age 9 she ran away to an orphanage. Age 9? Seriously? I'd probably
believe it if she ran at age 11 or something. Then she claims her family had put a tracking device in her and she was found in that orphanage? We have no orphanages nearby or even around where we live. And, a 9 year old wouldn't even have the mind to run away to an orphanage, let alone get there.
She claims she cuts, and though I've seen not a single cut on her arm she could cut her legs or stomach. I'll never know if she truly cuts, alothough I went swimming with her like a few weeks ago a small there wasn't a single cut on her legs. Nor were there scars.
She claims she's even stabbed her thigh with a knife. She said she had done that a week before we'd swam together, and she'd probably still have stitches it that happened. She says that she had two friends who committed suicide, and she claims she was the only one who loved her grandfather.
This is what bothers me the most: she relates to things too much. I let her look at my vents, and my sona is a cat and that's who u vent with, and she was all: "that cat looks like me" "is that me?" "That's totally me" "oh I feel just like that"
You don't do that when looking at someone's vents. And, when I try to go to her with my problems she relates and changes the subject to where we're talking about her.
Seriously just
ugh
Some of the things she says could be true, but a lot of it is clearly just lies.
I don't say anything though. She's a nice person. I still want to be friends with her, and saying that I think she's lying can ruin our friendship.
Yeah! She that her parents abused her once.
I can't believe that, her parents are really nice
I can't believe that, her parents are really nice
on April 27, 2016
She's self absorbed and get lies may be annoying, but I'm going to try to be her friend unless it gets too out of hand.
What also bothers me is that she's stolen art off the Internet or watt pad or something and claim she drew it. I've seen her art, and I know she didn't draw the things she claims she drew.
She claims her family hates her. Tbh I doubt that. See More Her family is kind, and while her older sister may be bratty, that doesn't mean that she's hated.
What also bothers me is that she's stolen art off the Internet or watt pad or something and claim she drew it. I've seen her art, and I know she didn't draw the things she claims she drew.
She claims her family hates her. Tbh I doubt that. See More Her family is kind, and while her older sister may be bratty, that doesn't mean that she's hated.
on April 27, 2016
She keeps doing that and it pisses me the hell off. I understand she's your friend and all, but all she does is talk about herself. It's tiring and annoying and I cannot stand it. When I was going through things, I was sad in P.E. All she did was rant about her boyfriend who did.. drugs? Either way, I can't stand the negativity in her and around her. She says See More she has no friends. Legit, she has her own tiny squad! I'm sorry, but I can't with her at times.
on April 27, 2016
on April 27, 2016
Im done with history
Why can't it be more fun?
It's just always: write an essay on this, read about that, answer these questions
Why can't we do more activities? Things that are more entertaining?
Why can't it be more fun?
It's just always: write an essay on this, read about that, answer these questions
Why can't we do more activities? Things that are more entertaining?
on April 27, 2016
I don't understand slither.io
Or agar.io
You just eat things. Why do people think it's so great?
I'm not saying it's a bad game, but I just see no point in why it's so popular.
Or agar.io
You just eat things. Why do people think it's so great?
I'm not saying it's a bad game, but I just see no point in why it's so popular.
Slither.io is rlly fun
I just play it cause I'm bored lol
But it does get boring after a while though
I just play it cause I'm bored lol
But it does get boring after a while though
on April 27, 2016
Same. Like
theres no point in it, but it's fun to watch people play and yell at the screen about getting eaten.
@StridersGonnaStride
theres no point in it, but it's fun to watch people play and yell at the screen about getting eaten.
@StridersGonnaStride
on April 27, 2016
on April 27, 2016
Lol we just had a lockdown drill and since we were eatin we got to go into the kitchen
People were screaming and talking
We'd probably be dead already if it was a real thing lol
People were screaming and talking
We'd probably be dead already if it was a real thing lol
on April 26, 2016
*wants to get a guy hair cut*
*knows my mom won't let me*
*knows my mom will ask about it*
*knows I'll have to tell her*
*knows my mom won't let me*
*knows my mom will ask about it*
*knows I'll have to tell her*
on April 26, 2016
I might take a break here.
No, nothing happened. My mom just got mad at me for having social media.
She asked me if I'd shut my deviant art down, and I said no. She claims she told me to. But, hey I'm not shutting down though. Sorry if I'm gone for a while. I'm just taking about.... a month long break maybe?
No, nothing happened. My mom just got mad at me for having social media.
She asked me if I'd shut my deviant art down, and I said no. She claims she told me to. But, hey I'm not shutting down though. Sorry if I'm gone for a while. I'm just taking about.... a month long break maybe?
on April 26, 2016