i finally watched aot again. back when i watched it season 1 was the only season that existed so i rewatched the first season then binged the rest. so amazing and beautiful 100% took over the place of my favorite anime. crazy cuz aot was my main interest on here in 2014/2015. it’s all come full circle.
on Friday
me and bf just hit five months and hes abandoning me to go to LA wednesday-friday so i just have to like, entertain myself. IDFK. also guys i partied with furries at the gay club the other weekend furries are so fun.
22 days ago
im goign to prague in march for 2 weeks. i was gonna do a whole prague -> bratislava -> budapest ordeal but im gonna just do the czech republic and slovakia i think. hungary deserves its own trip. im the kind of person that when i travel i like to check out the smaller towns and villages around the place and i feel like i dont have enough time to do that for hungary so. just czechia and slovakia this time. its kind of scary cuz itll be my first time being in a country where i See More dont know the language. i speak german so i did well in germany. also im gonna be in dorm-style hostels for the first time. in germany i stayed in some fitness instructors' guesthouse in a little village in niedersachsen for €60 a night and the shower was full of spiders LOL.
22 days ago
switching my degree from nutrition to marketing bc chemistry is too hard and business school is really easy and will actually make me money. i already have a marketing internship. this shit a walk in the park.
on September 02
got crossfaded for the first time while watching amberlynn reid and i thought i was gonna die
on August 26
been looking at houses with my bf lately :D just rentals bc we want to move to washington or colorado in 2 years but whooo we’ve been dating for four months btw 😭 since the last time i posted we went on a road trip together and i met his family and i think they hate me cuz im autistic
on July 24
gothicskittleskitty crossed my mind today. wonder what theyre up to.
on May 29
i came home from germany a few days ago and i miss it sooooo baaaad. i stayed in a small town near hamburg. just confirmed to me even more that i wanna live there. i got like 20k-30k steps a day even on 'lazier' days and i drank soooo much alcohol LOLLLL i was walking through the park drunk one day and some guy asked me to marry him. and then later a grouyp of guys yelled BIG BOOBS at me. i think my boobs did get bigger. i lowkey gained a little bit of weight but its really only See More noticeable in my boobs so idgaf. and i met my bestie and we got matching tattoos it was honestly the best 8 days of my life. anyway i fcking hate starbucks. second worst job ive ever had. i think im gonna start applying to schools to be a para or something i just want a 'real' job bc my bf has such a cool real job and i feel like an absolute chud being a barista. o ya today's me and bf's one month anniversary. i met his parents a few days ago and i was really intimidated cyz his dad is the ceo of a big corporation where we live but he was real chill LMAO. i think they like me? idk i was rly quiet they could def tell im autistc. ive been really into miraculous ladybug lately. yall mind if a girl gets neurodivergent.
on May 18
i feel like im gonna burst into tears the date i went on last night was so amazing 🥹
on April 06
situationship ended btw still friends and stuff but he doesnt communicate the way i need. date with another fat white guy in a few hours tho. omg and the other week i went to the club with my friends and this girl slid into our booth and we went to the bathroom and made out and she was grabbing my ass and shit and she took me into a stall and asked to suck my boobs and i said no. WHY DID I DO THAT. IM SUCH A BITCH. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! anyway im finally playing persona 5 after See More playing the other personas. i quite enjoy it so far
on April 05
got hired at starbucks do i run
it's very store-dependent! if your friend likes the store then you'll prolly be fine. i loved my job before we unionized lawl
on March 28
@kodak my current job is a corporation but its like a regional chain? 900 stores. but the pay is shit and theres no benefits lmao this is gonna be my first time making more than $11 an hour because ive mostly worked at small businesses. but yeah my best friend works at starbucks im very exciteddd
on March 27
ive heard both good n bad things about starbucks tbh. have been thinking bout applying there myself if i can’t find smth else. its an evil greedy company but tbh being a corporate barista has its perks (relocation, pay, benefits)
i hate to say it but my worst work experiences have been w/ small businesses bc they can’t afford a lot of benefits/promotions + also See More if u get fired it’s SO personal
i hate to say it but my worst work experiences have been w/ small businesses bc they can’t afford a lot of benefits/promotions + also See More if u get fired it’s SO personal
on March 27
i mean like. i was gettign $10 an hour at my other barista job. i think the $15.25 is worth it LMAO plus my best friend works there :D
on March 27
on March 27
i also went clubbing for the first time the other night. i loved it... i ate da fuq out of that dance floor... i also kissed a girl she was very sweet she got in front of me when some old ass creep was staring at my butt. highly doubt it will go anywhere bc 1. im highkey in love with fat autistic white guy 2. i do not want a relationship rn but im so up for some casual shit. like yes girl lets go to the club and make out and not do anything outside of that. im already planning See More to go out again next month :D so exciting. this has been such a great year so far.
on March 18
situationship have both established we really really like each other but neither of us are ready for a relationship at the moment and thank the lord cuz i really like him but i dont got time for all that LMAOOO maybe one day but not rn. he's pookie but like i be flirting and having fun and im still like learning about myself and shit. im so young. a whole life ahead of me.
i love being single rn bc i dont owe anyone anything like i dont have to worry about someone getting upset with me bc i didnt feel like texting good morning. i love not having the obligation to perform for someone. like wow. i love my friends and i love myself.
on March 18
on March 18
im sick of barista life ive been applying to nutrition and fitness jobs im more than qualified for but nooooobody will reply to me omfggggg
on February 27
I need you fat white autistic boy
im lowkey over my roster one of them works 3 jobs bc he’s paying off a felony and never has time to hang out and the other one is like the sweetiest so imma prolly go w him
on February 02
@analog.whore i can’t handle a roster omg i tried. i ended up ghosting them all and hyperfocusing on this one which was the most unfortunate pick i could’ve made bc he’s the only one that lives in a different state and also the one with the worst communication but oh well
on February 02
on February 01