Present time
We've now reached present time, the time after school. It's at this time I made all the scary nightmare creatures that I wrote as a story on qfeast if you wanna check them out. I am also thinking about the positive and negative points of staying with family as well as positive and negative points of getting away in order to be who I am. Here you can follow me through some of my thoughts of all the positive and negative points I can come up with. At first sight it would be the best choose to just stay home in safe place and just keep living toghether. It's a perfect home, perfect job, nice and comfortable. I mean who would leave family, friends and home? Who would leave everything behind getting out in the wild? But then you have all the dreams about coming somewhere in life, not just sticking around in a limited area with limited things to do. I know that it is as much as impossible to reach your biggest dreams ever but you gotta dream big or else you don't live. Even through the goal seems impossible to reach there are possible possibilities to get there and it's not the goal itself that is the experience, it's the journey towards the goal that is the experience.I can see my journey towards my big dreams as a game! I want to travel through europe and asia and end up in South korea as the final goal, more about that in the final chapter. So the game starts in Sweden (where I live in) and each country I will pass is a world. Each world have some few levels, how many levels depends on how big the country is. The bigger a country is the more levels are there. Then I will see everything fun that happens as a bonus. Bonuspoints and other bonuses, just bonuses. If I find somewhere to sleep over night, that's bonus! Food? Bonus! Someone else following me to support my journey making sure I'm ok? Also a bonus! If I don't get any bonus it's just ok! I don't have to get bonuses to keep my dreams alive, the mainpoint is that I'm at least on my way getting somewhere in life! I don't ask for success, I don't ask for power or money, The only thing I need is to stay active and healthy and I actually can't do that in the society. It's like a society trap. Many thinks it's an active job, but it's actually not. You just sit there in a little box you call job with a body that waits for you to move.
We can't live with just stillness! Our bodies aren't buildt like that! We evolved from crawling on all 4 to standing upright on two legs, are we now willing to take a step down bending down to a sitting position? No, we're here to evolve! Not to take downhill steps! Sure we love it when we're comfortable and safe but that's how lazy peoples are getting formed! We need to move, we need to discover new things, we need to live dangerous, or else we're not prepared for all the dangers out there. We're like tamed animals and as much as I have heard about tamed animals is that when being released into the wild they tend to not being able to adapt as good as wild animals. They're more likely to getting killed than their wild sibblings!
Life noggin is another great youtube channel! In: why do we love new things? Blocko talks about novelty! And that's another important topic! Humans are hardwired to new things! We're not supposed to go with schemes that are the same every single day/week! We're not supposed to have orders doing the same tasks over and over again! We're here to evolve! Not to just start over every single day!
I hope you understand me so that you have a better understanding to why I wanna do a journey away from the cage I currently live in and a search for the true me!
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