One of my biggest pet peeves is when someone relates exactly to your vents, or claim to know exactly how it feels,
on August 28, 2016
I swear I'm like
Hallucinating I haven't slept in over 24 hours like-
Hallucinating I haven't slept in over 24 hours like-
on August 27, 2016
Hey I'm kinda worried,,, where are you????
on August 27, 2016
on August 27, 2016
So I cried
But that ok
I feel better
Me and my mom talked
She supports me through what I'm going through, even if she thinks it's not right
She said the only thing she wouldn't support me in is if I stopped being Christian : )
I'm really happy See More
But I still wanna finish my vent art lol I liked it
But that ok
I feel better
Me and my mom talked
She supports me through what I'm going through, even if she thinks it's not right
She said the only thing she wouldn't support me in is if I stopped being Christian : )
I'm really happy See More
But I still wanna finish my vent art lol I liked it
on August 27, 2016
on August 27, 2016
on August 27, 2016
I think I just wrote my first good poem/set of song lyrics uh
(It goes with the music box version of Disperse by Brett Cahill)
TW: cutting, suicide mentions
intro, 0:00-0:16
I don't know what I want
Can I get help?
Oh no... I don't know- See More
Watch as the blood drips from the cut
-instrumental 0:39- 1:11-
Help, I can't do this alone...
Help me, save me, before I go crazy!
It's too much, just too much,
I think it's time to end my story...
-instrumental 1:30-2:09, at 1:50, you fairly hear "I'm sorry"-
I kinda feel better after writing this... I think I might do more,
(It goes with the music box version of Disperse by Brett Cahill)
TW: cutting, suicide mentions
intro, 0:00-0:16
I don't know what I want
Can I get help?
Oh no... I don't know- See More
Watch as the blood drips from the cut
-instrumental 0:39- 1:11-
Help, I can't do this alone...
Help me, save me, before I go crazy!
It's too much, just too much,
I think it's time to end my story...
-instrumental 1:30-2:09, at 1:50, you fairly hear "I'm sorry"-
I kinda feel better after writing this... I think I might do more,
on August 27, 2016
I'm tempted to self harm :'PPP
I'm trying not to tho I prolly will try after I clean my room
I'm trying not to tho I prolly will try after I clean my room
on August 27, 2016
I give up on shit
I'll clean what I can of my room, I don't care if it's clean though
I'm a lazy ass who doesn't care abt themselves anymore
I'll clean what I can of my room, I don't care if it's clean though
I'm a lazy ass who doesn't care abt themselves anymore
on August 27, 2016
It's funny
I went close to a week without wanting to self harm
And now I want to attempt it again but I'm not gonna bc if I break skin all trust from others will be thrown out the window
I went close to a week without wanting to self harm
And now I want to attempt it again but I'm not gonna bc if I break skin all trust from others will be thrown out the window
on August 27, 2016
Parents: clean your room
Me: after I figure out all my life problems and how to fuucking get rid of them, which won't happen because everything seems to bother me.
Me: after I figure out all my life problems and how to fuucking get rid of them, which won't happen because everything seems to bother me.
on August 27, 2016
Lmao idk how I feel about love anymore
Like
I have two big crushes and they both like me back AND want to date me when I'm ready, but,, I don't want to hurt either of them.
One of them claims that whatever makes me happy he's okay with, but I know he'd get hurt if I chose them,
And they would be heartbroken if I rejected them, since I've legit already kissed em bc my friends pushed me to do it..
I don't know what to do, and I honestly regret all of my descisions on saying See More I liked them back, yet I also don't. I know that at any moment, me or either of them could stop loving me,, but I don't know,,
And this is why I don't want to bother with love, it just ends in heartbreak at this age...
Ugh. I'm too tired to be thinking this shit.. I just feel awful about it.
Like
I have two big crushes and they both like me back AND want to date me when I'm ready, but,, I don't want to hurt either of them.
One of them claims that whatever makes me happy he's okay with, but I know he'd get hurt if I chose them,
And they would be heartbroken if I rejected them, since I've legit already kissed em bc my friends pushed me to do it..
I don't know what to do, and I honestly regret all of my descisions on saying See More I liked them back, yet I also don't. I know that at any moment, me or either of them could stop loving me,, but I don't know,,
And this is why I don't want to bother with love, it just ends in heartbreak at this age...
Ugh. I'm too tired to be thinking this shit.. I just feel awful about it.
on August 27, 2016
Idk where @heart_of_the_wolf and @ham_sammich went im just kinda sitting here the hell where did they go what
Nvm they're on the trampoline I would join them but there's too many annoying humans on it ew
on August 27, 2016
on August 27, 2016
Idk what to do atm there's like nothing to do here lmao I just wanna cuddle with @CG_KarkatVantas but he's talking to his friends oh well I try :'P
on August 27, 2016
I want to sleep rn and I'm slowly starting to be in a bad mood, but I told myself to stay up all night and I am. I'm sleeping at home though, for sure
I'm at some all nighter thing with my church n shit
I'm at some all nighter thing with my church n shit
on August 27, 2016
I rly wanna call you Andy for some reason-
on August 27, 2016