A depressing poem i made bc i feel like shit rn

this sucks ass

Spolier alert: this sucks ass

I hope to one day be accepted into someone's heart as their own.

And that I may know what love is and how to let it show.

I hope to be able to let my emotions run free, and be open, and not always have to be happy.

You see, my smile is the mask I hide behind.

It keeps me safe from my demons which lurk deep inside.

These demons, they scare me; they make me want to do bad things.

They make me want to burn myself and make cuts that sting.

I force up my smile, and help those who are in need.

But little do they know that I also need fixing.

My heart, my soul, and quite possibly my mind, for those are the places where these demons hide.

The make me hate myself, every little aspect.

My height, my hair, they make me think that I shouldn't even care.

But, I do. And sometimes I get hurt for caring about others more than myself but at least I know they are in good health.

I hate myself, I despise my body.

So I honestly wish I had someone to love me.

I say I'm okay on my own, but I'm really not and nobody else knows.

So I'll just wait, sitting in my own self-loathing, waiting for my darling to come along and show me just how to love myself.