Poems (9)

Megan

My second baby is gone

Dear God, what did I do wrong? 

My body hurts and aches 

And yet I still lie awake 



Blood comes everytime 

I'll never, ever be the same 

I like to pretend I'm still a little girl, playing video games 

And maybe someone will cook me my favorite breakfast 

As I hold my little family of bears 



I slowly awake and realize 

It's been almost 18 years

Even now I still have the same fears 



The pain knocks me out of my daydream

it hurts so bad, I want to scream



The blood keeps coming 

My heart keeps getting more numb

I still play dumb and

Everyone knows, but only God cares