tell me how

Tell my how?

I walk and talk to you
as if i hate youre existance
  I complain about ur smile
and how ur happieness gives me discust
but tell me how
i love your compony and when u say youre always right

I cry as you hold me
i push you away and show you hate
yet you still come and offer frendship that i dont deserve
but tell me how
i hate everything about you yet i still want more
  
Tell me
can you except
that i hate hate you
and love you at the same time

Can i really be with someone like you
you anger me and yet
i love you as if you where every thing

love as i hate you
but i always love you more
tell me why is that?