on October 12, 2016
People in my art class keep joking about LGBT and it hurts. Like
Ugh idk
Ugh idk
Hah same.
My mom is scared someone is going to rape me like
No. None of my friends would do that, none of us are into that type of shit.
My mom is scared someone is going to rape me like
No. None of my friends would do that, none of us are into that type of shit.
on October 12, 2016
I suppose it can be ar time.
yeah im not allows to have sleepovers or go into bathrooms bu myself befause my mom
thinks ill rape them or somethjnf
yeah im not allows to have sleepovers or go into bathrooms bu myself befause my mom
thinks ill rape them or somethjnf
on October 12, 2016
The "are you assuming my gender?!" Thing is kinda funny, it's just the way people saying it and then 'identify' as an object.
I had a friend who had made friends with these people at an all nighter we went to. One of the girls he made friends with mom's thought he going to do something to her bc he's trans like???
No, that's not how it works.
I had a friend who had made friends with these people at an all nighter we went to. One of the girls he made friends with mom's thought he going to do something to her bc he's trans like???
No, that's not how it works.
on October 12, 2016
on October 12, 2016
I've been looking at 'tom boy' cloths...
It looks masculine, but at the same time feminine. Hopefully I can dress like this without my mom getting mad, she said herself that I could be a 'tomboy'
It looks masculine, but at the same time feminine. Hopefully I can dress like this without my mom getting mad, she said herself that I could be a 'tomboy'
on October 12, 2016
on October 11, 2016
Literally loosing any time with my friends because my mom is taking forever to get ready, and she's mad at me for not getting up early enough. Like, it doesn't matter anyways, you're taking years to get ready.
on October 11, 2016
I don't want to go to school and take some stupid test I'm going to get upset over. I've already almost cried once today, but now I have two stupid tests I have to take. I'm probably going to die.
on October 11, 2016
It's like God hates me
"I'll give you a good female body"
"I'll make you a girl"
"I'll give you thick hair that can't be cut short without having to wake up early to fix it, and it looks like shit"
"I'll give you depression"
"I'll make you have gender dysphoria"
"I won't help you" See More
"I'll sit back, relax, and watch you have fun with the unhappy life you live"
"There you go, have a happy life,"
"I'll give you a good female body"
"I'll make you a girl"
"I'll give you thick hair that can't be cut short without having to wake up early to fix it, and it looks like shit"
"I'll give you depression"
"I'll make you have gender dysphoria"
"I won't help you" See More
"I'll sit back, relax, and watch you have fun with the unhappy life you live"
"There you go, have a happy life,"
My pastor said he gave us problems we couldn't handle, even though people say he doesn't. @Me1234
on October 11, 2016
on October 11, 2016
I hate myself. I hate myself so much.
...I found a pencil sharpener... I have to break it...
And I want to so badly...
...I found a pencil sharpener... I have to break it...
And I want to so badly...
I want to...
But I know I can't... I promised someone I would do my best not to...
@Me1234
But I know I can't... I promised someone I would do my best not to...
@Me1234
on October 11, 2016
on October 11, 2016
"No one gives a fuuck"
I guess you're right, no one really cares... Right?
I guess you're right, no one really cares... Right?
on October 11, 2016
on October 11, 2016
on October 11, 2016
I keep picking at my acne. It hurts but it's comforting. I should stop but..
on October 11, 2016
on October 11, 2016
your.cool.grandma added a photo to the starred list
Rumor has it that a certain @duns_for_hands is a fan of Funtime
3
on October 11, 2016
I'm wearing my flannel buttoned up all the way no matter what my mom says.
She can't control me, I may be her "daughter"(hahaha not really) but I'm not her puppet. I dress how I want to, you can tell me not to but I'll still do it.
She can't control me, I may be her "daughter"(hahaha not really) but I'm not her puppet. I dress how I want to, you can tell me not to but I'll still do it.
on October 11, 2016
I literally can't anymore.
I felt good about myself FOR ONCE. For once in my life I was happy with myself. I had my flannel buttoned up all the way and looked masculine. My dad picks me up from Matt's house, and he looked slightly concerned. He takes me home and I go to my room. He talks to my mom, and I automatically know I did something. My mom immiediant comes to my room while I'm unbuttoning my flannel, practically slams the door, and sits on my bed.
"We need to talk"
...did See More I do something?
"Why did you wear your flannel buttoned up?"
...I dunno, just felt like it.
"You had it buttoned up all the way to the collar. That's a very masculine look, did you know that?"
....yes...
"I don't understand why you do this, you're not a boy."
The moment those words came out of her mouth, I stopped what I was doing and literally forced myself not to cry. I leave my room despite my mother telling me not to leave, go to the bathroom, then close and lock the door. I begin crying, and a few minutes later my mom knocks on the door and tells me to come out, and I say no. We do this about three times, and I know she's not going to listen to me so I leave. We go back to my room, and she sits on my bed again while I stand there, arms crossed and staring at the ground, still forcing myself to not cry.
"Why did you leave?"
-no answer-
"Why did you dress like a boy?"
-no answer-
"Did you dress this way because you were going to <insert Matt's female name>"
I shake my head, and she begins to tell me that I'm female and I will never truely be a boy, no matter how many surgeries, no matter how many pills, no matter how many shots, I will never be a boy. I literally just want to hurt myself. I want to die.
I felt good about myself FOR ONCE. For once in my life I was happy with myself. I had my flannel buttoned up all the way and looked masculine. My dad picks me up from Matt's house, and he looked slightly concerned. He takes me home and I go to my room. He talks to my mom, and I automatically know I did something. My mom immiediant comes to my room while I'm unbuttoning my flannel, practically slams the door, and sits on my bed.
"We need to talk"
...did See More I do something?
"Why did you wear your flannel buttoned up?"
...I dunno, just felt like it.
"You had it buttoned up all the way to the collar. That's a very masculine look, did you know that?"
....yes...
"I don't understand why you do this, you're not a boy."
The moment those words came out of her mouth, I stopped what I was doing and literally forced myself not to cry. I leave my room despite my mother telling me not to leave, go to the bathroom, then close and lock the door. I begin crying, and a few minutes later my mom knocks on the door and tells me to come out, and I say no. We do this about three times, and I know she's not going to listen to me so I leave. We go back to my room, and she sits on my bed again while I stand there, arms crossed and staring at the ground, still forcing myself to not cry.
"Why did you leave?"
-no answer-
"Why did you dress like a boy?"
-no answer-
"Did you dress this way because you were going to <insert Matt's female name>"
I shake my head, and she begins to tell me that I'm female and I will never truely be a boy, no matter how many surgeries, no matter how many pills, no matter how many shots, I will never be a boy. I literally just want to hurt myself. I want to die.
Nah, she's Not going to. Knowing her. I even asked her in a way,
"This is a problem"
Will it be a problem when i move out?
"Yes."
@Ham_Sammich
"This is a problem"
Will it be a problem when i move out?
"Yes."
@Ham_Sammich
on October 11, 2016
She's known you for so long as her "daughter." It'll probably be a while for her to accept you as Drew. Don't worry too much about it. She probably feels like that sort of talk is helping you. Eventually she'll have to accept you as male. It's only a matter of time, man.
on October 11, 2016
No, Drew. It doesn't matter what she thinks. If your a boy at heart, be a boy. Yes, people will judge you; But don't let it bug you. We care about you. Just don't do anything to yourself, baby.
on October 11, 2016
on October 11, 2016
Mattttt
on October 10, 2016
Don't question me about myself or my interests. Once you do that, I'm insecure and think I have to change.
on October 10, 2016
Some people are assholes
Stop bashing on 'fat people'. For some of them, they're unable to change their body. Some of them would rather be a little over weight then skinny as fuuck. So, screw off. Stop making people feel bad for the body they can't change or don't want to change.
Stop bashing on 'fat people'. For some of them, they're unable to change their body. Some of them would rather be a little over weight then skinny as fuuck. So, screw off. Stop making people feel bad for the body they can't change or don't want to change.
on October 10, 2016