events in my life hat could lead to depression

Dead brother

        My brother (the 1 in the pic) was addicted to drugs. He means a lot the the family. He is my brother because we share the same father. He lived and died in New York, we didn't really talk to each other because my parents were always strict on social media but when we did talk we were really close brothers and sisters. when i found out that he was dead i felt like i could never have a brother i could love again. July of 2018 was the day i lost him. They say he was walking but fell and had an overdose. Nobody cared to even take him to the hospital, the people around him didn't even look back at him.