Diary of an 8th Grader

I Don't Even Know . . .

October 1, 2013
           Hi! I'm a bit sick right now so I'm pretty tired. To get straight to the point, um today was good. During gym, as I was walking the lap with Alexia and Paula, Ethan was walking with his friends and soon noticed me behind him. He slowed down and walked next to me. "Hey guys." He greeted. Alexia and Paula greeted back. I didn't bother saying anything, cause you know I don't want to. He would say a couple of things, but I would have no idea if he was talking to me or just saying stuff out loud 'cause I don't know, so I would just not answer back.
          Soon later on we went to our language class. Later on in the end, I accidentally dropped my pencil and eraser. I leaned back and rested my arm on to another desk. I reached out to grab my pencil from the floor. Then, when I grabbed it, all of a sudden the desk pushed back from my weight and I almost fell off my chair. I quickly sat back up and laughed. May, who was sitting next to me, got really scared that I was gonna fall down. "Is that your eraser under there?" Ethan soon pointed out to me. I started lean forward to check under my seat, then I hit my head on May's chair. I made a small little cry and covered my forehead with my hands and rested my elbows on my desk. "Oww." I moaned. Ethan stared at me then started to laugh a little. "Are you ok?" He asked me. I rubbed my head a little then reached under my desk and got my eraser. "Yeah, I just . . . . got hurt." I replied. So yeah that was pretty much the "highlights" of my day.
         I haven't been able to write because I wasn't feeling good, but what happened over the time I haven't written I guess I could say isn't a lot but yeah. Enrique doesn't have feelings for me anymore, but for his other friend Gabby. I was upset but really disappointed and I guess mad at him for not telling me before. He was upset as well and sad that I was depressed about it. He told me that if I wanted him to, he could stop talking to me and stuff, but he still wanted to be my tho. And that's when I started to tear up. I told him that he was just gonna be another "Ethan". Cause you know how he didn't talk to me and stuff. But blah blah blah I really don't feel like talking about it. And in the end were still like best friends and stuff and yeah. So I gotta go, bye.